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this is KILLING me

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Man who is waiting for you to answer his riddle

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How to see whether a Chinese handmade teapot is well done or not - quality of the spout is an important standard.

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Beetlejuice (1988) // Director: Tim Burton

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I need to vent. Its been a while tumblr. Cont.

After that my bf finally got a job...but I still had to support us both, because his bank account was in the negatives...so stress still continues. Lets rewind this a bit, before my bf quit his job we had planned out 2 trips and we were going to be able to afford the bills and trips...but because he quit we had to cancel both. After that we were planning out another trip for the end of summer, and I was so excited because I would be getting out of the same routine for a weekend...it feels like I'm drowning when the routine is exactly the same, day by day. So now my bf has a job and I have a job and everything seems according to plan and everything is bigdeted out...so we could go on this weekend get away. Well my bfs company had not fixed his direct deposit...and so they had given him his pay on a check. Tell me why my bf lost his check that same day. Now another trip cancelled. I dont know what I should do or how long I can handle everything anymore. I'm drowning.

I need to vent. Its been a while tumblr.

It feels like I'm drowning and struggling to save myself. To start from the beginning...my bf and I are renting a house together. When we moved in, we both had jobs and were able to pay the bills and do things. My bf was having issues at work, like getting in trouble for things he had no control over...so I can't blame him for being frustrated and tired of his work place, but one day he tells me he is going to quit and asked for my input. I told him how I honestly felt. I told him if he were to quit I would have to pay for everything on my own, he did not have a job waiting for him if he were to quit. I told him that it would stress me out and that I did not think it was a good idea...but in the end that it was his choice...I can't stop anyone from making life decisions, I could only hope that my feelings and concerns with the whole situation would be considered. They were not. He quit, and for almost 2 months I was supporting both of us while making $10/hr every 2 weeks...paying bills and rent...buying food for our cats and dogs. Stress level, off the charts.

Life update, not that it matters

I was diagnosed with psoriatic arthritis about a year ago, its not like regular arthritis and is different from rheumatoid arthritis. I have a rheumatologist that is trying to find the right medications for me...so far nothing has helped. I still have psoriasis flare ups on my face and other parts of my body. I hate it. This week has been hard on my body, everything hurts and everything is swollen...pain medication only helps so much, but mostly doesnt. Everyday I realize that I am stuck with this body that hates me...with depression that keeps me from wanting to do anything ever...this week has been hard on my body, and I have to work long standing shifts...it doesn't help that my knee swells up when standing for too long...I guess it just gets harder to accept that I am going to have to live life with this and forever have to monitor all of my organ functions...the type of arthritis that I have also causes organs to inflame...and it has also almost killed me...my kidneys are not great because they flared up and almost stopped working completely. I guess what I'm trying to say is...life sucks and I'm kind of tired of it.