So you have anymore post reichenbach angst?
Hey sweetie, Iâm not sure what youâve read, but hereâs a smorgasboard of angsty fics âŠ
CollateralDamage by SilentAuror, 24 k,explicit. Upon learning that Moriarty is alive, Mary disappears, leavingSherlock and John to work on the mystery of Moriartyâs survival on their own.Until Mycroftâs people find and bring her backâŠ
Scarsby SilentAuror, 60 k, explicit. Gaslighting. âYou loved him.â Her voice wasgentle as John turned startled eyes to her face. Her gaze hadnât wavered.âDidnât you.â It was not a question. âOf course you loved him. Itâs all rightto tell me.â
Shallow Grave by SilentAuror, 31 k, explicit. Post series 3 fix-it fic thatspeculates on what happens next. John and Sherlock work their way together,Mary gets pushed out, and some time with Moriarty wraps things up nicely. Angstyangst, but sex is HOT.
VenaCava by SilentAuror, 27 k, explicit. This is a fix-it, behindthe scenes for series 3. Just brilliant. Told from Johnâs point of view. Hediscovers Maryâs lies, and while nursing Sherlock back to health, chosesSherlock and the next step of their relationship. Sweet and very hot as theynavigate their new sex life. You want it to be canon. Infidelity.
Act IV by SilentAuror, 39 k,explicit. Amazing series 3 fix-it fic that very logically fills in the holesleft in the show. Some angst, some sex, and a VERY believable addition to theshow.
Stay for Me by Itsallfine, 17 k, mature. 221B was packed into boxes and bins,and that was when John knew, really knewâSherlock had planned to be gone forever.
Three: Superbad Mary byiwantthatcoat, 34 k, mature. She rather liked being Mary Morstan, nurse. Itwasnât her, of course, but it fit better than the countless other identitiesshe had tried on in the past, and it seemed to earn her a bit more respect. Butnow she had to become Mary Morstan,girl-who-looks-kind-of-like-this-guy-Johnâs-ex-girlfriend.
Stag Night for Two by allonsys_girl, 47 k, explicit. Begins with the stag night scenein The Sign of Three. John grabbing Sherlockâs knee leads to much more.Incorporates elements from His Last Vow now, as well, and has kind of gonetotally off the canon rails. In the best way, I hope. Lots of lovey, pornygoodness, and later some good violence and villains.
Blackoutbyivyblossom, 2 k, mature. The problem, or, from a different perspective, thesolution, is Johnâs drinking.
coming to terms by threadoflife, 3k, mature. Post S4. After the incident in the morgue, things between Sherlockand John have changed. It takes a while for John to notice, but once he does,heâs beyond horrified. Time to come to terms with himself. Even when JohnWatson is fighting his demons, he always tries to be better.
EveryNight I Look for You by destinationtoast, 8 k,explicit. Post-Reichenbach. Every night, John looks for familiar hints ofSherlock in the men he meets in bars, and he does with them all the things hewishes heâd done before. Eventually, he stumbles into a situation that Sherlockwould know how to handle, and John must decide whether he can handle it withouthim.
The Imposter byPoppyAlexander, 9 k, mature. Sherlock returns from his 2 years away,only to find that John has let it all slide and is living on the streets now.He will have to work hard to convince John he is really alive and not anotherhallucination.
John Watson and the One Thousand PaperCranes by astudyinrose, 5 k,teen. Trying to keep his life going after Sherlockâs death, John takes a job ina hospital. One day he comes across a girl in the cancer ward who is trying tofold 1000 paper cranes.
The Wench Is Dead by Chryse, 15k,explicit. Sherlock tells John the story of his awakening sexuality, and ahalf brother John has never heard of. A story of pain and betrayal. Warningsfor underage, and incest.
A Waste of Breath by Chryse, explicit, 95 k. John hadalways assumed Sherlock was uninterested, untouchable, married to his work. Hewas wrong on all counts. But when Sherlock embarks on a relationship, Johnworries that he is in over his headâŠand this time he might be right. Â
A River Without Banks by Chryse, 203 k, explicit. This storyis worlds within worlds. Sherlock uses a time traveling device to go back intohis past, rejoining his consciousness to that era to redo key points in hislife. Over and over, Sherlock tries to find the change that will defeatMoriarty once and for all. This fic is amazing, it seems to encompass everyJohnlock story youâve ever read and rolled it all in to one big connected ball. There are warnings for rape, andtorture, but eventual happy ending.
The Wisteria Tree by SilentAuror, 29 k, explicit. Sherlock wakesup from a month-long coma only to discover that he has no memory of theprevious six years to his own shock as well as JohnâsâŠ
I Need You To See Me by Mssmithlove, 12 k, explicit. After going back to war, John isyet again invalided home, this time with a broken ankle and a chunk of hismemory missing, unable to recall the last five years heâs spent being SherlockHolmesâ partner and husband.
In Your Memory by Johnlockian221B, 23 k, explicit. A case goesterribly wrong, rendering Sherlock with both Retrograde Amnesia and an odd formof Age Regression. (TW for rape, child abuse.)
Cooperative Principle bybendingsignpost, 56 k, explicit. Slight AU. A very angsty, mind-fuckery courtship between John, a teacher at St.Barts, and the elusive, cunning consulting detective who wants him. Some porn,and lots of angst. Did I mention angst?
What I Would Delete by PixChuu22, 6k, explicit. Wonderful âbehind the scenesâ stag night fic. It fits nicely intocanon - a lovemaking session between the rizzla game and the client showing up.John doesnât remember the next day, and Sherlock canât forget.
Relative Distance by quesarasara, 44 k, explicit. This is how loveends, by small increments, and how love begins, one small step at a time. Johnand Mary come unglued as John finally realized what Sherlock is to him.
Manifest by causidicus, 29 K, explicit. After John findsSherlockâs porn running on his laptop, he canât stop seeing Sherlock as asexual being. This story is an ode to angst, and so beautifully done. John is afascinating study in contradictions, closeted and afraid of his own bisexuality,but so inextricably drawn to this gorgeous, insane man. By tiny degrees, thetwo back themselves into a relationship, terrified the whole way.
Imperfect by PoppyAlexander, 1.8 k, explicit. Even though Sherlock has risenfrom the dead, John still canât trust him, and the wedding planning with Marycontinues. Infidelity, sad wanking on the phone! Beware the angst.
Another Country by Chryse, 67 k, explicit. Setafter TAB. Sherlock is back at 221b on house arrest. He counts his days ofsobriety, and tries to find his way to something better. John canât decide whathe wants and keeps lashing out. Angst, violence, drugs.
for all thatbitter delights will sour by darcylindbergh, 9 k,explicit. Â âIâm not gay,â John said intothe darkness.
Between FriendsbySilentAuror, 18 k, explicit. Sherlock gets abducted. As John discovers him tiedup naked in an empty storage facility and comes to rescue him, Sherlockâs bodyhas an unfortunate reaction which triggers a series of events. John isconvinced that everything will be fine as long as they never discuss it.Sherlock isnât as sureâŠ
kiss me on the mouth & set me free (but please donât bite)by chrysanthemumsies, 18 k, explicit. Five times John got drunk and slept withSherlock, and the one time Sherlock got drunk and couldnât do the same. Runsalongside canon through Reichenbach. Sexy, and bittersweet.
The Speed of Objects in Motion byholyfant, 48 k word, explicit. This story is an exquisite multi-year sweepingepic drama of John and Sherlock getting together, breaking up, but alwaysorbiting each other in all that they do. So well written, with tons of angst,but light at the end of the tunnel.
EaseYour Way into Occupied Spaces by 2bee, 11 k, explicit. Prescient version of series 3posted before the series aired. An angsty, pining, infidelity fic that isbeautiful in its pain. Told from Sherlockâs POV. (Locked to AO3.)
The Key by221b_careful_what_you_wish_for , 11 k, mature. Six months after the tarmacscene, John gives his key to 221B Baker Street back to Sherlock, deciding heneeds a clean start â but thereâs too much left unresolved for that to easilyhappen. So much angst!
The Progress of Sherlock Holmes by ivyblossom, 62 k, explicit. Sherlock andJohn fumble, and John leaves to marry Mary though Sherlock knows she willcheat. John and Mary settle on a rocky, open relationship, and slowly John andSherlock find their way back together. Feels so in character with love, sex,and angst, angst, angst.
Exile by SilentAuror, 4 k, teen. A companion piece toThese Four Walls. After Maryâs death, Sherlock contemplates the ways in whichhe failed John.
Last Call at the Homesick Pub byChryse, 3 k, teen and up. This is a lovely bittersweet look at Sherlock as hetraveled in disguise around the globe for two years hunting Moriartyâs web.Just for a few weeks, Sherlock plays the fiddle with an expat Irish band at apub in some foreign city far from home
A Shipless Ocean bymyswordfishmind, 22 k, mature. Ten years after the fall Sherlock goes back toLondon to find that John no longer lives there. Instead, he resides in aseaside town, a widower, and the father of a seven year old son. Sherlock muststruggle with the fact that there may no longer be a place for him in this newworld of Johnâs.
457 Days by 221b_careful_what_you_wish_for, 2 k, mature. A missing scene set during Sherlockâstwo-year absence pursuing Moriartyâs network. Sherlock is ill with a high feverand vivid dreams, revealing how much he misses London and John.
The Quiet Man by ivyblossom, 157 k, explicit. When Sherlock swans back into Johnâs life after he has settleddown with his girlfriend, Mary, John is shocked. Gradually John relearnsSherlock, and helps him finish taking down the last of Moriartyâs network.Pain, and razor-sharp beauty  laced withthe love. So much angst.
You Should Have Changed Course Long Agoby msdisdain, 33 k, explicit. John realizes too late what has been in his heartall along, and flees London. But can he ever truly leave Sherlock behind?
Honey and Wounds byearlybloomingparentheses, 7 k, mature. Retirmentlock. It is 1907, and SherlockHolmesâ lover of three years knows him only as a tender of bees, a grower ofroses, and a gentle, open companion. But then a letter arrives from Dr. Watson,followed by Dr. Watson himself, and their sleepy Sussex cottage plays host tomemories of the past and fears for the future. (Sad because Sherlock and Johndonât end up together, but so beautifully told.)
Consulation by mildredandbobbin, 18k, explicit. Sherlock/Lestrade. Sherlock has to come to terms with John andMaryâs marriage. Â He falls intoLestradeâs bed, and eventually they admit thereâs more than just sex betweenthem. (Locked to AO3 users.)
Chemistry and Crooked Shelves by221b_careful_what_you_wish_for, 2 k, mature. Sherlock/Chippers. Sherlock iscurious about the books the rather attractive fish-and-chips man is reading. Itleads to a dinner invitation that turns into something more. (Iâve always beencurious about what Sherlock meant by saying, âI helped him put up someshelves.â Hereâs one take on what might have happened with Chippers.)
Three Ways to Cope with a Secret Loveby221b_careful_what_you_wish_for, 1.5 k, teen. Sherlock leaves the party for babyRosie early, wrestling with unrequited feelings for John. Three scenarios forcoping with his secret come to mind.
Putting Up Shelves by iriswallpaper, 4 k, explicit. Â Sherlock stood on the pavement with a bloodynose as he watched John and Mary drive away in a cab. Heâd been in threerestaurants that night but he still hadnât had a bite to eat - and he wasfamished. He finds a new chip shop that opened while he was away and theproprietor is only too happy to satisfy Sherlockâs hunger.
The Light Long Gone by tenderly_wicked, 12 k, explicit. To Johnâssurprise, Sherlock seems to have got himself another flatmate, and this timeitâs something morethan chaste flat-sharing. Sherlock doesnât look happy though. Neither doesJohn.
Ten Days byEngazed, 136 k, explicit. Sherlock Holmes has been dead for forty months, and John is at lastbeginning to live his life again. But just when he believes he might be happy,his world crashes back down around him. John is named a missing person.Someone is pointing DI Lestrade in the wrong direction. And as the days pass,his situation only grows more dire. It seems like the disappearance of his bestfriend is the only thing that can bring Sherlock Holmes back from the dead.
The Slash Manby Engazed, 281 explicit.( Sequel to Ten Days.) After ten days of unspeakable torture at the handsof Sherlockâs worst enemies, John Watson has returned to Baker Street to livewith a man whose death, no matter how fake, still haunts him. But his recoveryis not easy, his friendship with Sherlock is strained, and a dangerous buthidden menace continues to threaten them both.
Lucid by dr_girlfriend, 71 k, explicit. Post-Reichenbach,John finds a way to hold on to Sherlock after all. Sherlock comes back afterhis âdeathâ & mission of getting rid of Moriartyâs web, but thereâs stillsomeone left, one Sebastian Moran, who wants revenge for Moriartyâs death.
Ease Your Way into Occupied Spaces by2bee, 11 k, explicit. Prescient version of series 3 posted before the seriesaired. An angsty, pining, infidelity fic that is beautiful in its pain. Toldfrom Sherlockâs POV.Â
Shadow Child by Kourion, 268 k, mature. What the helldoes it matter if my words upset him, when heâs so obviously out of control? âIthink you know what this is. I think you know that you have an eating disorder.And I think you are scared.â Sherlock blinks at me, his throat stillswallowing. He has a wild look in his eyes that I donât like, so I push backagainst my chair, stand up, and go towards him.