[ibrittyounot]

I did it.

I ordered my leather jacket.

But I haven't gotten an email confirmation yet and I'm so scared they're going to cancel my order because someone else ordered it before me.

[ibrittyounot]

Here comes (one of) my annual sinus infections.

[ibrittyounot]

Today is turning out... not so great.

And it's going to get worse.

[ibrittyounot]

You know, I really want that leather jacket.

Like, REALLY WANT IT. I dream about it.

BUT. I'll wait. I'd feel much more proud of myself if I save for actually just that and not in general, and just take money from checking.

Cool. I feel better.

[ibrittyounot]

THE LEATHER JACKET I LOVE IS BACK IN STOCK

Christmas present for myself. Done.

I can't wait any longer. It'll disappear by the end of the day, too. 

[ibrittyounot]

I really just want to take a week off and go stay at my mom's house and sleep on the chair in front of the fire and eat as much mashed potatoes and slow-cooked meat and cookies and milky coffee that I can fit in my stomach.

[tblaberge]

This holiday, be kind and hug someone in retail; because it’s a tough season to work in.

[rockmunity]

[ibrittyounot]

contagious // night riots

[toinfinityandswann-deactivated2]

Nothing in the world smells as good as the person you love.

Unknown, (a knot in my throat now). 

[ibrittyounot]

I forgot to take my migraine medicine and I'm seriously wondering how I'm going to make it through class. I've also realized what a bitch I am to the people I love, who love me back, and it's killing me.

[ibrittyounot]

I'm so close to calling out of work today so I can stay home and cry.

[ibrittyounot]

I don't know what I'm doing wrong, but I know I'm not doing anything right.

[ibrittyounot]

I legit feel bad for showing up to class in running leggings and flannels sometimes, But i worked until 5am this morning and got four hours of sleep since then.

Real clothes are too much to ask for right now.

[ibrittyounot]

Setting up a few annual doctor's visits makes me feel like a responsible adult but also makes me want to curl up in a corner.

[tblaberge]

You work so hard, just to end up at home crying yourself to sleep; remember you’re trying, you are moving mountains that have plagued you since you were young, and you’re trying so hard. Keep fighting, fight until you have won. Fight until you have found your way home, until the sun comes back and your heart learns to love the mornings again.

T.B. LaBerge // Go Now (via tblaberge)

[lora-mathis]

I think I’m going to skip all of my classes today because I need a “me” day. The problem with “me” days is that I need them four times a week. The problem with me is that I’m very smart and very capable (or so I’ve been told) but my laziness hinders me. Laziness. They forgot to add procrastination, self-destruction, and the inability to leave my bed to the list. The problem with me is that I’ve dealt with this before but have no idea what to do next. I should email my past teachers and ask them what I did after I sent them messages excusing my week-long absences from class due to “personal reasons.” I should stop scratching my hand in case my mom asks me if I’m okay again. I am okay. I am doing fine. But I have an itch that I cannot place, an itch that changes locations when my fingers find it. The problem with me is that I will focus on it completely until it goes away. The problem with this feeling is that it never goes away. It has always been one large itch that I cannot place.

Laughing In My Sleep, Lora Mathis

[ibrittyounot]

I was doing SO WELL on my Calculus project, but now I can't figure out how to do the graphs. 

I give up I can't do anything.