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you are not a wasteland you just need ibuprofen and a hot bath and a shower and a nutritious meal and some water and some fresh air and to do something productive and to do something creative and to do something that takes physical exertion and to do something social

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im looking at you while your eyes are closed.. and I can't help but wonder... Are you asleep??? Do you actually Love me..? Or are you just lonely?? No matter the answer.. you're so fucking beautiful. I don't understand how someone can be so divine. Why do you make my heart hurt?? I'm thinking it's because my heart hasn't felt anything in a very long time... Suppose I should thank you for that before I do anything else. Why is that so hard for me? When I finally shut my eyes.. I dream of finding the answers to these neverending questions. But I end up finding myself in the same position, staring at your eyelids each night.. wondering the same thing... I should seek professional help.