( * too close to the sun ! )

& dear icarus, when the ocean devoured you whole & picked your bones clean, were you real for once, did you glimpse the sun racing beneath your fingertips? was it worth the fall to bathe in gold & play god for a moment? mun & muses 18+. member of halifaxhq. i am currently playing: claude, tweek, tinkerbell, deadpool, rey, max, tom, keith, sailor moon, cody, constantine, johnny, sangwoo & moose!

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firewvlker:

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kylo sat on the couch, one hand scratching behind the ear of the puppy sat next to him and the other wrapped around the old weapon as he inspected it. his grandfather’s lightsaber, the last time he’d seen it, he and rey had struggled to possess it, only for the weapon to be forced apart by a blinding light and powerful force, knocking him out. he briefly wondered if the same had happened to her. regardless, considering her escape using snoke’s ship, she’d been awake while he hadn’t, she’d had the opportunity to harm him while he was unconscious and yet she didn’t. instead, she’d set his lightsaber next to him, giving him the means to defend himself if need be when he woke. almost on cue, as if she’d sensed his thoughts of her, kylo sensed her presence in the room without even needing to look. ❝ you fixed it. how ?? ❞

it was hard to describe the feeling she got whenever it seemed like kylo had been thinking of her. it was almost as if a chill traveled along the surface of her skin and her mind just... sensed him. she wondered if it had been the same for him? if he could sense when she thought of him too? this was new though, and rey wondered if it had to do with their close proximity; their forces being pushed together in this shared space. as she entered the living room, she looked at him and garth, smiling softly at the puppy before she noticed the lightsaber kylo had been referring to. “i’m still not entirely sure,” she admitted as she moved to where he sat, sitting on the opposite end of the couch before she adjusted to tuck her legs underneath herself. “the crystal inside of it had split into two, i took both pieces and once i was alone i focused on mending the crystal -- i pictured it whole in my mind. i had read once that they were called the living crystal, so i focused on life itself, the galaxy -- everything around me. when i came out of my trance, i suppose you’d call it, the crystal was whole again -- it was no longer colorless, and it felt like it was alive. i sort of just... put the pieces back together after that. i highly doubt i could make one from scratch though.”

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my eyes a re closing a si am writing this i need tp slee[ i will get to things tomorrows i love yall. danielle, thanks for putting up with me. ari, ur a bih but ily

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musesofmydreams:

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He had been studying all day, tired out of his mind. So he may have been drinking a little bit which resulted in him stumbling his way to Bart’s room, just barging in without even knocking. “Barty!” he giggled as he almost fell to the floor but before he did, he caught his balance and smiled as he looked at his crush best friend. “How are you?” he then asked as he closed the door and then walked up to him.

the sound of his door suddenly opening immediately woke bart up. he had been a surprisingly light sleeper, which he blamed on sideshow bob and his countless krusty nightmares, however, the figure that entered his bedroom matched neither of those people and instead held the familiarity and comfort of his best friend. looking over at the clock, bart groaned as he noted the time (it was well past four in the morning) before he sat up and chuckled lightly. “dude, what the hell are you doing?! do you know what time it is? -- whoa... i sound like my mom now.” he huffed before shrugging, pulling up his blankets to give milhouse space to lay beside him. “sleepy, obviously -- what about you? ...gross -- you smell like my dad on the weekend.”

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musesofmydreams:

Looking at him as he stepped into the room, it was like an angel had arrived and he couldn’t help but smile softly. The touch only made him melt even more and he looked at his hand and then back at Keith. “Yes, I am fine. I knew it was just a dream after all because I am here in Canada and not up there in space fighting all of these monsters. And I am here with you so I know that I am safe” he told him. Grabbing the wrist of the hand that was on his arm, he pulled him into the bed with him. “Of course I want you to stay” he whispered and then laid back down.

the thought of fighting all those monsters again -- of being back out there in space where they could never have a moments rest, god it terrified him. they were safe here, there was no darkness surrounding them, no galra. it was just them, which was all keith needed right now. as the other pulled him into bed, the younger male followed with ease, moving onto his side and closer to shiro before he sighed contently. “i just get worried about you, you know that...” he said softly, moving a hand to shiro’s waist as he spoke. “you can rest, i’m here now. i’ll watch over you.” he assured the other, offering a soft smile afterward. “i’ll be here when you wake up, i promise.”

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musesofmydreams:

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Being here in Halifax felt odd to Shiro. The calm, the quiet. He was used to action constantly, to always be the first one up, ready to defend the universe. But here, he was just a normal guy. No defending needed, no stress. Just calm. And that was a huge change for the man, a change he was still not used to. He rarely slept, mainly because old habits die hard. Sitting on his bed, he pinched the bridge of his nose, looking up at whoever entered his bedroom. “Oh hey Keith” he said gently and smiled a little, the bag under his eyes visible and he looked so tired, oh so tired.

"hey, buddy --” keith replied, his voice soft, almost careful, as he closed the door behind himself. worry was written across his features as he approached the older males bed, sitting on the side of it while he brought a hand to shiro’s forearm. “you okay? i heard you in the next room... was it another night terror?” he frowned slightly, giving the others arm a gentle squeeze. “i-i can stay if you want me to, you know i don’t mind.” he offered, sympathy in his tone, his hand still on the other -- not wanting to break contact with shiro. 

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❝ i didn’t deserve your love back then, but i want to earn it now. ❞

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milkywcy:

          alois hated mentioning what happened in the woods, it tore him apart when claude ended his life. “i know, but that never stopped my feelings for you. i know you wanted my soul but my feelings never went away.” alois shrugged his shoulders and ran a hand through his hair before he looked up at him, couldn’t believe the words coming out of his mouth. “you want to try? like – for us to just…be something.” he whispered, this was everything he wanted in his life and it was finally coming true, it felt like a dream; something hes dreamed more then one. “you do not need to apologize, i forgave you a long time ago.” he sighed happily and squeezed the others hand gently before letting it go once their food arrived. 

         “you will?” he blushed, he was excited to go anywhere with the male; he’d follow him anywhere. “i mean, when you first showed up i felt something for you and it could have just been lust, but later on i knew what it was and i wanted you around me all the time, i hated when you were not around. the reason I’d undress in the morning and be a brat when you helped me was because i wanted you around longer, i wanted you to cave.” he whispered and looked up at him.

          claude pondered his own words for a moment -- had that been what he meant? was that what he wanted now; to find love? after a moment, he finally nodded, rubbing the back of alois’ hand with his fingertips as he prepared to speak. “yes, i want that for us. i’m not claiming it will be easy, for reason i’m sure you will understand. i was a loveless creature, one that had never been given love until you came into my life. i viewed your affections as foolish at the time, but that was because i was thinking selfishly. the love you have for me, it is pure and it is possibly the realest thing i have ever known -- you loved me when you should not have, you have forgiven the unforgivable and you sit here, still with a fondness in your heart for me. i don’t know much about love, but i know enough to see that love like that is rare -- unconditional, as i’ve heard it be called. i would be a fool if i didn’t try to give this a chance, because i do want to love you too, alois. i want to learn how to love, by loving you... does that make sense?”

          he smiled softly now, leaning forward a bit in his seat as he gave a curt nod. “i may not be your butler anymore, but i am still willing to do anything for you.” he confessed, arching a brow afterward. “-- ah, and here i thought it was just because you were a brat, now i know it’s because you were a brat with a crush -- tsk tsk.” he joked before licking his lips, looking at the served food now. “so, this is what humans eat? it doesn’t look very appealing if i’m being honest.”

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when you’re so tired that you don’t actually remember doing a reply until someone mentions it? yikes ! ! anyways, working on more drafts so i won’t be on the main for at least a couple hours, if anyone wants to plot tho, hmu ! !

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musesofmydreams:

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Ever since he ended up in this odd town, he had been so confused it gave him constant headaches. He feared that he was all alone, that he had to friends around. And yes, he was actually pretty damn worried about Usagi. But all those worries disappeared the day he found her again. It had been a week or so now since then and they were now laying on his bed in his hotel room, staring up at the ceiling. He then got an idea so he laid down on his stomach and looked at her. “Have you ever been curious about oral sex?”

Usagi was slowly, but surely getting used to this place, even if it was pretty strange. However, having Mamoru around definitely made it feel like home. It was a relief to be living a semi-normal life now, if she was being honest. there were no monsters to fight, no reasons to save the world -- just her life and whatever she made of it. it was both freeing and terrifying at the same time. As she relaxed against the pillows she had propped herself up with, she looked over at the other, watching as he got comfortable before she tilted her head slightly at his question. “O-oral? Oh mai gaa -- w-why would you ask me such a thing?!”

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greetings, cuties ! ! i am currently replying to threads, im’s and memes -- sorry if i’m hella slow. if anyone wants to plot tho, hmu ~

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thank you so much for bringing your wonderful characterizations to the dash! you're appreciated greatly :)

what what what ! ! this is so cute, thank you -- i am so *sobs* right now ;-; <3

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have you ever done anything kinky on kevin? (for johnny)

“kevin and i are definitely not your typical couple, so there is often kinky things that play out between us. maybe you should be there, the next time we enjoy each other’s company? i don’t mind an audience.”

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would you be into spanking if kylo tried it on you? (for rey)

“have i done something wrong, to deserve a spanking? i feel like a scolded child. is this really a thing people of earth enjoy? i may have to look into it.”