my bones have found a place to lie down and sleep

now i'm going places on my own

[icebergnerves]

26/11/17

here’s my yearly update on my abandoned tumblr account: just booked a ski trip to italy and /that/ is the reason i moved to europe. skiing by day and drinking/doing italian things/eating italian things by night. buzzinggggggggg. i have exams in about a week and i’m slightly panicking but managing the stress and i think i will be ok (hopefully). haven’t been eating great and spending way too much money but yolo right. i have the most wonderful bf in the world and i love him and he loves me too and that is a feeling that i am not used to! i am on my way to accepting myself as an introvert and i am trying to stop forcing myself to change because i have no reason to. my new flat is freezing and i tried to have a bath tonight and the water got cold so fast cause it’s so cold here but it’s in the best location so i guess it’s alright!

[icebergnerves]

10/05/17

[icebergnerves]

i have been looking back on this time last year and realizing just how depressed i was. and now thinking about how much has changed and how grateful i am for it. some days are still not great but in general i am so happy with everything in my life right now. i am happy and i am the source of my own happiness which is one of the best feelings in the world

[jaethefade]

underrated logic: don’t date girls you ain’t ready for yet— you gone fuck it & her up 

[icebergnerves]

me: "i'm a princess" him: "indeed you are" me: ☺️☺️☺️☺️

[sulfur]

Paris

[icebergnerves]

this bitch is going to a ball with a hot, tall engineer 😎😎😎

[icebergnerves]

how strange it is that someone who once knew everything about you now is a stranger. you're changing without them and you don't know what's happening in each other's lives. they don't know about your trip to the hospital or your exam results, things you would have been dying to tell them as soon as they happened. now they don't know you anymore. and you're forgetting their voice, how they looked asleep beside you. all that's left is a memory

[sexanax]

do u ever think about that one person u thought u would never get over and ur like damn i was so dramatic

[icebergnerves]

Omg omg omg are those lil kitties yours? They are soooo frickin' adorable!😍

the black and white ones???? yes they are mine and i miss them terribly and i will see them in 7 days 💕💕💕💕💕

[nihilistic-bitch]

Me: *immediately forgives someone for their hurtful behavior towards me*

Me, later: actually, you know fucking what,,

[skullxcrusher-deactivated201501]

nostalgia is a liar. nothing was ever as good as you remember it to be. there’s a reason you don’t talk to that person anymore, there’s a reason you’re not part of each other’s lives. don’t trust nostalgia. grieve. reflect. move on.

[icebergnerves]

i'm forgetting you and i am happy

[plantre]

come find me in 10 year time. i’ll be hanging over my balcony in venice with an espresso between my fingers, watching the boats pull into the harbour. come find me, i’ll be tanned and more blonde and my eyes won’t be heavy anymore, they’ll tell stories of all the days you missed.

[dreamsuggestion-deactivated2019]

concept: someone wanting me as much as i want them

[borderlineotter]

I am painfully aware that I am no one’s favorite person

[icebergnerves]

if you make one change to yourself this year it should be to stop being afraid of doing things alone