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I had enough of myself.

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Sadly Im still alive, i havent killed myself, I might tonight. I ruin everything and touch, is true that living with BPD is just torture. Honestly i should just end myself, will be the best for everyone and myself. I think i had enough of everything. I had enough of myself. note - maybe to keep myself sane or alive i will just.. post this stuff. This blank page helped me to write down shit and just draw wtv i wanted... I guess it finally applies for what this tumblr was made. "I draw because im sad..."

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You don't have to answer this publicly or do anything with it at all

But I hope you're doing okay

Ik we've. Never met before, ik but I wanna lend out my hand yk?

You are very sweet, genuinely. I wish there were more kind people like you. Bet the world would be abetter place.

Is it getting Bad again?

Very Awful yeah.. Tho i hope you are well

angel-vein-blog

Me: good morning

My brain at 6:57am: you should have killed yourself when you were 15

idrawbecauseimsad

My brain: You should've died when you were 12, maybe your brother would still be alive.

I JUST WANT TO BE OKAY MAN, THAT'S ALL

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Gotta be fucking numb if not I'll have a breakdown.

#bpd stuff #actually borderline #actually bpd #bpd feels #bpd thoughts #borderline thoughts #depression #sad thoughts #bpd vent #personal vent

my-funked-up-life

That's a fact

porcelain-rob0t

on self sabotage and unstable relationships

I’m a hypocrite I’m a hypocrite for telling people not to harm themselves while my self destruction habbits have reached a warning point

I’m a hypocrite for encouraging people to stay alive and live for another day while I don’t know whether or not I’ll wake up tomorrow

I’m a hypocrite for telling people to keep hoping for things to change while I’ve given up and lost hope

I’m a hypocrite for pushing everyone away and isolating myself from people while I desperately crave for company

I’m a hypocrite for telling people I’m fine while I’m feeling numb and my feelings are dead

I’m a hypocrite for showing everyone that nothing bothers me or hurts me while I’m sitting and overthinking about every single little thing that made me feel like shit

I’m a hypocrite for so many reasons but that's just me

But I loved you.

And I loved you the best way I could.

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busonhikayemiz

Hurting because I hurt you.

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IM SO STUPID I THOUGHT YOU LIKED ME

twistcmyk

a daily occurrence

cubemeat

Is been 2 to 3 years now of waking up and imediatly think:

"God dammit... I'm still alive..."

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