rise to the music

[ifeellikei-mbreakinginside]

Item: A Stunning Frame Rarity: ⏶ Common

What game has the best art style?

Feed your dashboard by answering my question, blogger.

night in the woods or journey

[gaymolegaming]

Reblog if you stand against order, civilization, and goodness itself

[athena-cat-wizard-official]

goes hard ngl

[the-knightswind-case]

Consider:

[ifeellikei-mbreakinginside]

tw// drugged , drinking , police

to the person who drugged me at the bar a year ago

I hope you know I haven't stopped thinking about that night. I haven't felt safe drinking outside of my home, whether in a public space or at a friend's. that night, a friend had taken me and another friend out for birthday drinks. I had just had my birthday. and I celebrated by a stranger spiking my drink. this is still a bi-weekly discussion in therapy because I can't remember that night and my brain is still trapped there. I haven't been able to process a single thing this year because my brain is still convinced it's 2023.

to the person who's house I was apparently found trying to break into

I was sure I was being chased. I was just looking for somewhere safe to hide until I could go home. I don't remember anything, I just know I was scared.i still can't walk down your street, I still panic seeing the road sign. I didn't mean to scare you, I was just terrified, not in a conscious state of mind, just wanting to get home after what was meant to be a nice night out with friends

I still feel the ghost pains on my hands and knees from when the police found me, still remember their disinterest in me saying I was being followed. just chalked it up to a random drunk babbling on about nonsense.

I still feel so deeply scared because I still feel like I just woke up from that nightmare

idk I just needed to get shit out in a place that doesn't *know* me

and if you do, you saw nothing

[jonnywaistcoat]

Are cats people?

Cats are silly little gentlemen.

[ifeellikei-mbreakinginside]

Do YOU have a favourite doctor who companion, character and version of the doctor?

I do for all of these! I absolutely love doctor who. favorite companion is probably Donna. she was so sassy and headstrong and I feel she had the most character development. she found worth in herself where she felt she had none, and to be able to see where she ended up in the recent specials meant so much to me. favorite character is probably van Gogh. the way they portrayed him, showing him his artwork truly did matter in the end, and still having it not change the outcome was an amazing portrayal of how depression really affects people, that even having your dreams come true can't fix everything, but they can still bring hope and joy to keep doing what you love. favorite version is nine, although I'm very excited to see where 15 goes (I've yet to start this season) nine had so many walls put up, his refusal to not save who he could, learning it's ok to have people, to trust people, they couldn't have had anyone better start off the revival the series

[rqbossman]

I'm interested in playing some tabletop role playing games but the fear of the unknown and embarrassing myself around strangers is holding me back. You mentioned in a Q&A that RQG is not an accurate representation of playing pathfinder, and someone said you would come across badly if you tried to emulate the way you play in the podcast. In what way is it different? So I can prevent doing whatever that embarrassing thing is.

Much love from the community for joining tumblr but final little note to only keep responding to asks if YOU want to.

So Pathfinder is pretty "crunchy", i.e. Full of rules and I, as a player, am a bit of of min-max munchkin, I.e. I can't help but make the strongest character possible every time. The reason the episodes would come me across badly if they were unedited is merely because I was looking stuff up constantly, everyone was forgetting basic rules and we were generally a bit all over the place when it came to mechanics. This is boring to listen to, trust me.

TLDR don't worry about it, you aren't gaming for an audience so you'll be fine.

[ifeellikei-mbreakinginside]

adding on to this, as someone who's played tabletop games and larp for just over 10 years, don't worry about messing up. people are almost always willing to help you. I started playing having learned it was a thing that same day. it's important to remember everyone starts somewhere, and quite often now, the rulebooks are online, there are Reddit forms where you can ask any questions you might have if you don't want to ask your group.

the biggest most important rule of tabletop is literally just have fun. no player or gm is perfect, they all have to stop and look stuff up. it's so so worth the time, connections, and fun, you have when playing. getting over that fear was the best thing I've ever done and I have an adopted family that I never would have met without it.

(sorry for my two cents, I feel very passionate about this lmao)

[jonnywaistcoat]

Hey hows it going? I was wondering if you have any thoughts on putting characters you've created through misery. Strangely, I was more okay with it last year, but now I feel guilty when I read about misfortunes that are important for the story.

But that's just how a horror/tragedy exists, right? It's a better story when the characters don't escape unscathed. Is it tough for you to write or re-read that sort of thing? Thanks for your thoughts, and your stories.

So, what you have to remember, and I cannot stress this enough, is that the characters your create are not real. That may sound dismissive, but it is something that's worth reminding yourself of occasionally - these characters are not actual people, they are constructs in you mind and the minds of your audience. They cannot suffer or be harmed because they do not exist. So when considering how you write them and what you write happening to them, the only things that matter are the effects those decisions have on you and on your audience.

In terms of suffering, imagining not-real people suffering can have all sorts of effects on you and your audience, depending on how you're writing it, and the key is to make sure you know what effect you're trying to achieve and why. If you don't like writing bad things happening to your characters, then don't do it - write the stories you want - but don't not write stuff out of a sense of guilt about it. Or perhaps go a step further and actually explore those feelings in your writing, because your characters are concepts that allow you to engage with things like this.

[ifeellikei-mbreakinginside]

this. this is actually so important to remember. thinking of them as real people can change the whole direction you were trying to go with the story, not to mention cause yourself real life problems and wrongly placed empathy. writing is a healthy form of self expression and creativity. having non real entities to put through the meat grinder is also highly therapeutic. Abuse them all you want, put them through what you need to. give them the worst life imaginable, in the end it's just letters on a page.

[sister-lilith]

“kill them with kindness” WRONG! nether dimension

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[canonlgbtcharacteroftheday]

The canon LGBT+ character of today is:

Zoe from Monster Prom who is a trans woman and bi/pan

[iloveboosters]

- Hello?! Anyone here?! Geez. - This is bleak.

[theeretblr]

If you dont mine me asking, how/when did you know you were bi? ive been going threw a bit of a sexuality crisis at the moment and am in desperate need of advice 😅

I only really realised I was bisexual back in Summer 2019 (Not that long ago!) I don't remember what exactly set up this chain of thoughts, but I found myself thinking

"I can't be gay, I like women..."

*pause for dramatic effect...*

"WAIT A MINUTE, THERE'S A THING FOR LIKING BOTH AND IT'S CALLED BEING BISEXUAL!!!"

And then everything started to make sense and I could actually start to explore my sexuality and what it meant. Separately, I didn't even really know that questioning your gender was something you could do until like January 2020. I realised that it's something that I've kinda been doing since I was like 13 and I'd just never been exposed to any sort of AMAB trans or nb stuff, so it'd never occurred to me. That all started with stuff like:

"She's hot, but not in like a "I want to fk her" way, more a "I want to be her" way." Even then, it still took until my 20s to realise that I'm probably not entirely cis. LOL

[mishasminions]

THIS WHOLE THING IS SO DUMB

[bro-ana]

What to do if you find yourself homless- written by someone who has actually been homeless

Most important: Spend the money you have on a motel. Churches probably will not actually help and shelters can be dangerous or turn you away. At a motel you have free breakfast, access to running water, and a lockable place to sleep. Do not waste money on a gym membership like the popular version of this post says to do, YMCA memberships are like $40.

2. Contact family and friends. Now is not the time to worry about being a burden. Your survival and safety comes first and that is all that matters, anyone worth having in your life will agree.

3. Start a gofundme. Even if someone can’t offer you a place to stay, they might be willing to toss out $5 so you can eat today.

4. Libraries have free wifi. Apply to any and all jobs you can think of if you aren’t already working.

5. Any home is a good home. Even if it’s a dingy apartment in a bad neighborhood. If its cheap and you can afford it, snatch it up. 

6. Pancake mix and peanut butter are filling, cheap, and last a long time.

PLEASE SHARE THE FUCK OUT OF THIS

[crumble120]

Happy international asexuality day!!

[myarmsaretoolong]

[reedraws]

Good morning I drew a sleepy cat

APRIL FOOLS THEY ARE A SNAKE WISHING YOU A NICE DAY !!!

[solavei]

a summary of the consequences of my life because I read percy jackson

[solavei]

1. I steal my older brother’s PJO books, read them, and download Pinterest on my Kindle to get my first taste of fandom 

2. I spend a lot of time online, secretly, and am exposed–for the first time–to the fact that it’s weird that I share a room and bed with my dad and am not allowed anywhere else 

3. My dad brings me to a corn field and tells me obama is the anti-christ who’s been sent by god to end the world, as foretold by the bible. I believe this and cry when he’s elected because i don’t want to die 

4. I begin googling and discover that my situation is not great. I begin a careful attempt to ~distance~ myself from my father by sleeping anywhere else through any means possible. Eventually, I’m allowed to sleep in my own room

5. Now that I’ve been exposed to the real world and the fact that I’ve been groomed, I’m not ~obedient~ anymore and my dad Dips(™) to find a new kid. We lose our house and have to move to government housing in a new city 

6. Eventually my parents divorce because of this. My dad moves to a horse ranch. I visit him on the horse ranch, think it’s cool, and invite my friends over for a sleepover. I have my first gay kiss with a girl in a tent. The next day my father tries to ~kill~ me on the horse ranch(™) with a golf cart

7.My dad disappears from the face of the earth. He forgets his phone is connected to the family iMac. We know all about the crimes he is committing. He fakes a heart attack in a Wal-Mart at some point, idk

8. The FBI is onto his life of crime. He flees to Romania to escape them and lives with a millionaire Romanian woman. She’s suspicious of him after a while. She hires a private investigator and unearths his life of lies and crime. He flees to Alaska. He gets a roommate in Alaska. The roommate goes to federal prison. We never hear from my father again. He is, perhaps, dead.

9. It’s revealed to us that my grandmother is also involved. She’s been smuggling drugs from the hospital. She also goes to federal prison. Also apparently my older brother and I aren’t related. This was another scam from my father

[solavei]

Understandable response

[jem-jam]

uhhhh hh hh hhh

[doc-notreally-salas]

Me reading from point 2 to point 3:

[cwnerd12]

write a book, girl