i'm pretty much lost

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kinda just wanna vent but i dont know what to say

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i wrote endless posts about how in love i was with you, but you pushed me off the edge and tried to bring me back when there was nothing left.

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don’t you ever just wish that you could take a step out of your shoes and into someone else’s just to see how different life is?

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“I wanna hold you in my arms”

- him 7:31pm 26/01/20

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you thought i was asleep.

you thought i was asleep, it was the early hours of the morning and wishing i was next to you. neither of us had cut the call, you thought i was asleep when you said all the sweetest things to me “i love you” is what you started off with.

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“i just wanted to make you happy and or at least smile”

– him 9:21pm 27/11/19 little does he know he makes me the happiest girl in the world and my smile grows when im around him.

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rainy evenings

drenched and cold we were as we ran through the rain, it was pitch black but it was only 6pm, hand in hand we ran until we suddenly stopped then i felt your warm lips meet mine and then i felt that smile on your face grow as you said “let’s go home”. 27/11/19

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“i fell victim to the sound of your love”

– lewis capaldi // grace

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his voice.

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“i miss the way you looked at me”

– him 12:32am 26/11/19

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it was the first.

with every single kiss he placed upon my lips i swear i was just giving into the spell he wanted to cast upon me. 25/11/19

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...

love is complicated. 

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me