my 5 year plan is to get back my joy
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he wasn't even looking at me and he found me
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my 5 year plan is to get back my joy
this song finally being released next month i'm gonna throw up, actually
sorry i never replied. everyday is blending together and i'm losing sense of time
doing research into my penis options and this is such a funny stock image to use here
people pointing out i said penis options and i am in fact doing research into my options for penis. my penis options #mypenisoptions
I think people would be less suicidal if they were allowed to talk about being suicidal without risk of being sent to the Torture Dungeon
tried to read You Weren't Meant to Be Human by Andrew Joseph White and i had to stop i think roughly 1/3 of the way through because of the pit it was already leaving in my stomach
it's compelling and raw but it's disgustingly, disturbingly visceral in a way that makes me want to crawl out of my skin, and it's in a way that i don't think i'm in a good mental/emotional place for right now. which i was pretty cognizant of in the first place, i might add, but just truly did not realize the intensity of the emotions it would stir up for me.
so anyways i'm gonna leave this on my blog as a reminder to myself to maybe someday try to read it all the way through,
*already wrote my tags and don't want to delete and rewrite them; just want to disclaim that i am trans and the whole 'trans lead characters are hard for me to read!!' is not because i hate trans people! i can't actually even articulate everything i mean by that/why i feel that way beyond the fact that it makes me more aware of my own body at all times in ways i cannot describe or explain outside of it making me very overwhelmed.
took three pictures with the flash on & she didn't move an inch, she is passed tf out
Carl Phillips, from “Civilization”, Then the War: And Selected Poems, 2007-2020
there's something 'bout the window seats, got you feeling like a poet
you said, "i think that we had everything, until now just didn't know it"
i'm leanin' towards a subject change in a sentimental moment
we're drivin' through the garden state, we'll be strangers in the mornin'
the way you've got your hair up straight makes you look real Californian
you know you never really could quite place when i'm angry and i'm jokin'
i'm cursin' every exit sign and my damn christ-like devotion;
to hopin' you might change your mind, and to hatin' you for goin'
roadkill fawn, you said "how sad, left to rot alone like that"
you state a feelin' like a fact
i'm glad you left, but you'll be back
It's really quite bizarre how much work in trans healthcare bases itself on the idea that a patient who deliberately seeks out the Penis Removal Doctor and says "Yes, Penis Removal Doctor, I am certain that I would like to have my penis removed" might be lying to the Penis Removal Doctor, so that they can have their penis removed without actually wanting that.
you'd call me stupid, then kiss my skin with the same mouth
you'd sink your teeth in, you'd double down as i bled out
i heard once that wild dogs will eat their prey alive;
i handed you my beating heart, of course you took a bite
was there something 'bout my fear that made you feel braver?
i don't wanna think you cruel by nature
was there something in the dark that made you feel weaker?
i don't wanna think you a vicious creature
I do not want the ai overview. I want to read six wikipedia pages as god intended.
i've been bleeding through past lives like bandages, trying to make me a friend
i've been tolling the sundays, the damages, all through to my bitter end
count the freedoms as baggage, as told by the dragons that i couldn't slay
i hope i was right about someday, wrong about today
they've been singing, the barflies, a ballad, but no one can nail down the tune
they'll be scaling the walls of this city, but we'll all be wasted by noon
watch the windows aglow with the lonely, a beacon for the terrible few
i hope i was right about soulmates, wrong about you
(the dragons that i couldn't slay)
i've been wandering the streets of my bedroom, desperate to take it all in
in a ghost town, i showed you the body, and you touched my hand with a grin
at the end of all things, all i can think to say is; what a year today has been
i hope i was wrong about endings, but right to begin
Harry Potter is trending at #1 on tumblr so I thought I’d take the opportunity to say fuck JKR, fuck transphobes, fuck her stupid books, her theme park, her endless landfill fodder merch slop, and her fucking castle on a hill. Read another book yall!! Read another book!!!!!!!
i fear i must be stopped. to put this in context for my reading habits, i read 55 books on kindle last year total, so i'm nearly halfway there in 3.5 months. which makes the current pace for this year about 7 books a month but i fear a disproportionate amount of that is from this month alone?? do i need to be sedated
in my defense (or not defense) i checked out like 15 books on libby all at the same time without thinking that through and so this past week i had 9 books due in 9 days so i read a book a day out of sheer stubbornness
ANAÏS NIN
from a diary entry featured in The Diary Of Anais Nin, Vol. 4: 1944-1947
original photos and edit
i’m sure this opinion will get me killed for some reason but it’s wild how almond milk seems to be the dominant alternative milk when it tastes like nut based cerebrospinal fluid meanwhile Oat Milk is right there being sexy and thick and delicious