Her..
Damn Tumblr it's been a while hasn't it.. Idk anyone who keeps up on these posts but hey I'll look back and maybe I'll be okay enough to read these things Anyways.. this past year has been a definite roller coaster. In June I was with who I feel like is the love of my life man for a year I really love her. And I trusted her with my whole heart. And since the beginning she's been afraid to stick her toes in the water and test out what could be the best experience of her life or a lesson. Ive always been the person to dive in and she was my stability when I needed to take a step back and look at the bigger picture. Well as of late things have been rocky and today she told me she was unsure about how she felt. She told me she needed time apart after breaking news to me that she was unsure yet again for like the 5th time. And every time she tells me it gets more and more surreal. If she leaves idk the light in my eyes will fall dim and the sparks that would fly will fall flat. I'm in some deep kind of love and at this point I don't really know what to do to keep her. I can't keep fighting if she needs space and I can't keep trying if she falls back into this same hole of uncertainty. But what I do know is that I deeply deeply love her and I pray God doesn't take me from her heart...
