I've been recording around ten songs this month. Some slated for something I've been making, and something intended to be released next year. Making songs just to stir something up - the people, the randoms. I tried to lock in, recording around three to four songs per day, recording ideas worth putting on a song, allocating the time to record and trying my best not to procrastinate. But now, here we are.
For the past two years, I am trying my best to be active and to release a couple of songs here and there. In fact, I was planning to improve one of my first released mixtapes for a proper release. Even if I was active behind the scenes, I managed to churn out a few songs here and there (even if you won't going to find a lot of those in one of those socials found below). Sometimes I wonder what would happen if I managed to be consistent for the past two years...
Somewhere in the timeframe of 2025, I rebranded my own image to promote my new album even if I haven't got a fandom yet. Except that all hopes are lost as I keep on delaying the release date due to a lot of factors such as me being a procrastinating scumbag for who I am, some school stuff, managing my mental health (especially OCD because I hate having that one), and me being too lazy to record something, as I keep on believing that I need time to write something big, something important, and something that will serve as my magnum opus for the future fans to come. However, I managed to release one of my previews that you can probably call a single, as a way to show off my R&B side of music:
USELESS FACT: There is supposed to be an animated lyric video for this one, except that me being a procrastinating scumbag I am, I didn't finished it nor released it.
During this timeframe, one of my external hard drives got broke - and this made me lost my motivation to finish the album let alone record a couple of songs and demos. It was also the worst that I've felt as I suffered one of the worst OCD attacks that I could experience. It was like the hell on earth that I've stumbled to, as I refuse to finish some school activities and refuse to participate in lessons due to this. Thanks to this, I didn't managed to get in the awards list. Thanks a lot, OCD.
Around late 2025, I start to post again in one of my SoundCloud pages to show you a new identity. Hell, I even have an album that revolves around this - intended to be the "other side" of the album that I was supposed to release last year. Some instrumentals and ideas are planned behind the scenes but only one song managed to get finished with actual vocals:
USELESS FACT: This is the first song that I've recorded last year. There's supposed to be a music video for this as well but again, I'm a lazy boy. In fact, the image cover of that song isn't supposed to be the actual cover itself. It really shows how much of a procrastinator I am. Blame me for this lack of content over the past two years.
I started a new Instagram account just for the rollout of the album. I post some art here and there but I won’t tell you who designed this tho. I also started a new TikTok account in that year, posting my previews in order to get attention.
In 2026, I started to make some beats that will be slated for the album supposed to be released last year. Now sadly, I didn't record a lot of demos and such however it redirect me into a new vision for that album.
Apart from that I suddenly have a new idea of releasing a sequel to my mixtape + a deluxe edition for this third anniversary. That sequel will contain songs that I've recorded for the past two years, polished to artistic vision on what it would originally be like. Some songs are recent, others might be as old as when I start to plan for my first mixtape. Who knows...?