method acting (like you love me) by illustriousday
Chapters: 7/28
Rating: Mature
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Regulus Black/James Potter
Additional Tags: Fake/Pretend Relationship, Idiots in Love, Established Marlene McKinnon/Dorcas Meadowes, Past Regulus Black/Barty Crouch Jr., also some present oops, denial is a river in egypt, Inspired by a Lizzy McAlpine Song, actually her whole discography, Regulus Black and Sirius Black Angst, Regulus Black & Sirius Black Have a Good Relationship, eventually, POV James Potter, POV Regulus Black, Everyone Is Gay, Regulus Black Needs a Hug, Walburga Blackâs A+ Parenting, Rivals With Benefits, Meeting the Parents, Fluff and Angst, Mild Sexual Content, Happy Ending, Implied/Referenced Child Abuse, because itâs regulus and sirius come on, Gay Regulus Black, Pansexual James Potter, Alternate Universe - Actors, Musician Sirius Black, Alternate Universe - Modern Setting, Hurt/Comfort, Social Media, Trans Regulus Black, British Regulus Black, American James Potter, the story is split between Europe and the US, Press and Tabloids, Implied/Referenced Drug Addiction, James Potter & Lily Evans Potter Friendship, they are not and will not be romantic ever, No Lily Evans Potter Bashing, she's my girl i love her, Minor Mary Macdonald/Lily Evans Potter, Mutual Pining, French Black Family (Harry Potter), Established Sirius Black/Remus Lupin, Enemies to Lovers, Nonbinary Character, Other Additional Tags to be Added
Words: 62,647
Regulus Black has hated James Potter for years. Heâs obnoxious, and arrogant, and stole his brother away.
James Potter has hated Regulus Black for years. But only because heâs so mean to him. And James, frankly, doesnât think he deserves it.
When the two star as romantic leads in a new coming-of-age movie and have a very public catfight at the wrap party, the publicity team scrambles to find a way to fix this before social media runs wild with it. Something like⊠a relationship between the two Hollywood golden boys?
Featuring fake dating, lots of late-night talk shows and interviews, getting a little too heated âfor the paparazziâ, and denial being a river in Egypt.
Theyâre not supposed to be sitting on the floor.
There are chairs. There are tables. There are signs politely asking students not to block the aisles. But the fourth floor of the university library is quiet in the way that feels like a held breath, and the row theyâve claimed is tucked far enough back that no oneâs complained yet.
Regulus sits cross-legged, back straight against the shelves, laptop balanced on his knees. Heâs color-coded his notesâof course he hasâand every few minutes he pauses to highlight something, jaw tight in concentration. Finals week has turned him sharp-edged, all focus and tension and precise movements.
James, by contrast, is sprawled beside him like heâs been gently dropped there and never bothered to get up properly. One knee is bent, the other stretched out, ankle nudging Regulusâs calf every time he shifts. Heâs got his glasses onâthin wire frames he only wears when heâs pretending to take things seriouslyâand a textbook lies open in his lap, forgotten.
He watches Regulus instead.
Regulus doesnât notice at first. Heâs muttering under his breath, rereading the same paragraph for the third time, brows knitting together.
James clears his throat.
âHey, Reg?â
Regulus hums absently. âIf this is about taking another break, the answer is no.â
James grins. âWow. Cruel. I was going to ask you something very profound, actually.â
That earns him a glance. Regulusâs eyes flick up, unimpressed but curious despite himself. âYou? Profound?â
James presses a hand to his chest in mock offense. âIâll have you know Iâm capable of deep, philosophical thought.â
âDangerous,â Regulus says dryly, then looks back to his screen.
James waits a beat. Then, casually, like heâs asking about the weather or what Regulus wants for dinner later, he says, âDo you believe in soulmates, Reg?â
That does it.
Regulus stills.
The library hums around themâdistant footsteps, the whisper of pages turning, the faint whirr of the ventilation systemâbut in the narrow aisle between shelves, everything feels suddenly too quiet.
Regulus turns his head slowly.
James is peering at him over the rims of his glasses, expression open in a way that should be illegal. Thereâs no teasing smile this time, no obvious punchline waiting in the wings. Just curiosity. Something softer. Something that makes Regulusâs chest tighten for reasons he doesnât immediately unpack.
âWhy,â Regulus says carefully, âare you asking me that?â
James shrugs, a little sheepish now that he has Regulusâs full attention. âI donât know. It justâpopped into my head.â
âThatâs not an answer.â
âIt is for me.â
Regulus studies him, searching for the joke. Finding none, he exhales slowly and leans his head back against the shelves.
âI think,â he says after a moment, âthat youâll need to elaborate.â
James blinks. âMe?â
âYouâre the one who brought it up,â Regulus replies. âWhat do you mean when you say âsoulmatesâ?â
James tilts his head, considering. He pushes his glasses up his nose with one finger, a habit Regulus has noticed and absolutely refuses to acknowledge how fond of it he is.
âI guess,â James says, âmost people think itâs this one perfect person, right? Like the universe made you specifically for each other. One shot. One name written in the stars. Very dramatic.â
Regulus huffs softly. âSounds inefficient.â
James laughs, quick and quiet so as not to disturb the sacred silence of the library. âYeah, see, thatâs what I thought youâd say.â
âAnd you disagree?â Regulus asks.
James doesnât answer right away. He looks down at his book, thumb tracing the edge of a page he hasnât read.
âI think,â he says slowly, âthat soulmates are⊠people you choose. Over and over. Not because fate shoved you together, but because something about them feelsâright. Like home. Even when itâs messy.â
Regulusâs throat feels suddenly tight.
He keeps his gaze fixed on the opposite shelf, on spines of books heâs already catalogued in his mind just to avoid looking at Jamesâs face.
âThat sounds suspiciously like effort,â Regulus says.
âOh, it absolutely is,â James agrees easily. âI think thatâs the point.â
Silence stretches between them, thick and fragile.
Regulus swallows.
âAnd,â he says, quieter now, âyou believe that?â
James nods. âYeah. I do.â
âWhy?â
James glances at him again, something earnest and terrifying in his eyes. âBecause Iâve met people who felt important for a moment,â he says. âAnd Iâve met people who changed me. And then there are people whoââ He stops, breath hitching just slightly. ââwho feel like theyâre always there, even when theyâre not. Like my life makes more sense with them in it.â
Regulusâs fingers curl into the fabric of his trousers.
âThatâs dangerously close to romantic nonsense,â he murmurs.
James smiles, but itâs softer than usual. âYou didnât say you disagreed.â
Regulus turns his head then, really looks at him. At the curve of Jamesâs mouth, the warmth in his eyes, the way his knee is still pressed lightly against Regulusâs leg like it belongs there.
âI donât know if I believe in destiny,â Regulus says. âOr in one person meant for you above all others.â
James nods, listening.
âBut,â Regulus continues, voice steady despite the way his pulse is racing, âI believe that some people⊠find you. And stay. And you become something different because of it.â
Jamesâs breath catches.
âIs that a yes?â he asks quietly.
Regulus hesitates.
Then, just as quietly, he says, âIt might be.â
James grins, wide and bright, but thereâs something reverent about it now, like heâs holding something precious and doesnât quite know what to do with it yet.
âWell,â he says, nudging Regulusâs knee gently with his own, âgood. Because I was starting to worry youâd tell me I was being ridiculous.â
Regulus snorts. âOh, youâre absolutely being ridiculous.â
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