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gurl!! I've just read your lists about dating Peter Pan. may I just say that you hiT ME HARD with them and I would love to read more about him. smut, fluff or both, I won't complain anything will be 👌🏻 (also your ™️'s are hilarious 😂)

you are so sweet thank u sm ily <3

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dating Peter Pan (part 2)

WARNINGS: SMUT SO BEWARE

life in Neverland w/ Pan (Once Upon a Time; fem!reader x Peter Pan)

omfg I'm yelling I got carried away with da smut #mood

SLEEPING (non-sexual)

Once you and him established that there was a Thing™️ between the two of you, you basically lived in his room.

At the beginning you were worried because you weren’t ready to jump into anything sexual and you feared that’s what Pan wanted if you were to sleep in his bed with him. 

But he genuinely liked being with you and ofc there had been some hot and heavy making out but he knew that you weren’t ready for sex Peter Pan knows everything

So you would basically sleep in his room every night with him goals 

He’s also an overprotective headass so this is his way of keeping you safe 

Long talks at night about his past and your past and you’ll just sit with your head in his lap and play with his fingers while the crickets are chirping and there’s a soft breeze filtering in through the window sigh I would LITERALLY sell my organs to experience this

He’s the big spoon end of discussion 

Some mornings he’ll softly brush the hair off your shoulder and place openmouthed kisses up your neck and when he gets to your ear he’ll murmur “Morning, angel” in his deep ass morning voice and you shiver every gd time me af

Yo when you have nightmares he would undress you and change you out of your sweaty clothes and into his yum then he’d literally roll you on top of him so that you’re body is laid down against his with your head in the crook of his neck and he’d whisper “you’re safe, you’re with me” over and over again as he gently rolls your (his) shirt up so he can softly trace random shapes on your back

DATES

Wow just imagine exploring the island with him like he’d take you to these secret places that no one knows about except him and one night he’d take you to a monstrous cliff that overlooks the sea and the stars are clearly visible and you’d guys just lie there and he’d play with your hands as the waves crash against the cliff in the soft grass

That cliff becomes your Spot™️

Swimming with him under the waterfall which turns into half-naked makeout sessions

Hunting with him which turns into him pressing you up against a tree as he aggressively kisses up and down your neck mumbling “mine” into your skin

Yeah there is a lot of making out

SMUTTY SMUT SMUT

WaiT I’m literally RATTLED thinking about your first time with him

I feel it IN MY BONES that he has the biggest soft spot for his love interest aka you

Obviously sexual tension was very very high between you guys before you Sealed The Deal™️

But I do see it being a very scary experience for the both of you because you’re both showing such a vulnerable side of yourselves to each other

You guys would be passionately making out and grinding on each other and stuff and you would tell him that you’re ready and he’d be ecstatic about it but right before he actually enters you he’d kind of freeze and would be shaking a little aw bby :(

He would be trying so hard to mask it but you would obviously notice and stroke his arm mumbling “what’s wrong” into his skin.

I think that would be the most genuine moment between you and him because it was the first time you truly saw him being extremely vulnerable. 

He’d kinda freak out tbh and he would start to angrily pace around the room and be frustratingly running his fingers through his hair over and over again and be breathing heavily

And you could literally see him fighting himself, like you can visibly see how hard it is for him to let his walls down 

Long story short you try to comfort him and he kind of just flinches away from your touch and lashes out a little because he feels like he has to push you away, like he has no other choice :(

He’s terrified and feels so defenseless and fragile which he’s not used to so he’s tearing up bitch me too tf

It ends with him storming away and you silently crying in your bed 

He disappears for a few days and everyone asks you where he went and you don’t know so that’s what you tell them but you’re pissed at him yet you also feel so much pain bcuz you know he’s in pain

A few nights after he disappears you go to The Cliff™️ and lay down in the grass with a few tears falling from our eyes every now and then as you stare at the stars 

And then you hear a soft voice whisper “Y/N” and you instantly sit up and whip your head around

Peter is standing there with Soft Eyes™️ and a bouquet of your favorite flowers

You jump tf up and begin to yell at him for abandoning you and for trying to push you away during such an intimate moment and at one point you start to cry and he tries to pull you into him but you rip your arm out of his grasp but he persists and eventually you both end up on the ground; you’re locked in his embrace as you sob both yours and HIS pain out

Once you stop crying he takes your face in his hands and gives you the gentlest kiss you’ve ever been given and murmurs, “I love you. And I’m sorry it’s taken me so long to tell you.” 

You pause for a few seconds and then, ever so slowly, give him a smile. 

He grins back and pulls you in for another kiss, running his hands down your body and latching them onto your waist.

He slowly lays you down on the grass and places soft, open-mouthed kisses down your jaw then moves onto you neck which elicits a moan from you and he smirks against your skin as he hovers over you.

ANYWAY that turns into your first time with him vry nice 10/10

Moving on—

I mean he’s a Dom

But if you’re also a Dom hehe then things will get interesting 😛

I can see it now: Battle of the Doms

He would be desperately trying to have full control and you just wouldn’t give in

OHMYGOD and whenever that happens he would literally growl at you and his eyes would go darker and that alone would make you a Weak Bitch™️ same so yeah he wins dominance like 90% of the time

Whenever he isn’t the Dom Daddy iconic he’s a very bratty Sub

But let’s be honest he would last like five minutes as a Sub and then flip you on your back whispering “It’s my turn now, lovely” with his lil smirk and eyebrows his eyebrows are my new and improved sexual orientation

SOFTLY MOANING “PETER” as you sink your nails into his back causes him to LOSE IT fUcCKk

He goes down on you like once a day les be honest we love a giver

But I think he would love fingering you, like he just absolutely lives for that shit

The feeling of your walls clenching around his fingers almost makes him Bust A Nut™️ like every time

Seeing you writhing, shaking, and moaning from the pleasure he’s giving you is literally all he could ever want

His favorite thing to do is to edge you then immediately stop right before you orgasm what a little shit

And make eye contact with you while he licks his fingers clean and you’re literally moaning at the sight and he’s just smirking and sucking you off of his digits

“You taste heavenly, love.”

He’s not showing it but homeboy is literally quaking because you’re all laid out in front of him with your legs spread open and your hair is fanned out all around you and you’re all flushed and flustered and panting with need for him and he’s SO turned on

“Peter, please,” you rasp out, furrowing your brow and looking at him through heavy eyelids.

His dick legitimately twitches and he’s trying so hard to remain calm big mood

Long story short he just loves being a tease and wants to hear you beg for him 🙄

HE NEEDS YOU TO SAY HIS NAME EVERY F*CKING TIME YOU COME

It’s his literal kink and he never gets tired of hearing you blissfully yelling out “Peter” with your head thrown back and eyelids closed

At first you were like “Peter no the boys will hear”

And he replied “that’s kind of the point sweetheart” fuck me up 

OMFG he also sometimes forces you to open your eyes when you come and make eye contact with him

As you were nearing your high your eyes would close and he would roughly whisper “Open them, sweetheart. I want to look into your eyes as you fall apart.” If I had a dick it would he hard af rn

Peter pretty much only wants to cum inside of you I mean that’s no surprise

He wants to be inside you for as long as he can and doesn’t want to pull out and ruin the moment

He just loves filling you up omfg

It makes him feel so accomplished 

Also hickeys

He only likes giving

You’re his and everyone needs to know

So expect like 12 hickeys on your neck alone

Yeah so that was majority smut lmao what can u say imma thirsty hoe 4 Peter

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dating Peter Pan

WARNINGS: some swearing but that’s it.

life in Neverland w/ Pan (Once Upon A Time; reader x Peter Pan)

***This is basically how you and Pan got together! There will definitely be a part 2!***

SO

CAN WE TALK ABOUT PETER PAN FROM ONCE UPON A TIME

I CAN’T BELIEVE I HAVEN’T WRITTEN SOMETHING ABOUT HIM YET

LES GO

HOW YOU MEET:

Alright so let’s say how you meet is somewhat similar to the plot in OUAT in reference to Wendy **let’s just pretend that Wendy’s plot line never existed**

Pan sends his shadow to retrieve more boys

You have a younger brother who you love very much, and the Shadow wants him

You can see the Shadow outside of your window every night for weeks which scares you but you kind of just shake your head because you think that you’re just hallucinating or something

But one day you forget to close the window before you go to bed

And you wake up to him crying, the Shadow hovering over him

“STOP!” you yell, throwing yourself in between the demonic figure and your brother. “What do you want with him?!” 

The Shadow leered at you as you clutched your brother to your chest.

Ever so slowly, the Shadow pointed a finger towards the window. 

The realization of what it was saying caused a lump to form in your throat. 

“You want…to take him?” you croaked out, trying to stay calm despite the terrifying circumstances. 

It reached towards you and started to tug at your brother, forcing you to take action. 

You immediately shoved your brother so it was out of the Shadow’s reach. “Take me, not him!” you desperately exclaimed, holding out your hand. 

The Shadow paused for a second and glanced over at your brother then back at you. 

The last thing you remember is your brother screaming and an icy-like coldness wash over you as you flew out the doors.

I low-key want to write a whole ass fic wtf

Fast forward to arriving at Neverland

Pan and the Lost Boys are shook™️ bcuz you’re ~obviously~ not a boy

Pan demands that the Shadow takes you home and brings back your brother

“NO!” you furiously scream, causing silence to ensue.

“No?” Pan repeats, moving slowly in your direction with a devilish smirk. cue the hawt eyebrow thing “I don’t think you understand how this works, love.” 

“You heard me. I’m taking my brother’s place. That’s final.” You glared into Pan’s green eyes determinedly.

Pan scoffed. “You don’t know what you’re getting yourself into.”

“To be fair—” you replied as you took a step towards Pan, “—neither do you.”

SCREECH WE LOVE SEXUAL TENSION

He makes this magical contract with you that basically binds you to the island 

Yeah so basically in the beginning you hate him and feel like a prisoner which you are 

Your icy demeanor melts after a little after talking to some of the Lost Boys

One of them reminds you of your brother which makes you feel less alone

But you can’t help feeling complete hatred towards Pan for basically kidnapping all of you and stranding you on some island

So you keep your distance as best as you can

Which proves to be very hard

Pan takes an interest in you

He teases you a lot and smirks and keeps doing the eyebrow thing lord help us

He finds you even more intriguing because you always fight back 

And after a while, Pan finds himself thinking about you more and more

So he’ll make excuses to be alone with you, like he’ll say that you need to “train” with him and he’ll take you into the forest and teach you how to hunt and use a bow and arrow and shit

He just makes sarcastic remarks and taunts you while you try to ignore him

And one day you kind of snap and shove his annoying ass up against a tree so that his back is against the rough bark

His face contorts with confusion but his eyes glimmer with something else…anger maybe? more like lust

“I’m done with the games, Pan,” you say through gritted teeth as you press your hand harder against his chest.

He chuckles softly, his warm breath hitting your nose. “What games, darling?”

“Don’t play dumb with me. I see right through your bullshit act. You pretend like nothing bothers you — like you’re invincible. But you’re human. And everyone has a weakness. Everyone.” surprise you end up being his weakness ew okay I’m emo now wow spoiler alert smh

And with that you stomp away from him, leaving him with nothing but his thoughts as he watches you go, the cocky smirk leaving his face.

He thinks about it for a while and realizes that he actually has feelings towards you which causes him to kind of freak out a bit because he’s worried it will only end up hurting him in the long run

So he decides to keep his distance

This makes me want to write a whole fic but I’m too lazy *and depressed* to actually do it so I’ll just keep making more lists like these

It takes a while for you to warm up to him 

The other Lost Boys try to convince you to give him a chance, but you’re stubborn af so you continue to keep your distance as best as you can

Pan does as well

UNTIL ONE DAY

Hook & Co. carry out a surprise attack

You were alone gathering firewood when all of a sudden you felt something sharp swipe near your right temple.

You gasped in surprise and tumbled to the ground as you clutched your head, blood trickling down onto your hand.

Shocked, you slowly raised your gaze to the perpetrator. 

Hook stood over you and smiled as he wiped the blood off of his weapon. “I didn’t know Pan was taking girls now.”

You stood up and glared at him, trying to figure out how to get away without getting even more injured. All of a sudden you felt your knees give out a little but you caught yourself before you sprawled to the ground again. 

I’m losing too much blood.

Hook circled around you making your heart beat a little faster; you found yourself starting to panic. You didn’t know how to fight, didn’t have any weapons, and were far away from the others. A wave of nausea overcame your senses as more and more blood trickled from the gash on the side of your head. It was getting extremely difficult to stay conscious. 

Hook stopped right in front of you. “Not even gonna put up a fight?” 

The trees enclosing you seemed to be spinning; you felt dizzy and knew you were going to pass out, igniting fear of what would happen after you did.

And for the first time since you had arrived at the island, you wished that Peter was with you. 

Right before you black out, you hear a very familiar voice shout your name. 

fRICK

Yo wait can we just talk about Peter’s side of the story real quick

He’d be so worried about you and would be ready to F I G H T after seeing you passed out on the ground

Hook would highkey be really scared of him after seeing how angry he was 

ANYWAY

You wake up with a bandage on your head in an unfamiliar room

Pan’s sitting on the edge of the bed looking concerned

He scolds you for going off alone he was just scared he would lose you

You spend a few days in his room, gaining your strength back

He sleeps somewhere else but checks on you every morning and night and brings you food and changes your bandages WTF and he’s so gentle when he takes on/takes off the bandages and you’re completely shooketh™️ bcuz he’s never show this side of him before

You start to get more comfortable with him and tease him more and more, always eliciting a smile from him I sHiP iT

One night he stays up late talking to you in your his room and before he leaves he asks if you’re in pain and you nod and he sits next to you on the bed and gently places his hand over the cut and uses his magic to make you feel better and you smile at him and he actually gets speechless and maybe a little blushy?? omfg I am geeking 

Then he panics and is all !!! inside so he makes a quick exit and can’t sleep because he’s mad at himself for falling for you BRO 

And then you move back to your bed and kind of miss him and his stupid smirk which makes you get mad at yourself I mean who wouldn’t miss that dumbass smirk

I feel like he would internally struggle a lot with his feelings for you because he’s so guarded

It would result in him being cold and stand-offish to you

But you would call him out on that REAL QUICK

You’d basically ask him why he was being such a dick to you, especially after you saw how caring he could be 

And he’d try to be all sassy and play it off

But you refuse to deal with his bs

“I’m not some pawn in one of your games! I’m a person! And you can’t just cut me off with no explanation!” Your eyes met his and you glared at him, your gaze unwavering.

He shook his head. “You don’t understand. I can’t….do this.” He motioned towards you then back at him.

“Do what?” you pressed.

He gazed intensely at you then sighed deeply, almost as if he was contemplating something. “Forget it,” he finally mumbled as he walked away. 

“Wait! Peter!” 

But he was already gone. 

After that you kind of h8 him not really but you’re very irritated with him and ignore him

However, after the fiasco with Hook you decide that you want to learn to fight

Not with weapons, like what Peter was trying to “teach” you

More like hand to hand combat

So you ask some of the boys to teach you

Felix offers to help and you agree but you’re low-key scared of him 

OMG OKAY so imagine you’re having a training session with Felix and he’s teaching you hand-to-hand combat which is very touchy and Pan is watching and BOI he gets so jealous 

So Pan basically intervenes and is like “I’m going to train Y/N from now on” and Felix is confused but agrees like he even has a choice

And you’re fuming 

Why can’t this asshole just leave you alone?! 

“WHAT THE HELL IS YOUR PROBLEM?” you burst out, not caring that Felix is standing right there.

Pan is taken aback but quickly recovers. “That’s good. You’re going to want to save that anger for training.” He gives you a smirk then disappears. 

The next day you’re really dreading the training session but your determination to be able to fight is stronger than your reluctance to deal with Pan

I’m impatient let me speed this up

After multiple training sessions you actually feel like you’re learning a lot

You and Pan exchange many witty comments and make sassy remarks to each other but you’re holding back and you can tell that he’s holding back as well

Which is confusing because what are you both holding back? news flash your feelings

At this point you’re trying to sort out how tf you feel about him

On one hand you want to hate him because he literally took you away from your family 

On the other hand, something about him intrigues you

And you want to believe that there’s someone softer underneath the hard exterior because the way he took care of you when you were hurt gave you a glimpse of that person

You decide to just leave it alone and focus on your training

Which ends up being pretty difficult 

I mean, your hands are all over each other since you’re learning HAND TO HAND combat

He never makes you feel uncomfortable though 

And he never physically hurts you even though you’re technically “fighting”

Which you appreciate

But still 

You keep your guard up

It takes a while but you get pretty good at fighting

And you’ve also gotten closer with some of the boys

One night you’re sitting around the fire with some of them and they tell you that it’s fun to watch your interactions with Pan

You smile but are a little confused. “Fun? Why?”

“Because he obviously likes you. But he doesn’t want to admit it,” Felix mutters. 

The boys all nod their heads in unison but you remain quiet.

Training after that was even harder to face with the newly-gained knowledge you had acquired about Pan’s secret crush on you

It kind of haunts you tbh 

And one day while you’re fighting with Pan he pins you to the ground and makes some annoying remark so you quickly shift your weight and pin HIM to the ground, your legs straddling his torso yas queen

“I know you like me. So stop being an asshole.”

Pan is SHOOOOOOOKKKKKKK

He just stares at you with wide eyes and with his mouth slightly open

You don’t know what had come over you but you were kind of glad you said it

And with that you start to stand up to leave but are caught off guard when Pan knocks your legs out from under you and pins your arms above you with one hand. You tried to wriggle your way out but it was no use.

You scoffed frustratingly and glared at him. “Let me go!” 

“Not until you answer one question I have.” 

“Which is?”

“How do you feel about me?” 

You paused as he stared at you with anticipation. You became aware of the way his body hovered over yours and how close your faces were to each other. 

Focus.

You met your eyes with his green ones and bit your lip. 

“And don’t lie,” he added.

“Alright fine. I think people believe you’re a monster because you play the part. But I think there’s something else inside of you — something softer — that you keep hidden from everyone.”

Pan’s grip on your arms loosened. You continued on.

“And I will never forget how you tore me away from my home and my brother. The truth is, I wish I could say that I feel the same way. But I don’t know how to forgive you. And I don’t know how you could make up for that.” 

YOOOOO Y/N SPILLING THE TEA

I feel like Pan would be Ultra Shook™️ after that and realllllyyy struggles with his feelings

He’s just so scared of being vulnerable and basically hates the fact that you don’t like him

Ok I’m impatient can we hurry this up plz 

Alright so Pan struggles with how to win you over 

And one day is just like “fuck it” and grabs your arm while you’re sitting around the bonfire and drags you away from everyone else

“Peter what—“ 

“I need to say something,” he interrupts.

You go quiet with anticipation.

He runs his fingers through his hair and sighs. “I’m not a good person. That’s obvious. And it’s also obvious that you are a good person. But we do have one thing in common — we’re both fighters. We go after what we want and don’t give up until we get it. And Y/N….” 

He took a step towards you. 

“I want you.” 

FUCKKKKKKKKKKSKKSKKSKS

You were utterly speechless; you were not expecting him to be this direct. 

He took another step in your direction and lowered his voice. “And like I said…I’m not a good person. But for you I can be. Meaning I’ll protect you and keep you safe and make sure that you’re always taken care of. And besides, being good is overrated. Don’t you want to have a little fun?” He smirked at you and cocked an eyebrow. frick me UP

Peter waited for you to respond with a hopeful look in his eyes. For a few seconds you remained silent. 

And then, ever so slowly, a smile appeared on your face.

my format is confusing but what do you all think? this is like a super condensed fic idek what’s happening but let’s just roll with it

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At the beginning I thought that I'm really reading about myself. Thank you so much for this amazing imagine 😊💞 I think I'm going to send you requests every day 😂 Xx

literally do it no one else requests anything anyway ahhahaha 😩

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you have a panic attack

WARNINGS: I talk about panic attacks in this, but other than that nothing.

A bullet-point list of how Newt would react to you having a panic attack (reader x Newt)

thank you to @apps99199​ for requesting <3

I feel this request on a personal level so let’s get started :’)

You arrive at the Glade and whatever and adjust to everything

Newt becomes your best friend 

And while you feel comfortable and secure in the Glade with him, there’s a feeling of anxiety that you can’t seem to brush off

At first, you try to just ignore it and live your life

During the day you put all of your effort into working and then spend the evenings hanging out with Newt

However, when you’re alone in your bed at night dark thoughts seem to plague you

There’s a voice at the back of your head saying things like “What if you never escape” and “You’ll be here until you die”

And then one night you can’t help but think about the possibility of losing Newt

It almost drives you insane 

You try to calm yourself down by breathing in and out slowly, eventually drifting off to sleep

But that night you’re plagued with an awful nightmare

It involved you and Newt running through the Maze together, desperately searching for a way out

When you guys turned a sharp corner a massive spider-like creature screeched loudly and leapt towards you

Newt quickly shoved you out of the way you fell to the ground

“NO!” you screamed, diving towards Newt.

But it was too late; the creature’s pincers had pierced through Newt’s chest and a bloody pool began to form at his feet.

You awoke from the nightmare with a start, your heart beating furiously

Cold sweat covered your entire body 

You were still paralyzed with fear but you silently sobbed for what felt like hours, simply laying completely still and letting the tears flow

The next morning you felt truly awful; you were extremely exhausted and emotionally destroyed

You didn’t go to breakfast and instead sat on a log near the bonfire because staying shut in your room was making you feel even worse

You knew Newt would be looking for you but seeing him would ignite your feelings of anxiety even more; you just couldn’t stand the thought of losing him

Your heart started to beat faster and faster

“Calm down,” you kept repeating to yourself

When you saw all of the guys heading towards their stations your stomach clenched in anticipation of seeing Newt’s blonde head poke out though the crowd

You looked down at your feet so as to not draw attention to yourself, feeling more nauseous by the second

“Y/N!” you heard an all-too familiar voice bellow happily.

Usually when you heard his voice, butterflies would erupt in your stomach

But now it just made your breath quicken out of apprehension for the future 

You could hear him running towards you, his footsteps getting louder and louder each second

You clutched your heart with both hands and tried to slow your breathing down but it was no use.

“Y/N!” you heard him yell again, this time sounding like he was in a panic.

Your vision blurred and your chest felt heavy; the oxygen seemed to be running out.

Newt finally reached you and immediately crouched down so that he was level with you.

He rubbed his hands on your knees and then gently guided your head up so that your eyes met with his.

“Please tell me what’s going on. Are you okay?” he asked, the apprehension contorting his face into a frown.

Your body felt hot all over and you couldn’t seem to register what was going on around you; Newt’s words went in one ear and out the next.

It seemed like some of the boys had formed a circle around you and Newt.

You felt your gaze drift to look at the other guys and you felt your cheeks redden with blind embarrassment.

“Hey hey hey,” Newt said, gently grabbing your face with both hands, forcing you to avert your gaze from the other Gladers back to him. “Don’t look at them. It’s just you and me. No one else, okay? Just us.”

You nodded because you didn’t feel like you could speak at the moment.

Newt lightly ran his hands up and down your arms. “Just focus on my voice and nothing else. Can you do that for me?” 

You nodded again, forcing yourself to look into Newt’s eyes; once your eyes met with his you almost melted despite the chaos ensuing inside of you. 

It had always been so easy to forget about the world and get lost in his eyes, and right now was no exception.

After a few seconds you could feel your breath slow down and you capitalized on that by focusing all of you attention to Newt’s voice and the way his warm hands felt on your skin.

“That’s good. Keep your eyes on me, love. Now can you tell me what’s going on?” Newt asked softly, still rubbing his large hands up and down your arms in a slow, soothing manner.

Your mouth was dry and you felt very shaky but you knew that you should talk in order to return back to a stable state. But what would you say? Your thoughts were racing and wouldn’t slow down. Newt’s eyes crinkled with concern. After a few seconds of silence you blurted out, “What if we never make it out of here?”

Newt paused, then stopped rubbing his hands over your arms and instead cupped your cheek with his right hand. “Listen to me. We will get out of here. I will make sure of it.” He ran his thumb gently down your cheek and moved his face closer to yours. “Because you’re all I care about in this stupid place.” 

“Promise?” you replied shakily, tears threatening to spill out.

“I promise,” he stated firmly. And with that you jumped into his arms and he held you as tightly as he could to his chest as you cried with fear, sadness, but most of all, gratitude. You felt so grateful that you had Newt, and he was honestly all you wanted and needed.

“Now let’s get the shuck out of here away from all of these shuckers,” Newt murmured into your hair once the tears had slowed, which made you giggle. 

WOOOWWWW

I almost made myself cry multiple times while writing this can I have a Newt please

BUT BASICALLY:

He would always know how to help you during panic attacks

The other guys would be lost with knowing what to do with you

They would kind of just gather around you which made things worse and Newt would FREAK OUT and be even more protective over you than he usually is while you’re having a panic attack so he would glare at them and tell them to get lost swoon

He would never crowd you and would always try to get you away from all of the chaos so it was just you two

He would always tell you to focus on his voice and to maintain eye contact while he gently stroked your hair or slowly rubbed your legs or arms 

If you had a panic attack at night he would hold you and rub your back while whispering dumb, cute stories about his memories in the Glade until you drifted off to sleep

Newt is so good at calming you down

He just loves you sm cries and hates more than anything seeing you in pain

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Im falling in love with your writing 💞 Can you maybe write something related to panic attacks with Newt? It's kind of personal request 😉 If you don't feel like writing it - no pressure

omfg oh my god YES I will write this as fast as I can! you’re such an angel thank you for this request 💕

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you have a nightmare

WARNINGS: NONE.

you have a nightmare one night and are in need of some comfort (reader x newt)

The bad people were chasing you down the hallway, the sound of your footsteps echoing off of the white walls.  Fear blinded you and your legs felt numb, almost like lead, as you powered through each sprint. Your heart pounded in your ears. “Faster. Run faster,” you thought. But no matter how fast you ran you didn’t seem to get any closer to freedom.

They were gaining on you. A masked man reached out and his fingertips brushed the nape of your neck, eliciting a scream from you and causing you to trip. 

You wrapped your arms around your knees and rocked back and forth with your eyes closed, anxiously awaiting their descension upon you.

When it didn’t come, you opened your eyes. You weren’t in a white linoleum hallway; you were in your bed, in the Glade. A sigh of relief escaped your lips. 

The sheets stuck to your back and thighs as a result of the sweat dripping off of you. After ripping off the blankets you slowly sat up and placed your head in your hands. 

It had been the same dream night after night. And it was seriously affecting you in the worst ways -- you couldn’t focus on anything during the day and became terrified of going to sleep. No one knew what was happening; even Newt didn’t know despite him being your best friend. 

Tears flooded your eyes. 

I can’t take it anymore, you thought. I have to get out of here.

A silent sob wracked your body, causing you to shudder violently. 

There’s no where to go.

The bleak thought of never escaping the Maze forced its way into your head. Your body shook with fear and rage, and the tears couldn’t seem to stop. You curled into a ball and laid back down, secretly wishing that someone would come to your rescue. It was too hard for you to handle it alone at this point. 

I should tell Newt.

The thought of telling him made you calm down a little, but you didn't want him to worry; he was already stressed out enough.

You sighed shakily.

But I can’t do this by myself anymore. It hurts too much.

And with that you stood up and shuffled towards the door, quietly turning the handle and silencing your sniffles so that the other boys wouldn’t hear. 

Pitch-black surrounded you and made it too difficult to discern your surroundings. You slowly tiptoed forward a few steps outside of your room, gently closing the door behind you. 

“Y/N?” you heard a familiar deep voice whisper what sounded like a few feet away. 

You jumped in surprise. Wait a minute.

“Newt?” you whispered back, not really sure of where to direct your voice. 

“It’s me,” he replied. 

Your heart fluttered with relief and tears rushed to your eyes for the second time that night. 

“How did you...know that...” you couldn’t seem to find the right words and got too choked up to continue on. 

Newt said nothing and simply wrapped his arms around you, holding you as tightly as he could to his chest. 

Muted sobs overcame your whole being; you couldn’t help it -- Newt seemed to understand you even though you couldn’t exactly articulate what you were feeling. And this realization paired with the trepidation over your unknown future triggered your emotions to practically overwhelm you. You don’t know how long he held you but it felt like hours.

“Come on, love,” he whispered after your tears had slowed, gently detaching himself from you and taking your hand to lead you back into your room. 

His large, calloused hand wrapped around yours and you followed him inside. After quietly shutting the door he motioned towards the bed. You climbed under the covers and he proceeded to tuck you in, making you feel a tad like an incompetent child. However, you had been craving for someone to take care of you like this for so long; the fact that it finally was happening made you almost burst into tears (yet again), but this time out of gratitude.

Newt sat on the edge of the bed and gently ran his thumb over the back of your hand -- you held onto him tightly, never wanting him to leave.

“Newt,” you whispered faintly. 

“What is it?” he asked, his voice dripping with concern.

“Please stay,” you practically begged, your quiet voice cracking a little at the end with emotion. 

Newt’s face softened. “Of course, love.” 

You smiled at him and lightly patted the spot next to you. 

Newt’s face lit up. He removed his hand from yours and slid into the spot next to you. You immediately wrapped yourself around him, not caring about showing vulnerability or weakness. Newt always took care of you -- he always made you feel safe no matter what. 

He pressed a gentle kiss to the top of your head and held you close. You focused on his heartbeat and instantly felt your eyelids get heavier. It felt like nothing bad could touch you with Newt around; and you knew that was true. 

As you drifted further and further off, your head getting heavier and heavier on Newt’s chest, you heard a faint “I love you, Y/N.” 

Needless to say there were no more nightmares that night.

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Life in the maze with Newt is a life we all deserve :') am I right or am I right. Love your writing.I.WANT.MORE Xx

you are so sweet omfg this made my night! I will absolutely write more newt stuff bcuz he is a beautiful bby boy who needs more lovin ;)

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girl hit me with the fucking newt dabbles omg

I am SO about that life omfg I will definitely write some newt stuff for you !

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life in the maze with newt (part 2)

WARNINGS: none...some swearing I think??

life in the maze w/ newt (part 2) (reader x newt)

okay this is part 2 of life in the maze w/ newt

I am so in love w/ him even though he isn't real but dont judge me writing is literally my coping mechanism

ANYWAY LET’S CONTINUE ON

let’s talk about your first few days at the Glade

you stay right at Newt’s side 

which he finds highkey adorable btw

you can’t explain it but you feel safe w/ him

so like at the bonfire the first night Newt would walk around with you and introduce you to everyone 

and then everyone formed a circle and Gally started up some fights and Gally threw one kid out of the circle which startled you so you immediately inched closer to Newt and unconsciously grabbed his forearm

he turned towards you and leaned down, placing his large hand over yours

“Are you okay?” he asked gently

you nodded and blushed a little but didn’t remove your hand from his arm

he furrowed his brow because he could tell that you were a little overwhelmed 

so he took your hand in his and led you away from all of the guys towards the trees, where it was darker and quieter

the breeze softly brushed your hair and you could hear the crickets chirping

you guys talked for a while and you asked him a ton of questions which he patiently answered 

you kept yawning and he noticed, so he led you towards the hammocks, pointing out which one belonged to each boy

“Do I have one yet?” you asked Newt after he got to the end, already nervous at the prospect of sleeping alone w/ a bunch of guys you don’t know

“Alby and I talked, and we think you should have your own room.” 

you overtly sighed in relief and Newt smiled

Newt motioned towards a make-shift room nearby

“For now you’ll stay in my room until we build you your own.”

“But where will you sleep?” you asked, already feeling like a burden to him and the others

Newt smiled gently and shook his head. “Don’t worry about me. I can sleep on the ground.”

you instantly start to protest but he just waves you off. “I’m serious, don’t worry about me,” he says over and over again.

“Speaking of which,” he remarks, “you should be in bed by now. Long day tomorrow.” 

He motions towards his room so you head in that direction

you get kind of scared at the thought of sleeping alone in an unknown place with a bunch of strangers 

Newt senses your nervousness as you kind of pace around his room with your arms crossed tightly across your chest

“I can sleep outside the door if you like,” he states gently

you’re kind of shocked bcuz it’s like he could read your mind

“You would do that?” you ask, touched by his offer.

He grins and nods. “ ‘Course. I know how scary it is on the first night.” asdfghjkl I love him

a grateful smile appears on your face 

“Not to mention all of the guys are scared of me since I’m second-in-command. So that’s a plus.” 

you giggled at this which made Newt smile

ALSO he gets concerned over how cold it is at night and how you don’t have any extra clothes except the ones you’re wearing so he pulls out some of his and practically forces you to wear them and you’re all blushy and giggly aww

before he leaves he looks back at you and tells you to let him know if you need anything and you smile at him and then he’s all like “I'll stay right outside this door I promise” and you blush again and so does he aw newt my soft bby 

you get changed and cuddle up in Newt’s bed, feeling warm and a lot better than when you first arrived there

WOW OKAY THAT WAS LONG AS HELL

Newt sleeps outside the door while you sleep in his bed until your room is built

but at that point you’re so used to him being right outside 

you miss him :( he misses you too

as your relationship grows you feel more comfortable with him

you guys tend to joke around a lot and playfully tease each other 

and then one night you have a nightmare about the maze 

you wake up in a cold sweat and try to soothe yourself which is no use

you want Newt mood

you walk out of your room and sneak past the hammocks and pause when you get to Newt's door 

right before you knock the door opens and you yelp in surprise

Newt jumped a little but quickly recovered

you try to explain yourself but freeze, a slight blush appearing on your cheeks 

he notices your hesitation and that’s when you see that he's covered in sweat as well 

you both had nightmares

he pulls you close to him and engulfs you in his arms, saying nothing

you both instantly feel better 

he wordlessly takes your hand and leads you into his room, quietly shutting the door behind him 

you both lay down in his bed and he drapes the blanket over you, not really touching you because he didn't want to make you feel uncomfortable  

you inch closer and closer to him which makes him smile so big what a little teddy bear

you wake up with Newt’s arm slung over your waist which makes you all !!! inside

so yeah you and Newt develop a friendship right off the bat

you slowly start to come out of your shell

Minho and you get along and so do you and Chuck and Fry

soon you have your own little squad

it takes a while for you to find out what job you want to do 

you just stay by Newt’s side and do whatever he does

and he lowkey doesn't want it to end 

but Alby is like “Newt she needs to pick a job she can’t just follow you around forever”

and in his head Newt’s like “why not?” 

at one point Fry accidentally cuts himself pretty bad with a knife

you’re with Newt in the med hut that day so you get to help wrap up Fry’s hand

Newt notices how well you handle Fry (who’s a tad hysterical)

you stay collected and level headed despite the large amount of blood and you calmly talk Fry down

after Fry’s hand is all cleaned up and bandaged, Newt pulls you aside and is like “I think you should work here you’re a natural”

so yeah you end up working in the med hut which you love and all of the guys always fake injuries just to be taken care of by you

which makes Newt jealous AFFFFF

he then makes an “announcement” and basically tells everyone to stop pretending to get hurt just to be treated “by our newest member”

Minho and Chuck can’t help but laugh because they notice that Newt has obviously taken an ~interest~ in you and that he’s just jealous poor baby ;)

Gally’s kind of a dick to you in the beginning

until Newt notices 👀

you don’t say anything about it bcuz you know Newt would get pissed

plus you are a strong independent woman who can defend herself

but one day Newt overhears Gally being a disrespectful little shit

I feel like Newt isn’t one to be violent (unless necessary)

he feels the anger coursing through his veins 

he grabs Gally by the collar and very calmly yet very angrily tells him to check himself before he throws him “in the shucking maze”

so YEP Gally doesn’t bother you again

DRUNK NEWT™️

YOOO so one night at one of the bonfires Newt lets loose a little

he has some of Gally’s drink and gets a little tipsy

Tipsy Newt = Clingy, Cuddly Newt

ohmygod I am geeking like he would be so warm and soft and his cheeks would get all rosy

he’d also be *extra* protective over you

Minho would try to get you to have some of the drink and Newt would be like “get the f out of here with that bs she’s too pure”

he means that in the best way

you help Newt to bed and he leans on you for support as he walks 

he’s more vulnerable in this state

so when he lays down he softly asks you to “stay” and your heart almost BURSTS bitch me too tf

I might do a part 3 thoughts??

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life in the maze with newt

WARNINGS: some swearing?

life in the maze w/ newt (reader x newt)

OKAY I LOVE NEWT GBYE EVERYONE

he is precious and and hot af

LITERALLY AN ICON

ANYWAY

HOW YOU MEET:

SO you get sent to the maze

you’re the only girl 

so when you come out of The Box™️ they are like “omfg what is that”

SURPRISE it’s me, boyz

you come out of the box ready to FIGHT

you jump out and start running but are barely caught by Minho, which scares you so you practically give him a black eye 

you hide up in the tower and throw shit at them (sry teresa i’m copying you :P) for hours

the guys all try to coax you into getting down but you’re not having it

they all have make-shift shields to protect themselves from the random stuff you’re pelting down at them

slowly, they all leave, one by one bcuz they’re sick and tired of ur bullshit

eventually it clears out

except for one boy 

newt

he’s the only one that stays down there, trying to calm you down

at this point you’ve stopped throwing things bcuz there’s nothing left to throw and you’re kind of tired of it as well

but you still have a knife and you’re not afraid to use it

newt carefully places down his fake shield and raises his hands as a sign of surrender

“Okay, okay. You win,” the boy utters, sounding amused yet slightly impressed. A smile tugs at the corner of his lips. You try not to get distracted by his smooth accent or by the trustworthiness of his countenance. What the hell is going on? you think to yourself.

“Please -- let me up? I can explain all of this.” He motions to his surroundings. 

You pause and begin to consider the options...either you stay up there and starve or you try to figure out what the hell is going on. Ugh. Fine.

“Okay. But your hands better be where I can see them at ALL times,” you counter back. 

He smirks in reply then makes his way up the tower. You have the knife in front of you, ready to strike. 

“Do you remember your name?” he asks the minute he makes it to your level. You’re both standing and he towers over you, making you back away a little, clutching onto the knife.

“Y/N,” you reply curtly. “And you?”

“Newt,” he responds politely. “Y/N, would you mind putting the knife down? I swear that nothing will happen.” He holds his hand out. “Trust me, okay? You’re safe.”

You stare at him suspiciously. His eyes are brown and warm, like a puppy dog’s. Focus, damn it, you think. His eyes crinkle with sincerity and you find yourself giving into your gut -- deep down you feel like he’s Good. You don’t sense an ounce of Evil in him. And you trust your gut. 

Ever so slowly, you hand him the handle of the knife. 

WTF THAT WAS A WHOLE ASS STORY WHAT

anyway so that’s how you meet

and from that day on you and newt are pretty much joined at the hip

your first night there he lets you sleep in his bed and you’re scared that the boys will try something so he yells at everyone to not go near you or he’ll make sure that they suffer we love a man in charge

he’s so sweet and protective over you

eventually when you become friendly with the other boys he gets jealous af

especially of Minho bcuz you guys are such good friends and Minho is a SNACK

some of the boys are a little perverted (they’re teenage guys so ya) and they make some comments to each other about you and chuck overhears and runs and tells newt and newt is ready to THROW IT DOWNNN and alby and thomas have to physically restrain him and you’re like “what’s going on” so chuck explains what happened 

you’re offended of course and low-key into Angry Newt™️ but you know that violence won’t solve anything so you grab newt’s face and tell him to look into your eyes and when he does he just melts and gets all calm and relaxed bcuz u are his angel FRICK

you spend that night stuck at his side not only because u want to be, but because he practically demanded it

he gets paranoid that one of the boys will try something with you, especially after hearing the comments they made

he can be overbearing but honestly if I was in a forest all alone with 23123 guys I would want one of them of a few of them to have my back

and newt has yours, always AHHH

but yeah he always makes sure you’re safe and taken care of 

and you guys are In Love™️ but alby forbids dating 👎🏼

thomas and minho and chuck tease you guys all the time 

it usually ends with newt rolling his eyes and you swatting at chuck who’s singing “Y/N and Newt, sitting in a tree...K-I-S-S-I...”

your face gets all red but eventually you get used to it and are unfazed by it

newt confesses his feelings to you about 2 months after you arrive

it happened when it was raining out and you guys were caught in the forest gathering fire wood

normally he wouldn’t be doing a task like this but he volunteered since you were gonna go alone we love a gentleman

it started to pour rain and you guys were laughing and trying to get under a tree to get covered

you were pressed up against each other and giggling and he just stared at you, in awe of your beauty I am so cliché but let me enjoy this

he pushed a stray hair behind your ear and gently cupped your face with his large hands

he leaned forward so his forehead was pressed against yours

his hot breath was tickling your nose 

he licked his lips then whispered roughly “Before I kiss you,I need you to know that I really like you. And I want to be with you.” 

He then smashed his lips against yours before you got to reply.

I’m SCReAmInG why do I DO THIS TO MYSELF?!?!

PART 2?