Current obsessions:
> Marvel characters
> PlayChoices "Supernatural" is put ON HOLD
Actors imagines are NO LONGER being written
the rules were updated
the masterlist was updated
I tried to read something you wrote but the spelling was horrible. You even misspelled the character's name wrong a different way every time.
Oh I am aware that I make mistakes while writing in English as it is not my first language. Errors are common, especially in my older works. I haven't written anything for a while though.
I would be grateful, and your opinion would mean much more to me, if you told me in which fan fiction I had made such horrible mistakes that stopped you from reading it.
May I ask why you don’t write actor imagines anymore?
Because I started to feel uncomfortable about writing about real people. People who have lives and feelings and are not just fictional. I don’t know if they are alright with this form of art if it concerns them as THEM and not as their characters. I am not allowed to juggle their emotions or assign them actions. Especially if they concern their private life - because let’s be honest - it is the only thing written about. Celebrities decide to share some parts of their lives with us and I don’t want to use it as an inspiration. Because I wouldn’t be completely alright with it if someone would do it to me - took each part of my life and added details that I don’t know about or approve of.
I am completely alright with writing for fictional characters because they were already written, even though they possess the faces of my favourite actors. It just stopped being comfortable for me to write about real human beings. And I have this blog because I want to spend enjoyable time here and not have to battle with my conscience over each decision I make (hello anxiety my old friend - it makes EVERYTHING worse).
I know I’m digging in it too much though, and really it is not that complicated. I do not want to bash out anyone who writes about celebrities (as long as it is respectful)! I have read my share of fanfictions with celebrities and when they appear on my dash I sometimes read the summary. And many of the imagines look really sweet :)
But for my own peace of mind and to be happy while creating I decided to remove any future celebrities’ fanfictions from my repertoire :)
Paring: Thor x reader
Set: “Avengers: Infinity War” - involves spoilers!
Word count: 1,198
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The story starts under the cut.
Thor knew that after Jane he should take time and not jump into another relationship this quick.
And he didn’t. Not really. But there was nothing the God of Thunder could do with how easy you made your way into his heart. Another Midgardian woman - someone could say that he had a type, that he repeated the same story but the cliche words “It’s different’’ couldn’t be more fitting in any given situation.
You immediately popped into his mind when he had a moment for himself. It took some time to get to Nidavellir but Thor would still do it even if it took twice as much time. It had to be done.
The sounds of Groot’s game were silenced when Rocket barked something about throwing it out through the exit together with the owner.
‘I am Groot...’
Thor smiled softly at the teenager’s words and the sigh that left “rabbit”’s mouth.
He looked outside the window in the back of the spaceship they were on. The colours were softly changing from orange to grey to dark blue indicating that they were halfway to the planet.
The smile disappeared from his face when his thoughts returned to this mission. The mission of getting another hammer, a weapon powerful enough to help defeat Thanos. The only hope he had to keep the titan from gathering the rest of the Infinity Stones. He realised that they were slowly loosing the war and soon Thanos would move to the Earth. The planet with two final Infinity Stones, the planet with you.
He crossed his arms in front of his chest to stop their shaking. He felt himself breaking inside piece by piece while realising that you were the one last thing left in his life. Everything, everyone was gone. And if he didn’t do something fast enough, if he made a one small mistake you would be gone to.
Thor cleared his throat to stop any desperate sounds from escaping him. He vaguely heard Rocket turning in his seat and walking towards him.
‘So....’ the raccoon started ‘Dead brother?’
Thor once again cleared his throat turning towards his companion. ‘Happened before. But I think this time he is really gone’
‘And your father and sister....’
‘Dead’
‘But your mom is alright?’
‘Killed by the Dark Elf’ Thor shook his head and sat down.
‘Still got a best friend?’ Rocket leaned on the wall opposite the God of Thunder.
‘Stabbed through the heart’
Rocket took a deep breath. ‘It is quite a handful. You are sure you want to do this? Thanos is a real deal'
'He hasn't fought with me'
'Yes he has-'
'He hasn't fought with me twice' a smile that appeared on Thor's face didn't reach his eyes. 'This time I will win'
'How can you be so sure-’
‘I know I will’
‘I’m not saying that-’
'I must' Thor raised his voice his hands fidgeting.
Silence fell on the spaceship.
'There is someone else right?' Rocket started slowly. 'You've still got something to lose'
'Just one person' Thor said quietly ‘One last person’ the God of Thunder stood up quickly and walked back to the window.
Banner remembered that he had made a deal with Thor long before he ended up on Earth once again - to, if necessary, keep you safe. If by any reason Thor couldn’t be with you Bruce should protect you. Or Hulk. It depended on the situation.
And the situation the world found itself in was even worse than both Bruce and Thor could have ever thought about.
It was not hard to find you in London. Especially with Strange’s help. You were leaving the university you worked at when a familiar voice of the doctor sounded down the street.
Next second you were in New York. Some pushing you through the glowing circles was involved and as much as you wanted to ask questions Bruce didn’t let you. He needed you to be safe.
His first choice had been Avengers facility but with everything happening his plans had to change. Fast.
Wakanda was one of the most remarkable countries you had ever seen. Not that you could see it much. The moment your plane landed you were escorted inside a large building in front of you. The only thing reassuring you were the warm smiles the Avengers sent you as you looked over your shoulder.
This place of wonder could quickly change into bloody war field. You felt that it was coming. Everyone gathered felt it.
You started questioning Bruce’s decision of bringing you here.
The time seemed to slow down. The battle cries died down and Thor could clearly hear his blood flowing in his body. A deafening sound. He turned around looking at his enemies and people he learnt were his allies. He knew Thanos was gone but he still could feel the titan’s breath on his face and the last words he spoke ‘Should’ve gone for the head’.
Then it all started.
‘Steve?’
‘Get up. There is no place to die’
‘I am Groot’
‘SAM?!’
A choir of voices sounded around him. He couldn’t understand what was happening. He saw Steve running towards Bucky, Okoye shouting, Rhodey repeating Falcon’s name again and again.
People started disappearing. Bucky was gone before Steve could touch his outstretched hand, Wanda didn’t utter another word as she turned to dust before his very eyes.
The wind carried them away. The forest was slowly becoming more quiet. The ringing in Thor’s ears was almost gone when he raised his hammer up and flew away.
The window shattered into pieces when he flew through it to the room Vision had been minutes ago.
‘Y/N. Y/N!’ he shouted putting his hammer down and running towards a decorated door on the other side of the room. He opened it fast hitting the wall on the other side.
‘Thor’ you called standing up from behind a column and running towards him.
‘You’re still here’ Thor could feel his throat clenching. You were there, mostly unharmed if he didn’t count a small split on your forehead. It’d been so long since he had seen you last. So long..
Later on he remembered that his eyes noticed it faster than his brain. The tips of your fingers were changing into ash. The process seemed slower but unstoppable. He remembered you slowed down taking a deep breath as if something was stopping the air in your lungs. But his other senses registered what was happening when your arm was gone.
Thor’s chest shook and he slowed down. Just for a second but he couldn’t forgive himself this second later on.
He couldn’t forgive himself when he was this second too late to reach you and you fell through his fingers. He desperately tried grabbing the air, his fingers turning black with ash as his lips were repeating only one word.
No.No.No.No.No.No.NO.NO
A lighting shook the building as the mighty God of Thunder fell on his knees screaming, his fingers scratching the marble floor, tears freely flowing down his cheeks into the pile of ash in front of him.
So I’m going to see “Infinity War” again this week and I’m not ready....so not ready for THAT and THAT and THAAAAAT scene....
But never mind that now.... What I want to say that if you want to request ‘Infinity War’ imagines - feel free... If you want me to fix something or not - you can request.
The list of characters:
-> Loki
-> Tony Stark
-> Peter Quill
-> Peter Parker
-> Thor (after Ragnarok and this film I started loving him so much more)
-> Bucky Barnes
-> Sam Wilson
-> Thor
-> Steve Rogers
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