Iâm Captain America.
Plot: You came back from a very traumatizing mission that was given to you by S.H.I.E.L.D, and when Steve tries to help, you accidentally hurt him, but instead of leaving you, he wants to help you more.
Warnings: Abuse and torture.
Pairings: Steve x Reader
Authorâs Note: Hey guys!!! Itâs me, again. So uh, letâs all pretend this was around TWS because, come on, me making an imagine about grandpa Steve is just straight up creepy.
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You look at your arms and legs, all filled with cuts and bruises. You remember how the pirates tied you up and swirled the knife deep in your skin, not caring how much pain it caused you and not minding how loud you scream and cry, pleading them to stop.
I guess pirates donât really take plea and begs, because they decided to have some âfunâ with you until the money comes.
You feel the little tear your skin have on your neck, caused by them choking you using a chain. You relive every single experience in that ship just by seeing every wound imprinted on your body.
You lie down on your bed, throwing the book you were trying to read but couldnât focus anyway down at the floor and closed your eyes in attempt to sleep.
Then they came. Those pirates came in again and you were back tied to that chair tightly, you were almost drowning in your blood and youâre close to not feeling your limbs anymore.
Itâs not real. Itâs not real, Y/N. Not real, itâs just your mind, Y/N.
But it felt real. You felt that it was real again. The pirate stabbed through your hand, and you wake up screaming. Your room, as you observed, is still the same. Lamp-lit, messy, and normal.
Fat tears start rolling through your cheeks and you were sobbing again. You hated yourself for being so weak, being so vulnerable, and you wanted to suppress this sob and sob quietly, but you couldnât.
âHelp, please, help me, help me, help me, help me, help... please help, I.. Steve? Nat? I need help pleaseâ Iââ You cry out, clawing your skin hardly until they draw blood. âOne, two, three, hâ help please!â
The door almost broke down as it flung open. Steve rushed to you, sitting next to you and help you recollect.
âHey Y/N, Iâm here, Iâm here Y/N. Youâre going to be okay.â Steve cooes, as he tries to hold you.
You were still spiraling down when you felt his arms wrap around you. Unable to respond correctly to affection, your body automatically went to punch him hard until he fell down the floor.
âOh my god, Steve, Iââ You wanted to ramble and explain, but you couldnât speak properly. In effect, you just made little sounds, inaudible. âSteve, Steve, Steve, Steve.. Iâm sorry, I didnât mean to, Steve, Iâm sorry, Iââ
âY/N, itâs okay. Iâm okay, all things.. considered.â Steve waves his finger around his swollen lip, and laughs. You manage to let out a small smile. âIâm Captain America. Iâm pretty sure I can handle a sucker punch.â
âThatâs not the point, you were tryingâ you were trying to, to help you know? I.. And I justâ I just punched you. I punchedâ I punched Captain.. God this.. is soâ I canât do this. I never shouldâve.. This is nonsense. I canât even speak straight!â
âY/N, listen to me. Iâm here, Iâm here to help and Iâm here for you. Stop blaming yourself for what uh, happened.â
âI.. I canât sleep. I canât feel my arms. I canât read. I canât do anything, I canât doâ I canâtââ
âLetâs talk, but I canât do that if Iâm sleepy. Iâm going to make coffee, and not sleep until we sleep together.â
âSteve, no, you canât possible risk your health toââ
âI also risked my health when I injected heavy drugs in my bloodstream that made me look buff, Y/N. Iâm Captain America. Iâm sure I can handle a sleepless night or two.â
âYou seriously need to stop using the âIâm Captain Americaâ card.â
âIâm Captain Amââ
âSteve!!â
That night wasnât really pretty. Pretty isnât really the word to describe it. But that night, you knew, that even if you were the ugliest woman on Earth or the prettiest one, even if you were stable or not, Steve would still love you uncontrollably.








