imagine you bundled in a coat and scarf on your way to soonyoung’s studio with 13 tubs full of kimchi jjigae and rice in a plastic bag clenched in your hand and brought close to your chest to keep warm. you assumed he knew you were coming since you stop by every day at this time to drop food, so when you got to the company no one questioned you as you took the elevator up to their practice room. as soon as you walked in seungcheol, jihoon, seokmin, and jeonghan all jumped up from their seat to greet you, but for some odd reason soonyoung wasn’t anywhere in your sight. well you just assumed he was busy in the other practice room personally for him to go over any of the problems from dance practice himself. you greeted everyone with a bright smile and hid the food behind your back, seungcheol and jihoon came up to you and asked what was behind your back. you decided to tease them some more and dodged them saying that it was nothing, but seungcheol blocked you and jihoon caught your arms behind your back so you gave up and gave them the food that you brought. after they heard food everyones head popped up and ran towards you but before they could reach the bag you hid behind seungcheol and told them to sit down first and then you would give them the food. they all agreed and sat down in a circle while you passed the food out to everyone you sat between jeonghan and jihoon, there was one tub of food left and you realized your boyfriend still hasn’t come out from his practice room. you asked jihoon where soonyoung was and he told you he was in the practice room at the end of the hall, so you told him you were gonna go give him food and he just nodded his head and told you to go ahead. you took your scarf and coat and left it in your spot, then you got picked up the food and left the room and walked down the room. as you walked down the hall for some reason your heart started picking up and your hands started trembling but you had no idea why, you were so excited to see your boyfriend and be in his arms but there was an unwavering feeling of dread just washing over your body as you got closer to the door. when you opened the door quietly not wanting to bother soonyoung, you expected to see him in the middle of dancing not him in the middle of a make-out session with a girl in a sports bra and training pants. what makes it worst is that there was nothing that indicated soonyoung was trying to resist, in fact it seemed like he started it considering the fact that he pushed her up against the mirror and her legs were wrapped around her waist. tears were slowly streaming down your face and it seemed the girl had noticed you because they both stopped whatever they were doing and turned around, as soon as he noticed you he rushed up to you babbling and saying he could explain but you just put your hand on his chest pushed him back and shoved the food into his chest. you just turned around and said ‘there’s nothing to explain kwon-ssi’ and slammed the door shut, as soon as you slammed the door you ran back to the rest of seventeen locked the door, curled into a ball and started sobbing. as soon as they heard the door shut everyones head popped up but when they realize it was just you they went back to eating until they heard yours sobs escape your mouth, when they realized you were crying all of them came up to and tried to calm you down. but all you could do was keep sobbing as they crowded around you, you tried to get a few words out explaining what happened but mumbles tumbled out of your mouth rather than words. after a while of you crying and not calming down seungcheol told jihoon, jeonghan, and seokmin to stay since they were the people you were closest to and for the rest to find hoshi and find out if something happened. when they went out of the room seokmin went back and made sure to lock it just in case it was really hoshi that was causing you to choke on your sobs. jeonghan came and put his arm around you to guide you towards the coach in the back of the room, after you sat down jihoon came and crouched down in front of you. he asked ‘did soonyoung do something to you’ and wiped off some your tears with his sleeve, his name seemed to remind of what just occurred a few minutes ago because the sobbing had stopped but more tears seemed to be forming as you lifted your head and nodded at jihoon through your tears. seokmin came down next to jihoon asked you if you could tell them what happened but when you tried to open your mouth and explain a sob just came out so you just shook your head, seokmin understood and just took you into a hug and let you cry into his shoulder. seungcheol realized that there was a bunch of yelling outside so he told jihoon to lock the door behind him as he went outside to go check on the rest of seventeen, jeonghan and seokming stayed by your side trying to calm you down enough to tell them what was wrong. when jihoon locked the door he went right back to your side and took your hand trying to calm you down seeing as it always worked whenever soonyoung did it to you when stressed over work and school. jihoon was always the one you were closest to other than soonyoung so his presence helped but would still not help you get the words out, because saying the words that have been circling around your head for the past half hour out loud would just make it seem like you have accepted it. with seungcheol outside: he walked right into a screaming match between dino, seungkwan, and jisoo against soonyoung, the first words he heard were cheating, your name, and bitch. seungkwan was screaming about how the hell he could fucking cheat on you in the first place considering how much you do for him-for all of them. seungcheol was starting to tune everyone out and locked his sight on soonyoung, he separated soonyoung and seungkwan who looked like he was about to cry from frustration and told him and dino to go and help comfort you. but seungcheol needed jisoo there to calm him down in case anything happened, he went right up to soonyoung and told him that he needed to explain himself but soonyoung just put his head down and wouldn’t say a word. seungcheol was having enough of him so he went up to him grabbed his collar and pushed him against a wall and yelled at him saying ‘she’s in there pouring her damn heart out in sobs and you have the fucking nerve to ignore me when i’m trying to help, soonyoung what the hell is the matter with you!’. and then he sees it, he sees the swollen lips, untucked shirt, and lipstick stains on his neck and all he could see is red because you are his bestfriend as well as jihoons and they were both the reason why you two got together in the first place. ‘YOU FUCKING CHEATING ASSHOLE!’ and he punches him straight across the face and lets him down because jisoo and jun were pulling him back.
okk, hello sunshines!! im finally back and im sorry to have kept you guys waiting for so long. i am trying to write an angst imagine for the first time so please if there is any advice or tips you have about this then please let me know for future references. i will hope you will all like this but since this imagine is so long it is going to separated into parts, im not sure how many there will be put i will let everyone know. and also i want you guys to help me decide the title because this is the first one to have a title, so let me know what suggestions you have! if there are no suggestions sent in then it will have no title or let me know if you like it better when there is no title. anyways thank you for waiting so patiently for me to come back, i know i said i would be gone for a week but so much was going on at that time so im very sorry. ok then until next time! bye sweethearts!
