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heartbroken | 19

[imaginesofrainbows]

“What’s the point of trying anymore?”

-everything I do is a failure.

[inkedwords-intensewhispers-deac]

Life keeps getting between us.  And its all too heavy to keep up anymore. I hate that we are being torn apart.  - Jay x.

[imaginesofrainbows]

“There are these evenings, on which I’ll drink bottles of wine to help me get over you.”

-but it never helped me

[imaginesofrainbows]

“And now I’m at the point where I’ll take all the affection that I can get.”

-just for a second, to feel loved.

[imaginesofrainbows]

“I hope to find someone, who’ll be excited to see me, even if it’s just to enjoy each other’s company.”

-someday hopefully I’ll find someone like that.

[imaginesofrainbows]

“I never looked forward to the day you’d leave me standing there in the pouring rain.”

-waiting hours for you to arrive.

[imaginesofrainbows]

“Remember that you’re important.”

-even if he makes you feel like you aren’t.

[mjwatson]

girls!!!!!!! every single one. gorgeous.

[fabricferret-deactivated2022012]

girls!!!!!!! every single one. powerful.

[restless-reading-deactivated201]

girls!!!!!!! every single one. important.

[imaginesofrainbows]

“I promised myself 2017 would be my year.”

-but I cried even more than in 2016

[imaginesofrainbows]

“Thank you for hurting me and using my insecurities against me.”

- you made my worst nightmares come true.

[imaginesofrainbows]

“All these scars have made me so fragile.”

-every touch is pushing me closer to my breaking point.

[imaginesofrainbows]

“I tried so hard to be everything you’ve ever wished for.”

-but it seems I failed. again.

[imaginesofrainbows]

“Tell me you want me, tell me you need me.”

-but please don’t push me away again.

[imaginesofrainbows]

“Tell me how I should figure out other people’s feelings, when I can’t even figure out my own.”

-am I crazy?

[imaginesofrainbows]

“Of course I could live without your affection.”

-but do I really want to?

[imaginesofrainbows]

“It’s like I’ve never been good enough for anyone.”

-you made me feel so small

[imaginesofrainbows]

“I realized way too late that it’s about making yourself happy.”

-and not just other people