lauri's blog.

hi, im 19 and im from germany.yea, i like writing about random stuff, so if you wanna follow me, don't be confused about it. 😊❤️PS: i love manuel neuer and lady gaga.

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My friends, my boyfriend, my job etc

So yea I haven't poster something in aaaages! Time to change that. Well, how do I feel now? To be honest, eveytime I'm posting stuff like that on tumblr there's something wrong. I don't even know what exactly it is. I'm actually happy. Could be happier but everything could be soooo much worse, too. I don't know, no ones gonna read this anyway so, yep. I'm looking forward to moving to my new flat. Omg really my excitement is enormous. I just hope I'm going to kick asses this time, I want to make it. My jobs gotta be cool, pleaaaase let it be cool thanks ✌️ Second thing, the ArtRave. Oh my god, this is so mad. My friends made me agree to the fact that we're gonna camp in front of the concert hall for like 3 fucking days! THREE FUCKING DAYS OMFG!!!?????? I miss my boyfriend, btw. He went home 2 days ago and without him being by my side it's just not the same anymore. I really need his presence. We don't even need to talk or anything I just like him being around. I'm also mad because some friends are just not the same anymore. One of them doesn't seem to be interested in being friends with me any longer which is really annoying because I really liked her and we went though so many things together but.. Yeah. My other friend can only offend me (although he tries to make it look like he's just joking I know he's probably not) and he's just saying things that freak me out and I hate that. Well I miss my old friends. When everything was just fine. But things change and so do people and relationships. I'm actually tired so I'm gonna go to bed now.. 🍼

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You're not my one. I'm not your one. End of story.

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In those pictures, we're laughing forever

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depressed little girl (a story nobodys gonna read)

ok, its not my day... not even my week or my month. the headline is not right, though. im not really a depressed little girl (i mean im 19, hahah) i just feel uncomfortable. i cannot describe it i mean why am i upset? I've got the best family in the world, in october im gonna study and work and have my own flat with my boyfriend. 

boyfriend. i love my boyfriend, no doubt. he is so caring, so cute, so handsome. id really say he's the perfect boyfriend. 

but thats not the point. 

on the one hand, there is still my ex boyfriend who i cannot get outta my head for some reason. i don't know why i really don't know why. im not in love with him or something, i even find him disgusting in a way (especially his new girlfriend which is my new boyfriends ex. complicated, i know. well, she looks like a really ugly horse. theres nothing more i can say about her. she's a pain in the ass.)

well, i don't know why im always thinking of him. i think he was the one who really really broke my heart. i did almost everything for him. even thought about quitting school and everything (thank god i didn't, id probably regret that now. probably..) i might have given him my whole heart and what he did was, he threw it away as if it was a piece of rubbish. i know everyone has experienced a breakup once but.. i don't know sometimes i think he has been my big love. sometimes, i think theres always gonna be that one person you'll never forget and probably never get over. i REALLY hope im wrong this time. i really don't wanna keep him in my had forever. because i know he would never want me back (but not because he couldnt love me or something.. i think he could! i just think he's sorry in a way for what he did and.. well, i think he couldn't even look straight into my eyes. he knew in a way he was being an asshole and he does not wanna be confronted with that again)

on the other hand, i wanna go abroad so badly. i wanna be far, far away from home. not forever. i love my family... but i wanna go to new zealand for 6 month or something... don't ask me why, i just feel like it.

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My lunch today I'm just saying 👌

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"come on girl, eat your nutella sandwich. you don’t need to diet, you’re beautiful the way you are"

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that isnt what he was saying, you dumbasses

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Everyone already knows that, you super clever kid 😄

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awa schwör

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Exactly 👌

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"come on girl, eat your nutella sandwich. you don’t need to diet, you’re beautiful the way you are"

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that isnt what he was saying, you dumbasses

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Everyone already knows that, you super clever kid 😄

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Omg I cannot get over this! 😍

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FUCKING WELTMEISTER

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no comment ❤️

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GOOD LUCK GERMANY!!! 🇩🇪❤️

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What a cool gadget of my future employer 😜 looking forward to working for Deutsche Telekom. ❤️

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omg

ok im actually so in love with manuel neuer... if germany wins on sunday, he's gonna be in berlin in order to celebrate... and im gonna bet there. im gonna meet him, im gonna get a photo and an autograph, otherwise im gonna die or something D: I LOVE YOU why are you taken :( ok im taken, too but... you know :D

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sorry i don't wanna interrupt you but kiss me please 💋

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"come on girl, eat your nutella sandwich. you don't need to diet, you're beautiful the way you are"

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I'm melting, manu, I'm melting.. 😍