Art Is All

Quebec | 19 years old

[icantdothis]

I can’t stand missing you the way I do because I know you don’t miss me too.

[everythings-reminding-me-of-you]

Since you left I’ve lost all hope in love. I used to wonder what it would be like to have someone completely in love with you. To feel so loved and content that you plan the rest of your life out with one person. Then I met you. You loved me so deeply, in a way that I only imagined possible in the movies. I felt so lucky and everyday fell more and more in love. Then suddenly you left and never even looked back. “I’ve just fallen out of love with you” is what you said. And those words shattered every part of me. And 10 months later I’m still trying to pick up the pieces to build the strength to be without you.

22/12/18

[bargainbarbi3]

i am terrified that twenty years from now i will still look back and feel an ache when i remember the boy who broke my heart all those years ago. and i’ll somehow still miss you. but for you, i’ll probably be just one of the many girls you dated when you were young. you’ll look back and only remember a foggy memory of me; my face, a blurry vision in your mind.

— i think i’ll miss you forever

[everythings-reminding-me-of-you]

After all this time, I’m still waiting for you to call me and say you’re sorry and you haven’t had a day where you haven’t thought about the way I used to hold you. Or even for you to just show up at my door and hug me, and in that hug I’ll understand everything. But in reality, I know the longer I wait, the more you’re getting used to your life without me. You’re happier without me as the time goes on.

11.08pm

[imper-meable]

I’m still in love with you

Here’s a not-so great love story.

We met and instantly we knew we had something special.

A bond I never had with anyone else, not even my best girl friend.

So, he was my best friend. A really great friend. We talked for hours on end, and I really liked him, again, as a friend. I was in a relationship at the time, and I wasn’t interested in anyone else than my boyfriend who, at that moment, I didn’t already realized that I wasn’t in a good relationship. I wouldn’t call it toxic but it was clear that there was something missing.

Then, one night I spent with some friends and him, I had to go to sleep (because I was working the next morning) and he didn’t want to go home that late (because he lives kinda far) so I offered him to sleep over.

I didn’t know I already had feelings for him.

We talked, until 6 in the morning. I didn’t go to work that day.

We talked about his previous relationship and my current one, and it made me realize how negative it was, and I decided I was gonna take a break from it, to see it through.

I broke up with my boyfriend six days after this. And I realized I had feelings for my best friends a week after.

We took it slow at first, because he had feelings too, and we dated for two months before he broke up with me, saying he didn’t love me anymore.

We’re best friends again, and I couldn’t be happier.

I don’t want to get back in a relationship soon, because this heartbreak really changed me..

But I still love him, I know I can’t forget those feelings.

It’s hard that he’s such a good person, and that we connect so well. I guess I just don’t see myself having a better connection with anyone else, and it hurts like hell.

[1000drawings]

by Explicit Design

[imper-meable]

Pinky

[andialmostdo]

dress, taylor swift

[strain]

[imper-meable]

Bless you 🌟

[imper-meable]

Stressed end of session me:

I have to work. Never stop working.

Mental me: I should take time off

Stressed end of session me:

Shut up you’re stressing me out.

[danger]

[imper-meable]

What a beautiful creation

[imper-meable]

A day of art ft. The Fœdult

Ig: @imper_meable

[colorogasm]

via Weheartit.

[imper-meable]

I like to think that one day I could paint something as beautiful and breathtaking as this.

[imper-meable]

Everyday dilemma of the artist

Basically you have to choose if you want to create a lot and still have a social life and get obviously no sleep (because creativity strikes anytime ..)

Orr basically have no social life to have sleep..

And if you sleep well and have a social life:

Don’t have time to art.

[imper-meable]

I case you didn’t guess it already, I don’t sleep well

[imper-meable]

Everyday dilemma of the artist

Basically you have to choose if you want to create a lot and still have a social life and get obviously no sleep (because creativity strikes anytime ..)

Orr basically have no social life to have sleep..

And if you sleep well and have a social life:

Don’t have time to art.

[imper-meable]

a CD I made for my love.

[imper-meable]

[bavarde]