Just got off the phone with a family friend who did my mother's funeral and he said he'll do my son's .... Omg bro I don't even know how to feel my mental health is at 0 . I wanna die. Well he said he'll take care of everything for a small fee... Wtf I can't believe my baby is gone I feel so horrible I was too broke to get him to help. I will never forgive myself for being poor it cost me my baby ..... Well I just need help for his funeral... Um... Damn I'm just gonna focus on trying to send him off the best way possible... I hate this whole life. I hate this so much . This shouldn't be happening...
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The hospital is releasing his body tomorrow I just need to pay the funeral home the 200 and they will take care of the rest . They need a place to release his body to so can I please pay them before 9am tomorrow morning so they can at least take my baby .
Also he wanted to black panther for Halloween their year he was excited for it . I wanted to try to get him the costume so he could be buried in. He loved black panther so much. It made it feel powerful and safe . If I could get something towards the costume as well I would truly appreciate it.
$50 towards the black panther costume for him to be buried in
$5/$250 funeral and costume to be buried in
No one helped us on the street when I was trying to get someone to stop to take us to the hospital, the ambulance didn't care enough to get there in a timely fashion.... And I don't think anyone cares so I can at least give him some dignity to not be thrown in a poor man's grave with no heads stone just thrown in with whole bunch of fucking unnamed bums and drug addict because I'm too poor to afford the cheapest fee they gave me. My daughter deserves a better parent then me one that won't have to do this shit when she's in need . I can't face him knowing that I can't afford to give him a place to rest . I'm so angry and depressed why my baby why him why . I don't deserve to live....