Getting Better

***I do NOT promote self harm, eating disorders or anything else***I'm trying my best but people make it hard This blog is a little bit of everything but it's just me being me.

[no-serotonin-here-blog]

dead.

[no-serotonin-here-blog]

“I really fucking hate those people who try to brush off your mental disorder because “There’s people who have it worse!” Like, I didn’t ask for you to disown my crippling disorder just because somebody else feels more deeply than I do.”

— Every Depressed Person Ever.

[savannabanana1416]

[no-serotonin-here-blog]

“Nobody expects anything from me, yet I still let them down.”

— I’m unhappy(very)

[understands]

[recaption]

[lagoonhag]

my hatred for rapists is unconditional. i don’t care who you are, if you rape, you have revoked your humanity and you belong in the fucking ground.

[shouty-y]

Me: *is mentally ill*

My family: Could you…not…do that…here?

[starvetobelovely]

My biggest reasons for wanting to lose weight

So I can look in a mirror and not hold back pity tears

So that my skinny, beautiful best friend isn’t the only one getting compliments

So my family can stop comparing my size to my thin sisters

So I can stop saying no to cute clothes because I’m scared I won’t look as good

So I can feel sexy and confident with my husband and not worry if he’s thinking I look bad

So I can order a milkshake without feeling like people are watching me and thinking I’m fat

So I can prove to my ex-classmates that I’m not ugly or gross like they said

So I can take a picture with friends and not judge every aspect of myself compared to them

So I can stop calling myself terrible, self-hateful things

So I can believe my husband and friends when they call me beautiful

So I can feel confident and worthy to be confident in myself

So I can stop bothering everyone with how depressed I am with myself

So I can say that I did it, that I accomplished a goal

[ouijasquiji]

u hate me?? wow so much in common already

[aewm]

what do u mean “what have i been up to” … i’m out here ruining my own life as always bitch

[lindzbizkit-deactivated20191222]

[chronicallycreepinginactive]

I hate when people ask me “what did you do today?” like buddy listen I woke up at noon and then it was five pm okay I don’t kn o w

[whatsuprubberduck]

My Mum didn’t raise no fool.  Maybe a broken shell, with multiple chronic illnesses and questionable coping mechanisms.  But no fool.

[fireflyplant]

One Day

I can’t wait to teach my children self love and healthy eating so they never have to go through what I’m going through right now.

[blackshuckofficial-deactivated2]

I may not have the best body but it sure does hold all my organs in place

[yoitsmvddi-deactivated20191112]

this is the type of positivity i need.

[cut-and-puff]

I can’t take a pill without thinking about overdosing. I cant cross a street without wanting to jump in front of a car. I can’t shave without wanting to slit my wrists. I can’t walk along high things without wanting to jump. Every moment, every aspect, every vision of my life is changed by this depression and it’s killing me. It’s made me weak and vulnerable and these thoughts are winning