just one process

love life BECAUSE it's lovely & don't be a douchy c-bag ♡ 🌬😻🎯 ♡ "who you are" & "who are you" ARE noT The same

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"Oh! Lil miss spider..." Every life matters. Practice what you preach & elevate anyone trying to reach a better life since haven't YOU lived with [any] strife?! Controversy... Gotta get these PTSD memories related to home out asap. It starts with "gee, I wish my kid had more adversity..." and why would someone say that? To explain a behavior that's seen over & over, popping up, like when you snap that neck, I don't roll over, you come over red rover si3bce these are all childish games with only ONE name. Shhh...gonna share the secrets THEY don't want you to know. It takes 2 to reDO what they claim they never knew. The tick tick boom? "No one taught it to me" but that's a tired & abused excuse. Pee-ew!

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The Past ♡ to truth will be ok

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https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLms-ydbutQ4e4ODCJjEFM9XdDIaYDuoxP ♡ what I've learned about sadness, am emotion that helps us connect to each other YOU CANNOT HAVE DEPRESSION + sadness, the depression connected to loss & ACUTE sadness makes the FUTURE VANISH. What was taken away IS STABILITY.

YOU want to feel loss of balance, I took their deliberate confusion & put it into something useful. How to beat situations meant to harm you by people that were always going to destroy. Mental abuse & how to take it: in 3 steps. 1: get it out. 2: at a distance, look back. 3: with consciousness or no fear.

Bonds can't be unstable.

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It will be okay. Repeat

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“I dreamed you, I wished for your existence.”

— Anaïs Nin, The Diary of Anaïs Nin

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Aristotle’s philosophy on two human beings in love reminds me of Rik Garrett’s current series ‘Symbiosis’. The fate of two physical bodies that connect and form as one soul, which is similarly portrayed throughout Garrett’s mixed media photography. The Chicago based artist explores ideas regarding love, relationships, magic, alchemy and mutually beneficial partnerships in nature.

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We will solve this--trauma--and we will do it because enough is enough. Repeat. Enough is enough. It's about not being able to say...being told your voice is not important.

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Need to delete & connect ♡ Sick sick sick...she is there asking about children that were not taken from families/parents. Ages 10-17, unaccompanied. Wtf. Good for you to jump in but missed the mark ♡ mooove on, cOW ♡ Just SNOOTY & shITty #SHAME ♡ ex.anger ♡ lost words so #SPEAK https://youtu.be/rgb9-ngBEH8 ♡ I paste & Melania Trump is a story about a jacket. The language is harmful so DO what they do. Call them unkind...show us your tax returns. How generous are you?!

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Some ideas stick & most never do so how to increase recall to the memories you want to stay... If only to understand WHY these pop up?! Those press in?! If it all goes away then perhaps it's a chance to renew each best day... Forget the rest! Your biggest strength is passing the test when prepared--apply what learning IS & what it could be. I'm DONE with this Disorder... Education is for everyone not just some...

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Found #FORCE

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Take everything you created with full consciousness of WHY, education is 50% purpose & 50% reflection & constantly checking...what to do?! 100% dependent on what's going on around you so be aware be awake. This child is lost...those two in the back aren't paying attention...this one hasn't got any ideas...this one mimics & regurgitates...that one is going to break out this year... From this point on ♡ the rules: All created bits to recall self & return to life philosophy without "teaching" and "kids." All medical & violent bits to put 6-years away (to THROW away, "torch it up" and recognize FULLY what needs to change in health care, elementary & secondary education & VICTIMology. As a special educator, my job is to ensure the preservation of all potential. Education is for everyone, not for some. They started this fight & WE WILL END IT. Future tense verbs & WHY make space for 3-day words & time?! Academic achievement requires help staying organuzed NOT blaming the child when they're surrounded by adults who know!! ♡ What life really is ♡ What people can do ♡ What you never ever want to be : a statistic

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Ok. I agree & it hits me, but differently now AHEAD of trauma & safe, at last.

It's okay

...to never get married

...to not want kids because you'd worry too much for the rest of their lives

...to judge harshly when someone attempt to define you as "perfectly imperfect" to deal with their anxiety (this is sick) when youb do not care about that

...to be offended that we need so much validation! Women & Men.

...to NOT be yourself

I'm my fantasies every day & it works...

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Tag urself I’m… all of them

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How about these?

Denied ♡ feels like constantly wanting to open & close doors

Lesson ☆ see everything as an opportunity to learn. Since I'm having transitional issues why not do transitional task? Just like having to look at pictures of people looking up with great neck extension & beginning to see sports accidents again it's possible to dampen this "detachment to function" by using what I learned from physical injury!

Being true to self means emotionally physically cognitively developmentally and literally. Honestly it just feels good to know what I'm going to say so I say it over and over since the alternative is not to know. What happens is a lot of noise auditorily and visually and sensory.

So worst sound, best sound

Worst visuals, best sound

Worst sensory, obv, strictly the bestest

That's why violence against the body is not okay. To allow repeated abuses is TO ABANDON HOPE.

Consequences is an interesting word...

What happens if not given?!

#FIND case study HSW=WSH=HSW or WORST DECISIONS IN THE HISTORY OF THE WORLD

♡ 3 env

♡ 2 sets of pairs

♡ ~_____ minutes wasted

A blank means STOP since "triggering"

● bod shakes. Pain threshold lower 75-90%

● head buzzing. Thoughts & words not present

● stuck. Inability to move & aware of many leg sensations that are "unpleasant" & "progresses upward" and in "intensity"

● crying that physically hurts. Beaucoup snot.

● repetition until...

#FIND in Field Notes & Folklore

#HEAR in Core is the Chore (work don't hurt)

#READ in CUR123

#think #dream #hope

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This is a really good thing to watch when EMO PAIN: ♡♡♡ PHYS PAIN: ●● but let sit on TV for awhile since vintage is already creepy as fuCK. ♡ move yo' ass ♡♡ cuddle kitties ♡♡♡ create anything (a mess is #A-OK) ● move yo' ass ●● shower time! ●●● Rx 🌱 Does pot help physical and emotional pain? It is probably the best thing for chronic pain, nausea and anxiety caused by the stress of people bumping into me & not understanding why most people, complain, lie & steal. How much should you smoke? Smoke as much as you like as long as there's no negative side effects. I spent less time getting ready & more time getting out of my door only because ONCE HIGH WEARS OFF external sensory is quite strong. I would suggest not waking&baking (it's necessary sometimes & for months it helped pain tremendously), but with AM & mornings easier to manage since don't have to get up at 6:30AM to let adrenaline leave body. Not necessary & getting back to a sleep routine. Biggest issue is sleep. If I do not sleep well after just one night I feel it immediately. If I do not sleep well for two nights I will be more likely to be unable to do certain things because of emotional and physical pain--just the anticipation of another restless night nOW causes daytime stress!! Once my body starts to hurt so much that it affects my head pain in particular which I'm told is the reason why I'm dizzy & constantly have head sensations, nausea sets in & this can be from 6 to 9 hours. 2-4/year went to 1-3/year, than 1x 1yr & finally "I can't remember." No need to remember but IF I did, I trust I'll recall it. PTS DISS ORDER If you do not believe victims' stories, you're doo doo that's super wet & stinky. Like newborn stank when it's super green. If you're "confused" about "invisible" pain while trying to hide the fact you didn't do "YOUR JOB" meaning not being honest about anything NOW that something real went down... What are you trying to say? If you don't understand PTSD or chronic pain after physical assault while family member(s) have exact issue (not the same trauma), you're doo doo that's deeply demented & why we're done. I remember the convo & it's 🍾 Conx to...FF! Bye!

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Why would parents need a classroom? It’s not about their needs! They want what they want because they give so generously. The words that connect is simply “a warning” when you give IN, give UP, who really loses? When a time to “rally” is presented… Terms from the past fly in on echoes…ohhhh….taaaaaa….that last syllable lost, more like NO ASSOCIATION to who said it over & over. The decision to “GO THERE” since my shame was being assaulted & no one did anything, for months, 9, 10, 11…16, 18…over the course of two years & why hindsight is the purpose. Found in APPENDIX A/B SPORTS Playbook to Teach Importance of Winning • (practice COMPARISON) • Intro to Imagery & Popularity

Thanks those who went for it all!!!

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It's super easy to blame ♡ Evaluation #1♡ able to recognize mistakes (self/others) ♡ now we're zooming in ON areas of most concern.

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Teaching isn't that hard. Must WANT TO help.

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Keep it IN until it must come out...

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Instead of convincing flat-earthers that the world is round, maybe it is time they prove to us that the earth is flat.

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