catch me whispering.

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rxguisus:

“it’s like — i make you feel—-” she paused & shook her head before biting down on her lower lip.  “i already see why we weren’t meant to be. we’re like enemies.” yes, she was actually convinced about that. “if that’s the only problem, i’m already leaving.”

“what?” evan spat out, shaking her head. “no, NO, that’s not....i just don’t like feeling vulnerable. i don’t like feeling like i need someone. and...i don’t know. you’re the only thing that’s made me actually smile in forever.”

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rxguisus:

“so show it when i’m closer to you !” she breathes out, looking at evan with a frown. “what feeling? is there any problem?”

“yes,” evan replied, frowning. “i feel...weak. stupid. like...like the things i’m sure of aren’t so solid anymore. and i fuckin’ hate that feeling.”

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tonklings:

brogan: i look badass enough brogan: i’ll keep you around cause you cute

taylor: well i guess that’s okay taylor: at least i’m good for something!!

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tonklings:

brogan: i’m blocking you

taylor: nooooooo :( taylor: you need me so u look more badass  tayor: compared to me, you look like catwoman or something

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“my flight leaves at noon tomorrow. so...we have twelve hours to mark as much of these off as possible. are you in?”

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tonklings:

brogan: this isn’t make up, it’s swag brogan: you don’t just put it on brogan: you got it or you don’t

taylor: is this swag??

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tonklings:

brogan: sorry princess brogan: it can’t be learned brogan: you gotta be born with it

taylor: thats what everyone thought about makeup too taylor: until maybelline came along and blew that wide open taylor: y’know...maybe its maybelline? taylor: ...i see what you mean

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rxguisus:

      mariah was staring at the ground as she waited for evan to speak. if she had any strength, she might have fought this situation. being in love with evan wasn’t the problem, the problem was dealing with it. “exactly. it’s hard to like someone that doesn’t even notice you.”

“i notice you.” she said gruffly, avoiding any eye contact yet again. “too much. all the fuckin’ time, alright? and then i pretend i don’t because i don’t–– i don’t like feeling the way i feel when i look at you.”

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tonklings:

brogan: you’re right tbh brogan: because i don’t give enough fuckkks

taylor: when will you teach me how to be as cool as u

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tonklings:

brogan: don’t think i can do the same with my hair

taylor: ur just not trying hard enough

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taylor: built in blanket. love it.

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elctricluv:

“a compromise is jus– like… meeting in the middle.” north knew she wasn’t the best at explaining and felt her cheeks warm up with embarrassment. “so do you think we can do that?” 

“i mean-- i know that,” he laughed nervously, his eyes wide at her question. “meet in the middle? what, uh, what do you...want?”

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rxguisus:

      “it’s amazing how you find everything FUNNY.” she stood in the same place, with the same sad look on her face, but now her voice was in a low tone. there was no more tears on her eyes. “yes – we’re not exclusive, but the problem is that i still like you.”

evan’s eyes cast down, her lips pressed together. didn’t she realize? laughter diffused tension-- and evan’s entire existence was full of it. when she spoke again, though, evan’s eyes shot up to meet hers. “that’s a problem?”

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elctricluv:

“so you were wearing white?” the boy asked the blonde, feeling somewhat accomplished for remembering SOMETHING. “yeah– straight up. we were fuckin’ lit as hell.” 

“i was, yeah. weren’t you wearing, like, a backwards baseball hat?” she chuckled. “that was one of my first parties, y’know?”

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elctricluv:

“well you caught a case of the feelings, huh?” noah questioned the girl, a somewhat upset tone in his voice as he looked at her, trying his hardest to make eye contact. 

“well i didn’t MEAN to,” she said defensively, brows furrowing in confusion. the words he was saying fit with the noah she knew, but the tone in his voice was different-- like he actually cared about her reply. “you didn’t, though. right? you never do, with anyone else. that’s what you pride yourself on, isn’t it?”

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rxguisus:

      a sigh escapes from mariah’s lips as she turns to face the girl, placing both of her hands down. “it won’t take long, i SWEAR.” she struggled to not let a few tears roll down her cheeks. the dark-haired girl could feel her hands shaking as she entered the house. “it’s– i saw you with other girl yesterday and i couldn’t resist.” mariah hated to admit that she was jealous of every single person that were close to evan, but she had to do it. “it’s MY fault.”

even let out a choke of a chuckle, shaking her head. of course she’d seen that. why would anything in her life be made easy? she thought to lie, to say it was just someone from class, but mariah deserved more than that. but what could she bring herself to give her? “we’re not...exclusive.”

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rxguisus:

       evan deserved love, the world and everything that she always had yet mariah kept pushing her away. all of sudden, a hurtful look appeared on her face. “i won’t belive in that;” she mutters, her eyes slowly closing. “fine. you can already CLOSE the door. i think it’s my time to LEAVE. ”

“DON’T.” the word slipped out, but evan meant it. she always played tough, telling herself it kept her safe, but in reality it just kept her lonely. mariah was finally calling her on her bluff, and even though her pride was getting bruised, the threat of really losing the girl was too much to let slide. she opened the door further, unable to actually meet her eyes. “just...come in.”