Reader having a Crush on Shūshō/Jonasan Kurein Headcanons
How you met Jon was a complicated story, but let's just say you somehow got mixed up with the wrong victim of a kidnapping from his thugs and landed into his half room, half laboratory for twisted testing. Why I say half and half is because the Motherfucker doesn't want to walk back and forth to one room to another.
Immediately puts you back into the society of Gotham once the two of you get over with introductions, mostly Shūshō doing the talking as you were terrified beyond words once you saw various broken toys, drawings that seem to be made from children, tainted doctor's equipment, blood stains and other dried up liquids on the floors and walls, ect.
Probably placed a tracker on you since he's doesn't usually let his human trophies get out alive, so consider yourself lucky. Shūshō only did this because he wants to observe what your usual behavior is like, what you enjoy and what you don't, what animals you like to play with, what you like to eat, Shūshō wants to learn everything about you.
Originally, Shūshō wanted to use your body for scientific testing despite being the wrong victim, specifically testing how much pain your brain can handle; But since he let you go, he had give up on that ideal. Well, almost, since his bloodlust will always linger inside of him.
For you, the memory of being inside that place and seeing the man face to face was burned inside your skull; Denying any kind of curious wonder of what happened to those people before you, especially the kids that the drawings and toys reminded you of.
But what could you do to possibly change the past? Nothing. Right now, all you could do is watch Spongebob Squarepants while snuggled up on the couch eating ice cream to get your mind off of the terrifying experience.
Takes you a good while to let that memory subdue itself so you can eventually live your every day life, that is until you start finding gifts at work with no name and a letter attached to it; saying that he was a "secret admirer." Not even a day after that, someone named Jonasan Kurein starts working the same Job as you and coincidently has an office right next to yours.
After he gets settled in, the first thing he does is greet you first and then everyone else, you just vibe with it with at least some suspicion; Of course, you question if you've seen this man before, so you kept an eye on him during and after your Jobs.
A few of your coworkers take notice of this and one of them asks if your eyeing the new guy because he's attractive once everyone is one break.
"So," as she sips her coffee, leaning towards you as the opposing female eyes the new guy speaking to two other coworkers, "I heard that you two were going at it lately." Your response was immediately chocking on the lunch you had before forcibly swallowing it down, desperate to deny it. "No, no, no, no, we hardly even spoke to each other, plus I don't even know the guy as a friend!" A flushed face was enough to make your female friend give a monotone like laugh that you hated.
It takes you, like, a month or two to get used to the teasing, the shipping, and everything that came along with it; forgetting all about the dark memory from the past.
As for the tracker, let's just say he took it off of you and crushed it before you knew it was there in your sleep; So, other words, he knows where you live and pretends like he doesn't know anything.
However, once you overhear your peers gossiping about Jon and you, mostly talking shit about you, you feel kinda bummed about it; making your day sour. Which results in making Jonasan putting things into his own hands, ending the day with putting the two gossipers into severe shock disguised as Shūshō. After that, he'll most likely tell you that he's Shūshō, reviving that long forgotten memory of being mistakenly held hostage; However, you don't run, you just stand there in shock and slowly let it sink in.
Of course, he doesn't want to harm you in any way, shape, or form...Yet. Additionally, he'll be willing to be your friend and deny any means of having a romantic relationship with you; But that eventually changes once you realized you get flustered around him after knowing the guy for, like, a year now.
Give him, like, a week to finally realize and acknowledge your affections towards him because at first he's dense as fuck. Keywords: At first & dense. Secondly, he'll be too wrapped up in his work as both Shūshō and Jonasan.
Once he picks up on how you feel about him, he'll gently say he has to deny them simply because he sees Love as a distraction for his work. But that doesn't mean you'll stop loving him from a distance though, and he doesn't mind the praise from you either; And Jonasan is pleased that he makes you feel that way.
💜Dinner dates on Friday at his place or your favorite place to eat, even if it's at McDonald's.
💜Talks about your problems.
💜Keeps his promise of not harming you.
💜Lots Of favors for you and treats you with as much respect as he can give.
💜As Shūshō, he protects you from thugs and other criminals; As Jonasan, he shoos away the creeps and unwanted strangers.
💜Cooks for you if you don't feel like making anything.
💜Lets you sleep on his lap while he's working either as Shūshō or Jonasan, whichever may it be, and once he's done with work, he'll carry you to bed.
💀Lets all be honest here, the relationship between you and Shūshō/Jonasan will always be one sided, romantically speaking.
💀Occasionally gives you "tame" nightmares, but not enough to make you stay up all night.
💀Almost got you fired once.
💀Empty threats here and there just to scare you, and if you have any phobias, he'll lightly mention whatever you're scared of into conversation.
💀Probably stole your pet animal and used it for his testing, probably not though.
💀Silently Steals strands of your hair while you sleep for DNA Testing and used it to mix with animal DNA.
💀50/50 chance that he stalks you whenever he can't hold back his bloodlust any longer.
💀Almost killed you more than 10 times in different situations without your knowledge.
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