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[infernue-blog]

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I'd like any type of interactions around for my muse, so please don't be afraid to add my AIM ( n.uevo ) and send a message! We could plot at request too!

[wordsnquotes]

…there is something fierce and terrible in me, eligible to burst forth, I dare not tell it in words…

Walt Whitman, Leaves Of Grass (via wordsnquotes)

[dark---entries]

since feeling is first who pays any attention to the syntax of things will never wholly kiss you; wholly to be a fool while Spring is in the world my blood approves, and kisses are a far better fate than wisdom lady i swear by all flowers. Don’t cry –the best gesture of my brain is less than your eyelids’ flutter which says we are for eachother: then laugh, leaning back in my arms for life’s not a paragraph And death i think is no parenthesis

“since feeling is first” by E. E. Cummings (via dark---entries)

[suckeredapparel]

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[infernue-blog]

!!! ` I'll be getting to replies around today, right now, and tomorrow. 

[infernue-blog]

  i’m   someone   who’s     thought—-

                    {  ——- why haven’t i   d i e d  yet  }

                                        ———-But  [  keeps on   f i g h t i n g  ]

                                                                            for survival

[infernue-blog]

Her belongings are left about on the terrace of the penthouse. Over the wooden floor which's gloss shines brighter than glass. The floor looks almost slippery. Instruments are over the wooden ground, speakers which are not connected to any power volt. No one really pays attention, martinis and whisky are much enjoyable than observing a girl in a leather skirt bend over as she plugs cables into outlets. 

It is kind of a big day. She is trying something new lately, and she succeeds in such by getting her songs copyrighted. She is legally a musical artists now, even if it was a mere hobby. Her friends are to watch her first performance and that is all that should matter, if anything matters. But that is at midnight and there is a hell of a long wait for that; a hell of admissions of lethal drugs into the body.

It is kind of a big day, but an unfamiliar face decides to infringe-- and she does not know if she is alright with such event. Thus, Nuenue pushes back a person, telling the next to - "Stop him."

The succubus just receives what she thinks to be a smirk for a reply.

"Stop me? He invited me." He points to n o w h e r e.

Her head turns around for a faux second to inspect, and no, she sees no one waving back. Perhaps it is her bad eyesight manifesting. Her eyes roll back on track to see him, and she wets her red lips. 

"Give me a real reason why you should be here." 

She plans to curse out whoever leaves the door open next.

[thesecondprince]

ᴋɪʟʟ ᴏɴᴇ ᴍᴀɴ ᴀɴᴅ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀʀᴇ   A    M U R D E R E R          ᴋɪʟʟ ᴍɪʟʟɪᴏɴs ᴏғ ᴍᴇɴ ᴀɴᴅ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀʀᴇ                A    C O N Q U E R O R                       ᴋɪʟʟ ᴛʜᴇᴍ ᴀʟʟ ᴀɴᴅ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀʀᴇ                                  A    G O D

[bvnghn]

Say goodbye to 2014 in 3… 2… 1!

Hello, 2015! Byunghun and I have officially been on the tumblr platform for seven months and none of this would have happened without all the interactions from our fellow muns and muses!

1. To start off, here are few the many people who have impacted Byunghun and I for the year of 2014: 

Princess ( sohyn ) - Thank you so much for staying with me. You and I have known each other since the first day I started and I am extremely thankful that you have not left my side til then. I love you. Never leave me, okay? Stay with me until 2015 and forever!

Churro Noona ( hachikov ) - Churro noona! You are my first friend here and though we don’t talk as much as we did, I am still thankful for you and everything you’ve given me. You are an angel sent from heaven, I swear. I’ll always be here when you’re down and I’d never find anyone as better as you.

Adrian ( deactivated ) - You’ve been gone for some time now, but I just want to say thank you. You were a big impact in my first few months here and I am sorry I could not protect you from death. You were a great friend, disco ball.

Chan Marie ( deactivated ) -My big sister; thank you for everything you gave me before you left. You gave me a home and a family and no one could ever replace you as my big sister. I miss you… I wish you could come back. Where did you go? I have hope that I will see you again!

Fish ( nielzdown ) - My best male friend. You are a weird fish, but you make me smile and I am very thankful for that. Yes, I know that I am mean to you, but you know I love you like a brother, right? You better! Thank you for staying with me after all these months, nerd.

Jinnie ( deactivated ) -  Hyeonjin, how are you? How’s Tyler? I miss that little cutie and most importantly, I miss you. I loved you for the longest time and I am sorry I was too late to notice that. Come back… yes? You left without a trace. Is it because of me? I hope I can see that smiling face I fell in love with one day.  

Zoella ( ostentatiousupreme ) - Where are you? You left then came back, then left again. Are they still hunting you down? I wish I could help you kill them all.. You are not an animal, Zoel, you are a beautiful person whom I miss so damn much.  

Yume ( inactive ) - Noona, you were my first love and I wish we could play the piano again together. I miss you. Where are you? Why did you leave me..?

Tate ( inactive ) - Yah! Why did you leave me? Did you know our marshmallow is looking for his mother!? You better come back and come look after our son! He’s got those sad puppy eyes because of you!

Soodeshiko ( jngsxj ) - My best friend, you already know how I feel. You are the greatest and have been cheering me up these few weeks and I am so glad we met. I have so much more things to know about you and I am glad you are not trying to leave me after all the ‘cheating’ I did, haha. My sakura, my soodeshiko, my commoner, heh. I love you a lot, okay? Never forget that!

Little Sister ( svelgi ) -You are an amazing little sister and I can’t help but be overprotective over your little ass. GO TO YOUR ROOM WHEN YOUR BIG BROTHER TELLS YOU TO. Tell Chase to go away because I am your favorite—

The Three Fags ( lchse , lethargiq , and nirvanlex ) - Before you three, I barely made any male friends that stayed. I am thankful for the three of you and I am glad you three became my friends. You guys helped me be more social with the same gender and you guys are honestly so cool and I don’t know how we all became friends. Nerds.

Sorin ( inxzi ) - Sorinnie! You are seriously the cutest thing ever, you know? Thank you for caring for me as much as you do and I am so happy that you stayed with me. Seriously, thank you.

My twins ( lbyungs , phsco , and mojoxjojoe ) - We don’t talk on the dash, but I am so glad I have a group of good-looking friends like you guys! We have not known each other for long ( except for L.Joe and I ) but I am glad we have come together! People might judge us, but I don’t care. I love you guys. Joe, Byung, Mojo, and L.Joe for life!

2. I could not write about everyone above, but here are some more people whom Byunghun and I love and cherish and would feel disheartened if they were to leave:

drxhan , psojin , soojeonqs , infernue , natvrin , princexiachan , jjngvk , eternalluhan , playerxchanhee , bminz , shvndw , dongiun , kyungsoomd , and sooyvn

3. Now, these are for the people Byunghun and I do not interact to, but wish to in the new year:

congelesfleur , reserviert , evcroe , leerve , hxnryz , spncers , chiaso , lskyvng , dlcvita and many more! There is no limit as to who Byunghun and I want to interact with!

4. Byunghun’s Character development and things he learned in the New Year

He learned that letting things go isn’t so bad and that is much better for himself.

Hiding yourself is something that you should not do— but he does it anyways.

Holding out your anger is something bad.

Have no regrets in what you do! Live in the moment! 

Smile. 

Love yourself before you could love anyone else.

Not everyone is going to like you. Whether or not you do something, someone will always disagree with you so do what you want! Cheer up!

We wish everyone a Happy New Year and great role-playing days! Remember, this is a place for fun and not any unnecessary drama. Don’t listen to the haters and do your own thing. 2015 IS YOUR YEAR! LIVE IT WELL!

[jackk]

to start off the new year right, i’ve decided to dedicate the people who have made my 2014 tolerable and will (hopefully) make my 2015 better! i’m not the type to do this but since i’ve seen many of these floating around, i’ll jump on the bandwagon. 2014, in the honest way possible, was a difficult year. if not, the worst year i’ve experienced. but i’m sure i’ll be able to get my shit together this 2015 and become a better person. thank you for 1,000 followers and i hope to become friends with all of you. 

this is for the people i’ve known since the beginning of 2014 (if not before).

jjngvk : you’re like my little sibling and i want to protect you forever and ever. it’s been over a year since we’ve met and i’m glad it has lasted this long! i used to talk to you about all the shit i’ve been dealing with but lately i haven’t been given the time to do so (plus you’re off with some other friends but you know, i’ve watched you grow!). i’m not good with these kinds of stuff but you know i love you like a bro and i hope we get close like we were a few months back. and i’m sorry.

gayoox : i think out of all, i’ve known you the longest! i don’t think anyone remembers the time i was dongwoo (where you claimed i was your tinkerbell!) because it was such a long time back. i was honestly so lost back then and i’m sorry i was such a flamboyant boy. i’m still crying over that stage. but nevertheless, you’ve loved me throughout the months and i’ve been loving you back! i hope time helps us reunite our friendship back to where it belongs.

lxhowon : faggot. we met when i was woohyun and when i claimed you to be my week husband. i was honestly happy with you (until that week ran out) because you were so cute (what happened) and bubbly and you let me sleep on your lap. you treated me well and i couldn’t be any more grateful with the friendship we have now. anyone’s lucky to have you, bud. even if i’m your dad now, i still love you and i want to protect you from shit people. you’re cute and please stop being gay. 

missjoohyun : sometimes i wonder how a lone body could be so cute. and how someone can be so obsessed with peach kitkats. and kim woobin. i want to be as close as we were used to but it seems we’re never here at the same time. it makes me sad. you’re honestly so super duper cute that i sometimes can’t stand it. i always want to take you out and do something you deserve but again, we never have the time. i want to have time so i’ll try my best to be here for you!

daymvres : damn, we’ve gone through so much, it’s crazy. i found dongwoo and indigo to be such a good pair. it was cute. but anyways, i’ll always be here for you because i don’t give up that easily. i feel like i can’t say more because it’s private but long story short, i care for you. and i’m also sorry.

bolded : even if you’ve only spoken to me once or multiple times, i still appreciate the fact that you’ve tried to speak to me. i couldn’t be any more grateful. 

normal : we’ve never spoken but seeing you on my dashboard makes me happy. please take care of yourselves this upcoming 2015. no matter what people say, you’re quality. please, take the time to plot/send in memes/anything!

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[mssg:] I will not get you donuts.

[infernue-blog]

[ sms : ] Then what are you getting me?

[jaewk-blog]

It took him some minutes until he reached her apartment, knocking on her door once before opening it and getting in. The room familiar yet the days he came her often were long gone and he still didn’t understand why. But that’s how those things go. Yet, as if nothing changed, he walked into the room, placed the two cups of ice coffee he brought along on the coffee table and sat down on the couch she was lying on, some distance between them but not too much. “Happy new year.”

[infernue-blog]

Luckily, her face is not planted onto the couch but into a book's pages. The succubus decides it is wise to dive into another world while the one around her tumbles, but fuck is she thinking about Jaewook. The text is sudden, but not surprising to her. Maybe it felt awkward and forced to him, but the youngster lifts her head excitedly from the faux universe in the pages. Her eyes don't notice the cups just yet and her fist aims to punch his shoulder-- gently.

"Happy new year, do you have any plans for it?"

[infernue-blog]

ᴆrugged beachside au.

❝Memories warm you up from the inside. But they also tear you apart.❞ 

It is as if one of her countless letters are returned, but it is not how she imagines it to be. Of course it would not be, she never sends the written miseries. They are all sinking deep into the sand, just how the wooden house is. 

Sunkyu is coming back, -- well not back , she has never been to these four walls by the sea --  but back around her. The government letter says something about the younger sister arriving in a week. She has plenty of time to make space for Sunkyu, even get a dog like they used to have.

It is until Nuenue sees the date of the letter, 

right about the stamp:  

A week ago. 

The knocking is slow at first, but it grows impatient and someone is clearly raping the old door as she swallows the sandy breeze. How does Sunkyu look? She must be feeling horrible. . .  But Sunkyu is surely feeling overly impatient without a doubt, taking the liberty to twist the unlocked knob.

And that is exactly when the hurting began.

[infernue-blog]

[text to: Nue] I'm very close to your apartment, would you mind if I stopped by? Just want to wish you a happy new year and everything.

[ sms : rusty ] Wouldn’t mind at all. Just as always, door unlocked and I’ll probably be face-planted on the couch.

[infernue-blog]

"Ah,  I see you have a sword! I have one too! They're very manly. And tough."

Is this a joke? Her scoff could not be clearer as she turns her head to the side.

Sure, he is cute but so are his words-- and that is a problem. Her eyes wander around his figure and she expects to see a sword, a real one. An actual harmful and vengeful item, but she sees n o t h i n g. And she decides it is time to stop twirling her enlarged knife around before another kid comes up, but this time sends up "accidentally" beheaded. Thus, Nuenue slides the weapon inside the leather holder, and holds the stap securely.

Her eyes decide to grant him a chance though, maybe he is as deceiving as she can get with her innocent looks and short, plaid skirts. Maybe her weapon looks like something from the play store and she, like a teenager. Most likely correct.

"You do? Is it a toy sword?"

Her voice is soft, two fingers faintly cover her mouth that scoffed earlier.

[infernue-blog]

"You like him, don't you?"

Like. At least it wasn't about love what those lips were speaking about. Nevertheless, her head pounded like a drum as her eyes would not rip off from him. 

Nuenue did not even read books. Correction, Nuenue could not read books. Her control and grasp around Hangul was nowhere near 100% and everywhere around -1%. But somehow she made it to the public library everyday that week, same exact hour and spot each time. The day was Friday. She figured the view out the window was a much more discrete one than staring at her poor victim across the street from a family food market.  And maybe this voice beside her has noticed  that she did not come to read, but to cloud her vision with the ''motorcycle gut #001" she used to call him. He eats hot dogs at noon ; he drinks soju in the morning.

It takes her guts strength and minutes to finally turn her head and focus inside the quiet building. She was greeted with a rather warm smile and not some gross biting into some cheap bread. She should get used to that.

''Who?" She knew who he was talking about. Was he teasing her?

"I'm just curious. He's weird."

[fvbricated-deactivated20160920]

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