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to live for love, to die for love
The Lovers of Valdaro, Franz Kafka, My Liberation Notes (gizkasparadise), The Lark Farm, Rainer Maria Rilke, Monumento Moroni Scarneo, Monumento Rossi
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the lives they lived: jeff buckley; his father's son
Rabindranath Tagore (1861-1941), poem 85 from “The Gardener”, 1914 Translated by the author from the original Bengali. New York: The Macmillan Company.
on death with 1. lilies abounded, @petfurniture, twitter; 2. frances molina, “o’death”
50 Angsty Questions Prompt List
“And that makes it okay?”
“Are you afraid to die?”
“What would you do if I didn’t come back?”
“Do you know what it’s like?”
“Hasn’t this addiction done enough damage already?”
“Why are your eyes so red?”
“How do you think this ends?”
“Why would I ever want to be with you?”
“Is that what you think of me?”
“Do you know what a gunshot wound feels like?”
“How am I supposed to go on?”
“Can’t you see how fucked up this is?”
“If I told you I hate you, what would you do?”
“Should you be drinking that much?”
“What if we just crash this car and make it all stop?”
“Do the drugs still get you high?”
“Am I the reason you cry every night?”
“When did you stop loving me?”
“Don’t you think you’ve done enough?”
“How did things go so wrong?”
“When did things fall apart?”
“Which part of me wasn’t enough?”
“How do I make you love me again?”
“How much does it hurt knowing you lost me?”
“We’re you trying to destroy us?”
“How do you want to die?”
“Is the weight of it all finally too heavy?”
“Are you okay with having blood on your hands?”
“How do you sleep at night?”
“Can you still sleep at night?”
“Is being high all the time worth losing everything?”
“Can you feel the blood draining from your body?”
“Do you know how it feels to wish for death every day?”
“Will you miss me at all?”
“Can I have one last kiss?”
“Do you understand what you’ve done?”
“Is this how you thought your life would be?”
“Did you expect this to turn out better?”
“Can you really blame me?”
“How could you do this?”
“Can you be the one to do it?”
“Does this mean what I think it means?”
“Are you leaving?”
“How do we fix this?”
“Would you hate me?”
“Do you want to die?”
“How many more innocent people have to die?”
“Can you promise me no one else has to get hurt?”
“Are you satisfied now…?”
“Do you even know what love feels like?”
Normal Horoscope:
Aries: If stumbling your way to success is the only way to get there then stumble away you gawky little bastard.
Taurus: Remember, now matter how many false eyes something might have, at least one of them has to be real. It boils down to a question of bullets over time.
Gemini: Wheat does not grow with the expectation that it will become flour. Wheat grows because it is grass, and that is what grass does.
Cancer: Do not wish to be something you are not. For every cell in your body there are eight bacteria. Do not wish to be something you are not, for you already are.
Leo: Behold the field where I grow my fucks and see that it is well sewn and bountiful. I love you, and I care. Share in the harvest.
Virgo: A guilty conscious’s best friend is a god-awful long term memory.
Libra: All the rage and danger and bile within your tiny frame is still beautiful. A painting in one color has its own merits but just doesn’t hack it for most folks.
Scorpio: It may seem counter-intuitive, but you know you’re asking the right questions if all you get is more questions. A good strategy for scientific inquiry, and first dates.
Ophiuchus: Take only photos, leave only footprints. You are an excellent park ranger, but a terrible cat burglar.
Sagittarius: How easily a to-do list is shattered by seeing a cool bird outside your window.
Capricorn: Someone who ever-so-nobly suffers for you is just someone who likes being whipped looking for an excuse. What you actually owe them is up to you.
Aquarius: That which hurts must rest. Limits are not meant to be broken, but they are meant to be pushed.
Pisces: The true philosophical relationship between Form and Function is a homoerotic knife fight where we all win.
WAIT HOLD ON DID YOU WRITE CRIMINAL MINDS FANFIC ON AO3
Oh god
Oh god oh god oh god
They’re finally connecting the dots, I’ve been unmasked
Okay so I used to have a lot more people I actually knew on here so I kept my fanfic and tumblr very separate but I literally don’t care anymore (started adding my tumblr on my A03 like a month ago, but never promoted it on HERE) but I’ve lost all shame and my stuff actually seems to be doing well sooooo
*slides envelope over desk*
https://archiveofourown.org/works/26328850/chapters/64114810
I hope that if this is what you’re looking for, you’re not disappointed. Idk why the title didn’t correct, I promise I’m ~smart~
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I am that clumsy human, always loving, loving, loving. And loving. And never leaving.
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#100 (more) Angst/Argument Prompts
This has been highly requested recently and I had a bit of time whilst I was on holiday, so here we are! 100 more angst/argument prompts~ I’m sorry if it’s a little repetitive of the last one, I hope I didn’t recycle them- anyways, enjoy!
“Don’t touch me, you lost that privilege when you let him into our bed.”
“You just keep acting like everything’s fine! It’s not fine!”
“I hate you, I hate everything you stand for, every fibre of your being.”
“I don’t have the energy to yell at you, you’re not worth it anyway.”
“Show up here again and you won’t live to see the end of it.”
“You killed her! She was the only person I ever loved and you killed her!”
“There’s not a single reason I can think of for me to let you see her. You may be her father, but I’m her everything.”
“You broke me! You ruined everything we had and- for what?”
“I know you hate me, but you should hear yourself. You sound just like him, you sound just like your father.”
“Nothing you do will fix things, no amount of money will turn back time.”
“I wish you’d just leave me alone, I wish I’d never met you.”
“You really were the worst thing to ever happen to me. I mean that.”
“I wouldn’t hate myself as much as I do now if it weren’t for you.”
“Thank you for ruining my life, I know exactly the kind of person I don’t want to become now.”
“Don’t look at me like you’re sorry. You’re not sorry.”
“You’ll never love me like you loved her. I know that now.”
“Not now, not ever. You’ll never be the person I love.”
“I can’t believe I was ever stupid enough to think I knew you.”
“Yell at me, scream until your throat hurts, put a damn bullet in my chest, but you will not touch him.”
“I would rather die than be the person who climbs into bed with you at the end of the night.”
“You lied! You lied again and I fell for it!”
“Everytime you open your mouth I want to push you over the edge of a cliff and I mean that with all my heart.”
“Don’t pretend there’s more than years of pure hatred here.”
“We were never in love, we were simply caught up in a nightmare that felt like a dream.”
“You’ll never forgive me, I know that, but please just pretend you love me. Just until the kids are old enough.”
“Shoot me, I dare you, it’ll make you feel better.”
“And if I die, I swear, I’ll crawl out of my grave just to ruin your life.”
“I promised you a lifetime of misery, do you really think I’m done just yet?”
“You’ll end up dead if you keep that up and it won’t even be at my hands.”
“Hit me, hit me and see what happens to you.”
“Let’s just say that if I saw you bleeding out on my kitchen floor, I’d act like I hadn’t seen you.”
“It wasn’t an accident! It wasn’t and you know it!”
“It was assault, it was you.”
“There’s no one I can hire, no one I can call that will give you a torturous enough death.”
“You could’ve left! You could’ve run away with me!”
“Anything- anything- but this!”
“There’s nothing I can say to get you to fix what you did, there’s nothing I can do to understand why you did it.”
“You should’ve just killed me, I could’ve just been a nameless body in an abandoned cemetery. You could’ve just set me free.”
“He’s the only person left! He’s the only thing I’ve got, the last good thing in my life!”
“You can’t take her, please! I’ll do anything, I swear!”
“She was nothing to you, was she? Then prove it.”
“Don’t even look at me, everything about you is everything I tried so hard not to be.”
“You’re not someone I’ve ever understood, but I never thought I’d hate you as much as I do at this moment.”
“Wow, you’ve really outdone yourself, I want nothing more than to ruin your life.”
“Jump, I dare you, but will that really make you happy?”
“You sound just like the person I used to love, but you’re not him anymore, are you.”
“I asked for your help, I begged you for it, now do you understand?”
“Don’t romanticise death if you won’t follow through.”
“Hate is a pitiful emotion, but then again, you are a pitiful person.”
“What is stronger than love? Nothing? Then you will simply not win.”
“You could’ve defeated me, broken me, left me as a pile of flesh. What stopped you?”
“I never have been someone to take the moral high ground, blood and broken bones is much simpler, don’t you think?”
“She wasn’t your person to ruin.”
“I had it under control! I had a plan!”
“She’ll bleed out before nightfall and you think we should stay? Are you stupid?”
“Let’s hope he doesn’t remember your face when he wakes up, your eyes always were horribly distinctive.”
“You shouldn’t have come, I don’t want you here.”
“He doesn’t own me! He can’t keep controlling me anymore!”
“I refuse to keep being a pawn in your game, this has to end.”
“If I loved you, would I really have kept you around? Love is a weakness, I don’t have weaknesses.”
“I must admit, it would’ve been easier to get rid of you if you weren’t so beautiful.”
“Nothing will change if you stay here with me! Nothing will ever change!”
“It should’ve been an easy decision to make, but you’ve never made things easy, have you.”
“The worst part was that I saw it coming, I knew you’d hurt me, hurt us, but I still kept you around.”
“I can keep this up for longer than you can stick around for. Cut my hair, change my name, you’ll never find me.”
“What did you want in the beginning? What did you think would happen?”
“You’re not him! You’re not him and that’s the problem!”
“Hire a necromancer so I can tell her how much I hate her guts for leaving me like this.”
“There’s nothing you can do, this is it. This is how it goes.”
“You never let me go, that’s why you’re miserable.”
“I’m not the person at fault, I never was. It’s you, it was always you!”
“Just pretend we’re okay, just for tonight, just for show. I’ll be gone by sunrise.”
“So none of it was real? You didn’t mean any of it?”
“You’re the last person I want to talk to right now. We can’t just put things aside because I’m having a bad night.”
“People talk- people will always talk- and you never listened.”
“The last thing I want is for you to think I’m grateful for what you did back there.”
“I couldn’t think of a worse outcome, unless of course, you had some other way to ruin my day?”
“Seven billion people in the world and I got put in a room with you. Either I’m cursed or God likes playing house with us.”
“Have you ever thought that maybe you’re the problem? All these people keep leaving and you keep acting surprised.”
“You betrayed her! You betrayed her trust and look where it got us!”
“I should’ve stayed in San Francisco, I shouldn’t have ever met you.”
“Even after everything, you still won’t admit this was your doing. This was your fault. It always has been.”
“I can’t risk her getting hurt anymore, I can’t put her in danger just to keep you safe!”
“You’ve never been someone I looked up to, I just wished you’d at least acknowledge me.”
“This was never how I wanted things to go.”
“Living is so much harder than dying, are you sure you’re fit for living?”
“I wanted her heart, everything good and pure, but nothing in this world is ever what it seems.”
“You should’ve seen the look on his face- he’s going to destroy you.”
“She’s my daughter, can you really blame me for hating her when she’s just like me?”
“You never should’ve left, it never should’ve been an option.”
“Somehow, whatever you do seems to be the wrong thing. I’m sick of it.”
“Do you actually hate me or is it just the idea of having someone to despise that you enjoy?”
“Nothing you guessed about me was true, I’m nothing like anyone’s ever met before.”
“I’m not the person you thought I was, but neither were you.”
“How can you care for her? You’ve never met her, have you?”
“You’ll never meet again, life in death is like nothing you’ve ever seen.”
“I wish a lot of things, but most of all, I wish you didn’t hate me.”
“These days, I think about you, but you’re never the same person I created in my mind.”
“It could’ve been worse, we could’ve fallen in love.”
“At least I can forget him- he’s easy to forget- but her, I’ll never forget her for as long as I live. And it’s all your fault.”
more prompts for your feels
“ what am i supposed to do when i can’t even trust my own mind? ” “ i have to believe death is the end. because all that waits for me in the afterlife is a debt of sin i don’t think could ever be paid off. ” “ what do you see when you look into my eyes? ” “ it doesn’t always have to be you, you know? your shoulders aren’t the only ones that can bear the weight of the world. ” “ i don’t think hearts break. shattered things can only be broken once. but torn things can be mended again and again until it’s all scars and stitching. ” “ i can’t remember what it’s like to be truly wanted. ” “ every time you look at me i feel invisible. ” “ loneliness is a slow and cruel poison. ” “ i’m afraid that if i let you see every side of me, you should shrink back in fear or disgust. ” “ for once in your life, what is it that you want. ” “ i’ve been wrapped in my sorrow for so long, i’m afraid i’ll feel too cold without it. ” “ i just want to see you smile again. ” “ can’t you stop running for one second? ” “ i’ll be here. when you’re ready to talk. ” “ being strong doesn’t mean never asking for help or admitting you’re in pain. ” “ don’t shut me out. please. ” “ don’t look at me like that. ” “ the world isn’t made up of heroes and monsters. just broken people balancing between the two. ” “ i just wanted to do something good for once. ” “ why can’t you tell me what’s wrong? ” “ just trust me. please. ” “ why can’t you let me in? what are you so afraid of? ” “ you’re so worried about losing me/them you’re missing everything in front of you. ” “ i’m not leaving you. ” “ you’re not alone. i’m here. ” “ you see everyone so clearly except yourself. ” “ don’t you understand? i love you. and nothing you’ve done, no matter how much of a monster you think you are, is gonna change that. ” “ i find broken things interesting. maybe that’s why i like you so much. ” “ i want to be whatever it is you think i am. ” “ you see the good in everything. that’s why i like it when you look at me. ” “ i’ll still be here when you wake. ” “ i promise i’ll never hurt you again. ” “ as long as i have you, the rest doesn’t matter. ” “ what did they do to you? ” “ i’m not sure i should leave you alone. ” “ i won’t hate you. i know you think that’s what you deserve but it’s not. ” “ i want to love the parts of you that you hate. ” “ i’m scared of what you’re becoming. ” “ i’m sorry, i’m not what you think i am. ” “ you’ll always have a home with me. ” “ what happened to you? ” “ i thought i’d never see you again. ” “ you’re such a fucking coward. ” “ i envy anyone who has the privilege of being loved by you. ” “ you scared me. ” “ please, don’t ever give up on me. ” “ i’m not giving up on you. not ever. ” “ i know you love me. but it’s not the way i want to be loved. ”
MENTAL HEALTH DIALOGUE IDEAS
Today (October 10th) is World Mental Health Day so here are some things that a character can say to another character who is struggling with mental illness:
“you can talk to me about anything”
“I don’t understand but I believe you”
“I’ll stay with you as long as you need me to”
“take a deep breath”
“do you want me to give you advice or do you just want me to listen?”
“you don’t have to go through this alone”
“I’ll check on you again tomorrow”
“you’re not broken”
“let’s take a five minute break”
“I love you no matter what your brain tells you”
“I’m always here if you need anything”
“please don’t talk that way about yourself”
“let me know if you ever need a ride to therapy”
“don’t forget to take your medication”
“it’s okay to ask for help”
“I’ll go with you for moral support”
“I don’t know how to help you but I can help you find someone who does”
“do you want to talk about it or would you like a distraction?”
“you’re safe”
“there is always hope”
(NOTE: Please be respectful and considerate when including mental illnesses in your writing. If you or anyone you know is struggling with mental illness, don’t be afraid to ask for help.)
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Fun meta asks for writers
Tell us about your current project(s) – what’s it about, how’s progress, what do you love most about it?
Tell us about what you’re most looking forward to writing – in your current project, or a future project
What is that one scene that you’ve always wanted to write but can’t be arsed to write all of the set-up and context it would need? (consider this permission to write it and/or share it anyway)
Share a sentence or paragraph from your writing that you’re really proud of (explain why, if you like)
What character that you’re writing do you most identify with?
What character do you have the most fun writing?
What do you think are the characteristics of your personal writing style? Would others agree?
Is what you like to write the same as what you like to read?
Are you more of a drabble or a longfic kind of writer? Pantser or plotter? Do you wish you were the other?
How would you describe your writing process?
What do you envy in other writers?
Do you want your writing to be famous?
Do you share your writing online? (Drop a link!) Do you have projects you’ve kept just for yourself?
At what point in writing do you come up with a title?
Which is harder: titles or summaries (or tags)?
Tried anything new with your writing lately? (style, POV, genre, fandom?)
Do you think readers perceive your work - or you - differently to you? What do you think would surprise your readers about your writing or your motivations?
Do any of your stories have alternative versions? (plotlines that you abandoned, AUs of your own work, different characterisations?) Tell us about them.
Is there something you always find yourself repeating in your writing? (favourite verb, something you describe ‘too often’, trope you can’t get enough of?)
Tell us the meta about your writing that you really want to ramble to people about (symbolism you’ve included, character or relationship development that you love, hidden references, callbacks or clues for future scenes?)
What other medium do you think your story would work well as? (film, webcomic, animated series?)
Do you reread your old works? How do you feel about them?
What’s the story idea you’ve had in your head for the longest?
Would you say your writing has changed over time?
What part of writing is the most fun?