thoughts

pestilence. depravity. corruptness. melancholy. hideousness. gloom. inky blackness.

[whiskeygenie]

[sunflowersandhappycolours-deact]

[wondie-deactivated20180817]

don’t

ever

fucking

tell

people

to

kill

themselves

[greelin]

it probably seems like i cry over stupid shit but tbh i usually end up crying because i’ve stored up all of my upset feelings from multiple things rather than express them and then the littlest thing sets me off like spilling my drink may not be that big of a deal but when i’ve stored up that many negative emotions it feels like i busted a hole in the hoover dam

[kissmeok]

[punksntdead]

sometimes, crying is the only way our eyes can speak when our mouth cant explain how broken our heart really is.

[soulspeakingforbiddenlove-blog]

The pain from your kiss, left my soul craving for more of your danger - Elizabeth J.

(via soulspeakingforbiddenlove)

[mindfulpoems]

[just-too-tired-to-fight]

[still-swingin]

[kingkamille3]

[sonandheirofnothinginparticular]

[inky-blackness]

my year 2014

2014 was the worst and best year I had I guess. It began with the end of a manipulative and abusive relationship, followed by pain and heartache and death, continued with stalking and blackmailing and blaming myself. I shut my heart deep up in a box and graduated successfully from school, then began to think about everything. I short-termed worked as volunteer, then did casual jobs, thinking about what I could do with my life in the future. I came to terms with.. well, everything, then took a break from everyday life and months later I found salvation. 2014 ended with apologizing to a former best friend after I totally messed up our friendship and I became a better version of my former self. No more lying, ignorance and arrogance. Confess my mistakes and learn, apologize to people I hurt in the past. Care for others. I found the solution to all my problems in myself and I’m proud to be alive after all the bullshit I went through. This is me and I'm exactely where I’m supposed to be now. When I look into a mirror I see a girl who has a bright future and is ready to live. I’m thankful for my friends and family who supported me more than I could ever imagine before. Without you I wouldn’t be the person I see in the mirror this day and age. Happy new year!

[runningawaywithsecrets-blog]

[plutoismyplanet]

[sexisntlove]

[refracti0n]