I am InsanityGod: I feel like a ghost in my own life and my own brain makes me go insane
I am the god of chaos and insanity

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I am InsanityGod: I feel like a ghost in my own life and my own brain makes me go insane
I am the god of chaos and insanity
OK this is a poem I wrote, but if you're not ready for raw honesty, scroll away now
This is called 'My Soul is Dying'
My soul feels like it's died
Like there's no room to provide
Anything that makes my sour soul
Pump with excitement at the way I don't feel so cold
Part of me wishes I never got attached
Because it would be easier if I didn't get attacked
Just for being myself by everyone around me
My soul tries to scream
But everyone's mean
And I don't think I can do this anymore
I used to try to make others happy, into their soul I'd pour
My heart beats faster at the thoughts
And I feel a book no one ever bought
My mind starts to unwind
I lose track of time
Is anyone there to hear my screams?
Isn't there anyone in the world who isn't mean?
My soul cries out at the rushes of pain
My bitter soul doesn't want to do this again
My eyes fell hollow and suck the life out of me
I'm trying so hard, why can't you see
That I'm trying my best to stay afloat
Around everyone who likes to sink me like a broken boat
Does anyone actually care about me?
It's so very sad because they don't see
My mind, soul and wary eyes
Part of me wishes that I could just die
It's hard to struggle when you don't have anyone there
When I was a kid, I was so scared
That everyone would leave me but now I don't care
I'm used to it now, even when it strips my heart bare
I'm so tired of always being the nice one
I claw desperately for anything good that they bring to me like I matter to someone
But I trudge through the seconds that kill me inside
Barely breathing, barely alive
You should've seen all the tears that I've cried
Nobody listened, nobody pried
About the life I live because they don't care
I feel like I'm constantly gasping for air
Someone save me from this broken world
And into my body I curled
To try to comfort myself as I lay in a ball
This world always leave me feeling so small
I don't know if i can do this anymore
What’s your number 1 take away from 2025? Mine is clearly this: We’re not going anywhere.
HEY TUMBLR WHAT’S WITH THIS HMMM
FUCK YOU I’M REBLOGGING THIS
This is a serious post of vourse
But I cannot help kt
Rebecca sugar sounds like the name of Rebecca Black’s good twin
I just really want to die
A friend of mine from around here who is Very Christian and has never had a Jewish friend before was asking me some stuff about antisemitism today, and it made me realize that the ways people talk about various types of bigotry and racism are so designed to stump people about the nature and purpose of systems of oppression. "Why do people hate the jews so much?" is such a common refrain and while there have been many books and articles written pulling apart all the important contextual and historical things that can help people understand antisemitism SPECIFICALLY, what I ended up saying to my friend was this:
"Something to understand about antisemitism is it isnt just ideological. The expulsion of jews from various countries was very often a method of "legally" seizing their wealth when the church needed money. It has been historically an incredibly convenient source of both a group of people to blame and also an easy way to just... Be able to steal from people, lmao. It has served very concrete material purposes for churches and governments throughout history. Sometimes you have to approach asking those questions from a different angle because it often isnt about the hatred so much as it is about ... Redirecting energy and attention, right, like upholding structures that benefit those in power. The hatred is convenient because it allows those in power to take actions that would not be tolerated if the group in question were not considered to be Exceptional in their inhumanity. Like the undocumented immigrants now, asking "why do they hate the immigrants so much" isnt always a productive avenue of thought because the hatred is usually just... Useful. Rather it is more helpful to ask "Who does it benefit for these people to be treated this way" -> "what do they need to make the general public believe about that group of people in order to justify this treatment". I think sometimes we are made to think hatred of jews is special and rooted in something different than other hatred... It's not. I mean all types of racism etc are unique. But it very much is about justifying actions that benefit a ruling class in all instances, imo."
And she like totally got it!!! She was like "OH I NEVER THOUGHT ABOUT IT LIKE THAT BUT THAT MAKES SO MUCH SENSE THANK YOU" I am very proud of myself lol :')
"Who does it benefit for these people to be treated this way"
i should only be charged a symbolic amount of 10 cents for my groceries because i have kind eyes and my intentions are pure
"A Prince, whose character is thus marked by every act which may define a Tyrant, is unfit to be the ruler of a free people."
—The Declaration of Independence
The Phantom of the Opera is a guy in a mask who pretends to be a supernatural creature to harass his opera house into giving him ransom money, causing disasters when they don’t pay him.
Clearly, they should have hired these guys to stop him:
no no, you need these ones:
(by Lauren Illustrated)
I wish they could invent a medical device that temporarily transfers your symptoms and pain to the doctor treating you and it worked like a shock collar. “I think light exercise would-.” and then bam they’re rolling around the floor clutching their stomach in agony and dry heaving.
HELL YEHAHHH
WOOO FUCK YOU TRANSPHOBES
I go to work, no one knows I'm schizophrenic.
I make prosthetic feet, none of the costumers know the person who made their prosthetic is schizophrenic.
I go to the grocery store, none of the fellow shoppers or cashiers know I'm schizophrenic.
I take the bus, no one knows I'm schizophrenic.
I go to concerts, no one knows I'm schizophrenic.
I sing karaoke at bars, no one knows I'm schizophrenic.
I pass my neighbors in the stairway, no one knows I'm schizophrenic.
I walk in the park, none of the owners of the dogs I pet know I'm schizophrenic.
Sure, these people may notice that I seem anxious, odd, maybe spaced out at times, but they don't know I'm schizophrenic.
So you don't know that if the strangers around you are schizophrenic either. We are ~0.3-1% of the population. We are everywhere. We are your coworkers, your classmates, your neighbors, the people at the grocery store or on the bus, the people singing at the bars and concerts, the people in your friend group or family. We are part of your community, part of society, part of your life. You wouldn't know unless we told you, and we often don't because of the unfair stigma against us.
Just please consider that we may be close by the next time you choose to make fun of us, or demonize us, or erase us.
And yes, we are also the people speaking to someone that isn't there on the side of the road, or living in a long term psychiatric facility, or locked up in prison, but we are all still part of your community, part of society and part of your life and deserve the same respect that any other human deserves.
Just because you don't care about us, doesn't mean we aren't there.
The book is 1984, which is neither. It's anti-authoritarian, which tells you a lot.
Ya know, sometimes I wish the joke *didn’t* write itself.
SF Bookstore The Booksmith Commits to Stop Stocking JK Rowling's Books
trans book lovers + accomplices! go support The Booksmith, an indie bookstore in san francisco, that recently decided to stop stocking jk rowling's books in solidarity with trans people. their statement (beneath which, at the link, is a list of alternative wizard books) is as follows:
In May of 2025, author JK Rowling publicly committed to using her private wealth from the Harry Potter series to develop the "JK Rowling Women's Fund," an organization dedicated to removing transgender rights "in the workplace, in public life, and in protected female spaces." With this announcement, we've decided to stop carrying her books. We don't know exactly what her her "women's fund" will entail, but we know that we aren't going to be a part of it. As a group of queer booksellers, we also had our adolescence shaped by wizards and elves. Look at us, it's obvious. If you or someone you love wants to dive into the world of Harry Potter, we suggest doing so by buying used copies of these books. Or, even better, please find below a list of bookseller-curated suggestions for books we genuinely love that also might fit the HP brief for you and yours. Many are series; some are standalone. Books for the younger folks are listed first, switching to teen/YA about halfway through (the book Wise Child is the first in the YA section). Questions? Concerns? orders at booksmith dot com. Happy reading, solidarity forever.
visit + order from them if you can, share either way!
i swear to god if one more stupid fandom ruins a beautiful text post i am calling the police
I am obligated to reblog this again, because it is now Superwholock, and therefore perfection.
people need to remember that every tumblr post in 2012 was like this
Guys I think I know how a plasma gun works now