Inside Her Head

Anonymous Outlet ••Possible TW••

[thoughtkick]

“Someone can be madly in love with you and still not be ready. They can love you in a way you have never been loved and still not join you on the bridge. And whatever their reasons you must leave. Because you never ever have to inspire anyone to meet you on the bridge. You never ever have to convince someone to do the work to be ready. There is more extraordinary love, more love that you have never seen, out here in this wide and wild universe. And there is the love that will be ready.”

— Nayyirah Waheed

[guitarplayermrs]

[guitarplayermrs]

[brokenobstacless]

I'm sorry, I just didn't think you could hurt me that much.

[av0id-reality]

did you hold me knowing you were going to let me go?

[av0id-reality]

[sa-dnesss]

“I feel like I am so far behind in life that I will never catch up. Everyone is doing so many things with their lives. I am just here. Frozen. I have been a ghost for years. I wonder if that is all I will ever be.”

—

[the-suicide-effect]

"I feel the worst when I'm alone because that's when the monsters in my head say 'hello' "

[zarathustra-would-be-proud]

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

Nobody ever talks about how selfless it is to choose, over and over again, to not commit suicide. Nobody ever acknowledges the tremendous sacrifice suicidal people make every time we choose not to kill ourselves. When a person who is suffering so horribly that death seems like their best option decides not to take their one way out, and to instead remain in hell, day after day, month after month, year after year, because they don’t want to hurt the people they love, they are doing something extraordinary. Not killing yourself when it’s all you want to do is the purest act of love I can imagine. Dying for someone is easy - you don’t have to deal with any of the consequences, you have your moment of nobility and then it’s all over. But living for someone, when the simple fact of consciousness is literal torture for you? Every single suicidal person who ever made a choice to not kill themselves in a moment of misery is a goddamn hero in my eyes. Wanting to die and still surviving is an act of titanic courage and self-sacrifice. We deserve more credit for it.

[abnormall]

[guitarplayermrs]

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

Note to self

[sad-empty-lost]

You know you’re fucked when……..you’ve accepted that your life will end by suicide, and you’re okay with it.

That is where I am right now.

[guitarplayermrs]

[inside-her-head]

Sometimes I sit and think about how I’m seriously on the life path to marry my best friend right now. My middle school crush. My high school bestie. We’re building a home to build a family inside of. It just feels magical.

[inside-her-head]

Birds aren’t real