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Here lies a wanderer with big hopes and dreams, I am a paradox; personal blog - Welcome to my everyday musings. Through Him I am saved. Matthew 19:26 est 2015

[insipidlyconsciousmind]

Before, I write what I feel..

when Im Happy, sad, lonely,

the excitements

some were stories, fictions

but now I feel like nothing

I can’t write anything

Now, I can only write nothing.

It saddens me to realize that it was once my passion and now it’s just a memory,

gone..

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Hello :)

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It has been days of frustrations and shattered buildings of heightened hopes and dreams but here we are, we're able to survive this roller coaster never ending horror train of journies in our junior year. We're able to surpass those failures and learnt something from it which made us who we are now. Forever and always be grateful to the Man above for making all of these possible. Can't wait for my next journey!!!! ---- .💕

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Sometimes, things will never be the same no matter how hard you try to get it back. It's been your choice from the start to decide where passage you would take and not theirs. So you do not have any right to provoke everything for your own good unless it has been stated from the very beginning. Moreover, the less you would chase the better the outcome may be.

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God is within me, was, is, will, always.

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God is more interested in what you’re becoming than in what’s happening to you. He often allows trials, troubles, tribulations, and problems in your life to teach you diligence, determination, and character. The problem you’re going through right now? It’s a test of your faithfulness. Will you continue to serve God even when life is tough? 

[insipidlyconsciousmind]

When you think of

writing something, write.

When you think thoughts are trembling

inside your mind, write.

When your demons battling

and suffocates you, write.

When you no longer can

express your entity, write.

Write as if no one is

reading your story

Write for you to show off yourself

that finally, youve came out in your nutshell

And not for them to please you

It's okay to be grammatically incorrect at first

It's okay for you to be a

phraseology kind of a person

It's okay to have

your own definitions

It's okay to use

your own fashion of writing

Have your own spacings, indentions, paragraphs, fonts or whatever it may be

Don't be anxious

Worried

Or terrified

It's okay

Let it embrace you, your fears

And let it strengthen you

Proofreading will just come right after

Writing is a way of escapism

Remember

Your words are your power

And no one can ever steal that or take that away from you.

[insipidlyconsciousmind]

"I know I'm not gorgeous, beautiful or an aesthetically outward person. And I'm not close to being called one. I know society nowadays treat people differently according to their caste and appearance. But a flash in my mind asking, do these really matter? Is being called gorgeous, beautiful, aesthetic or whatever synonymous matter would affect me as a person? No. I believe that for as long as I am true to myself and that I dont step people's lives, I'm good. Just... always be kind and honest."

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This entry is to the one who sent his prayer request via Tumblr ask, anonymously. This is to Paul. Im glad nagsend ka. It's nice of you offering a prayer for someone despite of what you've been feeling for a while. I dont know what you and her are going through right now, but I know that you can surpass everything because God loves you. Always remember that. I hope that whatever burden you have right now, you will seek Him in your heart and pray. That you will not lose hope and may The Light will guide you through and handles the path you are taking. Just trust Him, He will lead the way. Prayer is the most powerful weapon you will ever have - being alive in this earth and eternally. I just hope that you and the girl you still love will find the real happiness and peace and that is to walk with Him and seek Him in your hearts. :) God bless you. :)

(Sorry mejo late na ang reply due to our schoolworks and also it's currently our midterm week hehe)

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I'd rather be lost in a labyrinth if it means to crucible myself in finding you.

[christ-our-glory]

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That's why being a follower and a disciple of God is not as easy as just stepping your feet on the ground and follow everyone where they wanted to go. A sacrifice and commitment.

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Father God, I thank you for giving me the strength and wisdom to do great things even before this year started. I am in awe that even I don't deserve Your grace, You never fail to ease everything and amaze me with great things with Your power endowed in me. I pray that whatever circumstances and darkness that will block my way, I know that You are my light and to shield everything that's coming my way. And this road will lead me to You...

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“My heart was saying, “Lord, take away this longing, or give me that for which I long.” The Lord was answering, “I must teach you to long for something better.” -Elisabeth Elliot

friends, as we enter into this new year may we both be challenged and comforted by this truth - Jesus. is. better.

[wnq-writers]

You know you’ve grown when you forgive without an apology, are kind without a reason, and love even those who don’t entirely deserve you.

i-always-miss-you (via wnq-writers)

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I am genuinely happy knowing that I get to help people not just because I want to but because of Him. Just this early in the morning I've received a text message coming from a close friend and another prayer has been granted! Glory be to God! Do not doubt and have faith in Him.

I know that whatever I am doing right now is not for my sake and consciousness but because of His will and His Purpose in my life. I am beyond grateful that gradually I'm becoming one of His instruments to serve and change. For I am served to serve and changed to change.

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Hello, please pray for me. I really need a miracle right now. I'm stuck and paralyzed. I'm filled with so much fears, worries, and doubts. Please pray that I can conquer my thesis and thesis adviser, to finally graduate this semester so we can finally take a step out of poverty. Also to win the battle inside my head and conquer my anxiety attacks and suicidal thoughts. And finally, to be more faithful this year and, hear God, and realize what God's purpose for me is. 1/2 by rae

Hello Rae :) thank you for sending. Ive also read the 2nd part. This is greatly appreciated. Please always know that God loves you no matter what. He will cast out all your anxiety and fears. He wants you to seek Him and please do not be ashamed, He is a loving and forgiving Father. I hope I can talk to you off anon. :)

But here, Romans 8:18 “For I reckon that the sufferings of this present are not worthy to be compared with the glory which shall be revealed in us.” God bless you always, rae.