˗ˏˋ ಄ ⋆ ꒰.𝐕𝐚𝐥𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐞ᐟ ꒱.ೃ࿔ @intensesunshine - Tumblr Blog

Feel like i hve to beg everyone for attention

i feel like people cheering for ariana and defending saying that she is fine aren't actually her well wishers. sure, its her body and to be a nice netizen we are often expect to not say anything. but it's just concerning as a human..so maybe yeah i openly disagree with anyone who thinks that being that weight is healthy and beyond that we shouldn't discuss it. because this popstar here is one we grew up listening to, girls love her. and her touring like that, makes me feel so sad. while i agree commenting on it won't help her either, but turning a blind eye will literally be "normalizing" being unhealthy. and also bc i've been that teenager who looked up on dainty girls on internet and hoped she could be as small as them. to my eighteen year old, it doesn't matter what others do or how much they weigh. but being 13? 14? 15? ...17? u start to use them as ideal??? im so sure about this, that somewhere some girl right now, who might be secretly struggling with an eating disorder feels so VALIDATED that she's doing okay and maybe this is right bc the culture supports so? no i DONT say that you should pick on celebs. in fact, its actually a compliment when you're in a disordered state when u get told you look thin, bc thats what is the goal...maybe it just pisses me off how there's nothing we can do, but even weird is cheering on them. it's not body "positivity" by any means. we've had so much celebs we lost bc people around them or their team pushed them too much without addressing the right thing. these celebs themselves are businesses, often they're treated less like a human. :(

My insatiable beast

You ask me,

To take a picture.

Yes.

I will

I'll objectify my body,

for your pleasure.

Your satisfaction,

at the cost of my pain.

I feed your insatiable mouth,

With my love.

You eat, and you eat,