it hurt all 3 of my feelings

cody. 18. he/him. don't follow if you're neurotypical. byf / about / tags

[dissociating-boy-blog]

hi i'm sorry i haven't been here in a long time, i just remembered this account and thought i'd stop by for a sec. life's really busy, i started college this fall so my days are spent going there, trying to have an okay social life while also actively trying to recover from my eating disorder, anxiety and depression and going to therapy. (and generally just trying to cope)

i have read all the asks and messages i've gotten while i was gone, and i really appreciate you all, but i don't have the energy to reply to everything (especially because the asks don't have time stamps so i don't know how long it's been). just know that i've seen you all, thank you for sending me kind words and good thoughts.

but to conclude, i don't see myself coming back to this blog. it really helped me cope, get my thoughts out when i was at one of my worst points, and get a sense of community in knowing i'm far from being alone with my feelings. i appreciate you all so much, thank you. i really wish you the best in life.

xx

c 💖

[rubyetc]

I found these gifs I made a while back for a site that’s not running anymore, so I thought I’d post them here. It’s a description of psychiatric symptoms and states of mind using a pink box and some other stuff. 

[irlkent]

coma baby // nicole dollanganger

[the-memedaddy]

[snorlaxatives]

i know i’m consistently shocked by the totally normal progression of time but i genuinely can’t believe it’s already 2018 i feel like 2014 was like six minutes ago… but also at the same time 2017 felt like it lasted 45 years so??? not sure what’s going on anymore 

[avpdkaneki]

[vore-goblin]

avpdkaneki:

dissociation bingo

[tendernessandhysteria]

No offense but I’m really uncomfortable in my body and I want to rip my skin off

[swqadie]

Every one: You have to make time for yourself! me: *stays up until 1 am every night crying* Me time 😍💆

[serotnin]

trying to do anything while dissociating

[picsthatmakeyougohmm]

[rottenfaery-deactivated20190708]

“Just trust your gut”

Pal I have anxiety, my gut is literally always telling me to abort mission

[dissociating-boy-blog]

i rolled up the blinds over the window so i get some light in, & it's also raining hard against the glass so i'm extremely content tbh despite lowkey still wanting to die

[dissociating-boy-blog]

Doctor: so what is your pain on a scale of 1-10

me: living with a debilitating chronic pain disorder has made it so that i am unable to quantify pain at the magnitude common people feel and thus I have no idea how to answer that

Doctor: ..............so, is that a 6?

[dyspho]

Guys please remember: recovery is always an option.

[toasthag]

not to be dramatic™️ but I literally don’t know who I am

[dissociating-boy-blog]

my two tasks for today is 1) get out of bed, and 2) take a shower, but both of those seems impossible at the moment

[cromslor]

the stages of bpd are

1) panic 2) anger 3) crying and shoving reeses peanut butter eggs into your mouth while you delete all your social media apps in order to isolate yourself