There are millions of terms one could use to describe themselves. I have swayed myself profusely to this blog as: A blogger by day and an indissoluble love goddess by night, (sounds faltering) everything I experienced is another desiring post waiting to be written. I live for talking but I also crave thoughts; I care too much, and love deeply. Perhaps I was a teacher in my past life, or a fortune teller, either way providing insight brings peace of mind in mine. “Mind your P’s & Q’s”. That what mom always says. And although I do, I somehow end up completely misunderstood by many. The only way I feel I could be completely figured out is by dotting down my thoughts, and because I do, I am looked upon by friends as the one who always has to make sense of their relationships, the bigger sister, the mediator, the most trusted confidant. I have learned a lot about relationships throughout the years. Trust me I am nowhere near being an expert, yet they have dubbed me, a person who holds a Bachelor fairy-tale diploma in the Arts of Psychology, who emphasizes in Relationship Coaching. Through my past relationships, I have mastered this technique without ever going to school for it. I have blogged for forever and one day it dawned on me, that I should write about relationship, and love. It's the only thing I'm mostly interested in, that and I also dabbled on the things no one ever dares to say out loud, the things that make us go hungry at night and lose sight of the person inside. The things that make us thirsty and the only thing that will make us sane again, so after having a serious case of sweaty sex, a dream about winning best author of the century; I Need This In My Life was born. The end. *these are my past experiences and yours in written form. Enjoy.
Slowly setting fire to the parts of us, we left untouched.
Hammocks; October 9, 2012. There is it, lighting, striking me awake and breaking the silence between us. Slowly setting fire to the parts of us, we left untouched. You’re familiar with the phrase, “The calm before the storm”? Well, it’s not BS. For the last four months things had been great. I was marching at the beat of my own drum without a thought of you in sight. I felt confident again,…
How do you walk away when the rain looks this beautiful from the inside? July 21, 2012 After an argument; one of millions, I walked around my neighborhood wondering how I got to this place again so quickly.
I had honestly forgotten what going out with a man felt like. Doors opened, a jacket over your cold shoulders, being told how great you looked because you laughed at something funny.
Miami Beach; May 11, 2012 Here it is, the moment of truth, the point of no return. After a year of being mentally stuck, I finally saw options! This was one of my favorite moments, and I will tell you why. Instead of staying home and filling my head with,”What if’s”, I got dressed in one of the best outfits one could possibly put together for spring, and went on a date with a man who had become…
Half way, I realized that I had to make a choice... Miami., March 1, 2012. Half way, I realized that I had to make a choice, continue climbing these never ending stairs or take the elevator up.
Feb 7, 2011., Studio City. It was here during my trip to LA, that I realized just how much I loved capturing what I saw. Moments move me, and they move me to becoming a better person. All I had was my Blackberry, and time. I should have been in school, and accomplishing my goals, but all I wanted to do was this. I wanted to take the folds off and see life. I wanted to know what it was like not…
Joe’s at key Biscayne Jan 10, 2009 Here in this picture stands the woman I loved, who back then was anticipating her 1 year anniversary to a man that would 2 years from then throw in the towel.
