Iodine Waves

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you need me to keep you alive w/out your hate you could not survive

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Today is 60 days.

60 days sober.  Hard to believe.  I am pretty much ignoring the situation which puts me on a slippery slope.

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This isn't meant to last. This is for right now.

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perfect little dream the kind that hurts the most forgot how it feels well almost no one to blame always the same open my eyes wake up in flames it took you to make me see the light smashed up my sanity smashed up my integrity smashed up what i believed in smashed up what's left of me smashed up my everything smashed up all that was true gonna smash myself to pieces i don't know what else to do covered in hope and vaseline still cannot fix this broken machine watching the hole it used to be mine just watching it burn in my steady systematic decline of the trust i will betray give it to me i throw it away after everything i've done i hate myself for what i've become i tried i gave up throw it away

Trent Reznor

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30 Days

Made it 30 days! Still haven't been to any meetings. Thought about going today so I could get a 30 day chip. I was never one to open up in meetings. I think I will give it a shot again. Maybe make an effort to go once a week. Things are going really good right now. Better than they have in a long time. I'm still not making any promises. Just taking it one moment at a time.

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A little mix that's going viral around the NINternets. Head Like a Hole vs. Call Me Maybe.  Horrible, funny and goddamn catchy!

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Really liking this band I discovered on sound cloud.  I have been looking for something like this for a while now.  Love the synths.  Great musician.

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I believe in Ancient Aliens.

Do you?

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After a battle lasting many ages, The Devil won, And said to God (who had been his Maker): Lord, We are about to witness the unmaking of Creation By my hand. I would not wish you to think me cruel, So I beg you, take three things From this world before I destroy it. Three things, and then the rest will be wiped away.’ God thought for a little time. And at last He said: No, there is nothing.’ The Devil was surprised. Not even you, Lord?’ he said. And God said: No. Not even me.

Clive Barker

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Day 21 Made it another day despite this feeling of Alcohol wanting to get in.

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Today is 20 days

20 days without a drink. It is weird. Been a long time since I've gone this long. I'm not making any promises. I'm just taking it a moment at a time.

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Music has been a sort of personal therapy. It's got me out of tough times. It has been the friend that I needed when I didn't have a friend there.

-Trent Reznor

[astrotastic]

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know-knowledge:

The Universe is inside us.

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Nine Inch Nails - Head Down (Beautiful Nightmare Remix)

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Tool - Parabol/Parabola

Great music video.

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From How to Destroy Angels' self-titled debut EP.

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Drowning people often believe if they grab hold of someone else they can be saved, but it just makes you both sink faster.

Clementine von Radics