Bitch, Fight My Boyfriend.

Eleanor, 17, MtF Trans. I love cuddles. Only original content.

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What if musicals are just a universe where everyone knows every dance move and song, and when someone expresses their feelings they sing and dance and eveyone around helps out?

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Dream

I died in a dream last night and was disappointed that I woke up perfectly fine.

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I can't read anything about positive transitions without wanting to immediately jump out of the nearest window. Help.

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reblog if ur trans girl

I’ma follow you if you’re okay w/ that

(if I’m already following you I guess just reblog so others can see it)

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Amy says: I’m all up for following a few more girls. The community feeling is nice.

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I mean, I’m a trans girl, so I guess.

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wow this is almost like 2000 notes, i could not have thought it would ever get this big

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Could always use more friends ♡

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I’d certainly like some new friends!

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Homework

*Sitting at table doing homework, headphones on but no music* *Hears a thing from another room. Realizes there is something wrong.* *presses play on death metal playlist.* *Resumes homework.*

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Waiting at the Gym

So my personal trainer is a tall, bald dude with a beard, and I just thought to myself “I need a bald guy with a beard” and I look left. Lo and behold there is a DIFFERENT tall bald guy with a beard eating at a table near me. Mother of god.

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I'm not okay. But it's okay. I'll take the blame.

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#1

Afraid. My eyes show the wrongs. My heart feels an ache. Where is this from? Why can't I be happy? My skin crawls My chest flutters Not from infatuation From hate. Fear. Pure rage. I can't reach the top shelf. But that's where I left it. I lost the key. The lock stays shut. I'm sorry. I can't fix you. Not when I'm tearing at the seams.

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"Speak from your heart, and expect to be hurt. Speak from someone else's and expect to hurt others."-Anonymous

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Mom

Why should I have to prove my gender? Why can’t you take my word for it? No. I don’t act very femme. I also look like I won’t ever be able to pass, so there’s that. If I start acting all twinky, I won’t have the self-esteem to continue. That’s the house I live in. Every day I’m asked something generally meaning “do you not feel like a girl anymore? When will you stop lying?” I’ve tried acting femme, and I got insulted because of it. I got berated for acting like a girl, but when I don’t? “You don’t act like a girl, so you’re not.” I have to deal with the only person who doesn’t support me, saying she supports me, and having to not scream whenever she says she isn’t controlling and that she doesn’t try to make me into someone I’m not. Look how that turned out! I’m unhappy, dysphoria gets worse every time she talks to me, given she usually compliments my masculine features. I'm done.

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I want to die mid backflip

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Pronouns

I feel like they/them pronouns aren't entirely respectful toward N/B people considering those are for someone of indeterminate gender and/or a group of people.

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But like wtf

That moment when your mom claims to be the supportive parent, your dad believes you and respects you without question and a week later your mom says she never has and never will believe you.

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My hidden peace

Open your heart O fair king

I wish upon thee well For I hate none

I fear the dark of night And the light of day

May I not hide what shames me? If my heart would hope to live

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Why do you get to determine my gender?

"Because you're lying." -My mom

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Captain Marvel, the DC hero makes me so sad, because he's just a six year-old kid. I just watched an episode of Young Justice where the team tricked him so they could go on an adventure, and at the end of the episode he comes inside and ask if they're coming out to play.

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"I wish I didn't waste my time. I wish you didn't change my mind."