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[irmakbmhsp]

i feel like im the only who cared AND cares about lea i miss her sm

[irmakbmhsp]

ALSO lea and quinn should've dated each other (i THOUGHT they were lovers but then roque came in)

[irmakbmhsp]

i feel like im the only who cared AND cares about lea i miss her sm

[irmakbmhsp]

i want to smell darrow's armpits

[reaper-of-phobos]

it's been a long day. pass the roque au fabii maid dress.

[coralkitt]

how do i Love her

dont repost my stuff plz

[reaper-of-phobos]

i already know how this is gonna sound coming from me, ok, you dont have to tell me. I know. I'm aware.

but there's an odd lack of roque mentions so far in darrow's pov even when bringing him up would be relevant. like when darrow has the section where he's thinking about his dead friends and loved ones, roque (and tactus tbf) are notably absent from the lineup. lb is (borderline) nostalgia baiting to rr at times (because cassius and darrow are hanging out again i get it) but The Other Guy Who Was Also There During That Time never gets brought up, even though darrow and cassius's reconnection in ms only came about while they were mourning roque. even quicksilver's short contrast between darrow's actions post-defeat and roque's suicide doesnt get a follow up thought or reaction from darrow at all. even though that comparison would be an interesting thought to follow (esp to call back to darrow's previous lowest point in defeat: The Box, where he does literally say "roque you were right" when he decides to accept death then). but that would more require us actually seeing darrow at his lowest point in lb instead of skipping past it but whatever.

and like I know it's been over a decade in universe and there's bigger priorities in the plot right now, but the roque situation was a pretty significant thing that happened to darrow in the og trilogy. and other than like two mentions in ig he does not think about roque at all. its odd.

[reaper-of-phobos]

40 minute roque doodle save me,,,,,,,

[darrowfortnite]

When that futile devices come on and you remember cassius is never coming back so you just have to fucking kill yourself

[darrowfortnite]

CASSIUS😭😭😭 BELLONA😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

[gabeofcrows]

im so obsessed with the idea that kaz just reads everything for wylan, but in such a natural way that everyone forgets that it's because wylan can't read, and kaz kind of forgets that everyone else can read

kaz bringing in the newspaper saying 'look at this', slamming the paper down on the table for for everyone to see and announces the headline 'pekka rollins shits himself in the harbour'. it's just instinctual to read it out, even though everyone else at the table can read what it says

kaz going to restaurants with the crows and handing wylan a menu saying 'they've got that herb chicken you like'. then he scans it again and points to a couple of things that he also knows wylan likes, and it's so causal and conversational and wylan doesn't feel scrutinised, or as though he's being looked after

(kaz also starts point out things the others like before remembering that they can read the menu and then just stops talking)

kaz and wylan going to coffee shops and kaz goes 'what do you think you're gonna get' before they get there so that wylan doesn't panic inside the shop. and he doesn't leave room for wyan to ask him to read things out, because kaz knows he hates doing that. so they go and kaz just says 'you want syrup in your coffee? they've got vanilla, caramel, or hazelnut'

and it's just so easy and instinctual. it makes wylan feel normal, because being read to isnt a big part of what's going on. kaz just manages to easily slip it into conversation without thinking, as though he does it with everyone

(now imagine wylan isn't there and kaz begrudgingly gets waffles with another member of the dregs (he's getting soft) and immediately goes 'what sort of syrup do you like? because they've got apple, strawberry or chocolate, but it does say you can get a mix' and the dreg is like 'i know? the menu is right in front of me?' and kaz just kind of realises that he doesn't even think about doing it anymore)

(also imagine him getting a letter and some of the higher ranked dregs need to know about it, and instead of just giving them it to read, kaz starts just reading it out, and all of the other dregs are like 'isn't it easier is we just read it ourselves?' and kaz just pauses and wonders when he actually started hanging out with wylan so much that he's the only person he knows how to talk to)

[irmakbmhsp]

i miss her when i close the book... my new gf 🫦🫦 (havent finished it yet and if she dies ill kms)

[cryptidstealingyourcreditcard]

matthias helvar’s character arc is actually so fucking beautiful because he actively chooses to change his viewpoint of the world. he instinctually thinks something bad, and then stops and reminds himself to give it a second thought. he sees in hindsight how his old life was poisoning him. he wants to help others who had been in his position, even if they can’t see the poison on their own yet.

[parabins]

tumblr isn’t considered a social media because everyone on here is just talking to themselves

[parabins]

yeah i agree

[darrowfortnite]

Hiiii roque 😚

[irmakbmhsp]

i love matthias sm trust me BUT i can't stop thinking about nina x inej

[irmakbmhsp]

i love matthias sm trust me BUT i can't stop thinking about nina x inej

[irmakbmhsp]

kaz literally has chemistry with everyone in the books hes so bisexual lmao