I miss the joy of fake grass filled baskets swinging in the air as I ran through the fields searching for colorful surprises.
The feeling of finding a plastic shell filled with candy, toys and money.
The feeling of wearing those shiny black kitten block heels with lacy white delicate socks that're only meant for special occasions and church.
The feeling of putting on a new, expensive colorful dress with ribbons and bows from that store that smells like mom's closet.
The feeling of a fresh, slightly stiff silkpress and the smell of burnt hair in the air as mom styles your hair, allbeit painfully.
The feeling of sitting at the kitchen counter, creating colorful eggs with food dye and stickers.
The feeling of learning a speech the night before that you'd found on google to say infront of your church.
I miss the taste of cheap chocolate bunnies and sugar coated marshmallow peeps.
Those egg chocolates that never tasted quite right, yet I still ate them because they were sweet.
The taste of haddboiled eggs after a hard day of hunting them down in the grass.
I miss it all, I want it all back, but I know if I repeat the experience that it'll never be the same, because I have lost something, she has lost something, she'll miss most of all.
I miss that girl's joy and laughter as she'd lay on the pews drawing and coloring while the sermon went on.
I wonder if she'd ever had a doubtful thought about her life.
Has she ever been scared of the future? Has she even thought her bright colorful world would become desaturated and grey?
TLDR - thinking to much about the possibility of human's missing species that once graced this earth due to extinction, all the way into what the possible future of humanity may look like
ANDROMEDA often finds themself thinking of the animals that probably went extinct during our Earth's prehuman history. Imagine all the small dinosaurs that died off without leaving a trace.. No fossilized bones left to dig up, or amber incased bodies.
Still, what about the animals that probably went extinct before humans began to explore the world and track its evolution? What about the animals that are currently endangered or possibly extinct that haven't even been discovered yet? What animals were once alive in the deepest depths of the oceans that have now become another part of the ecosystem? What hasn't been discovered that can no longer be discoverd because it is permanently gone? Perhaps the missing link in all of our questions lie somewhere in the animals/plant life that will never be discovered.
Pushing into the future, what animals evolutions will we never live to see? What will the sea and land life look like once we all are gone? Will the earth start over like with the dinosaurs? Will there be new human like species that become smart enough to take in life around them and study it? When they find our fossilized remains, what will we look like to them? Human recreations of dinosaurs used to be practically ridiculous and with time humans got better at recreating their images, yet we know we may never recreate the image of what a dinosaur originally appeared like in its day. So, what will these human 2.0s imagine us as? How will they piece our bones back together? How will they decipher our lost languages and texts? What will they make of humanity's past customs and cultures?
Maybe we'll be percieved as heathens just as humans percieve their ancient ancestors? Will these new humans ever find ANDROMEDA's bones? Will they ever read what ANDROMEDA has written, or hear the song they sang? Will those new humans know ANDROMEDA was different? Not quite human, perhaps? Maybe humanity's way of life will seem primitive and inefficient. Will race be a thing for these new humans? Will they have a uniformed look or come in a wide assortment of colors and shapes? What will they have evolved from? Will it be an animal from our time today or a new animal the Earth allows to live after it wipes us out? What if those new humans are descendants of the modern day zebras or owls? What if fish people evolve? What if these humans soar the skies with wings we'll never develop, or become blind and live in the ground like moles?
Only time will tell, though maybe these new humans will look just a familiar as the ones ANDROMEDA sees today.
Actually, you are enough. Even if you don’t work. Or study. Or go out. Or have friends. Or have family. You’re enough because you exist and your existence is enough to be enough because you are not a product. You are not a sum of output. You are not a task to complete. But because you are something the universe wanted and put here even if you’ll never understand why. Somewhere in the cosmos your existence makes a difference, even if it’s not the way others existences do.
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