My Final rebuttal/Testimony to Shadowtusk Clan.
So, on 2/17/21, I made a testimony over the Shadowtusk Clan guild in response to their growing presence on Twitter:Ā https://www.twitlonger.com/show/n_1srje97 which is the Twitlonger I posted here. It holds my personal views towards Bazuās Twitter @Batzu, and my experiences.
On this same day, their GM made a reply to my Testimony (https://www.twitlonger.com/show/n_1srjefm), and I just wanted to address it here- all the lies, all the speculation. Weāre gonna start with his first point of when we met. This is semantics. We did meet at an event but didnāt actually have a full conversation until he came to falsely accuse me of metagaming with little to no actual evidence. His log is correct but misrepresents the actual context with his own speculations.
Next up: Apologizing for someone being a dick to me OOC when they spam me with crap about wanting to kill my character and then going, āIC isnāt OOCā doesnāt compute. Pick a fucking side Bazu.Ā
Hereās the first misrepresentation: his remarks about IC racism. I didnāt take issue with the existence of it itself. In fact, my quote was, 'the IC racism that was so venomous in nature that I almost thought they hated me for playing Di OOCly- I realized I had few friends very quickly.ā
My issue was how fucking hard your guild plays into that, not that it did to begin with. Thatās like responding to someone complaining about a flood with, 'BUT WE ALL NEED WATER TO SURVIVEā.Ā
Next up was actually an issue I forgot, that being Bazuās ableism.Ā
Ā Now, the context was people were fighting over something I said in guild chat. We had a safeword, and I was overstimulated and having an anxiety attack. Bazu, I donāt know if you let your agenda make you forget, but Iām fucking Autistic you caustic slime puddle. Conflict and shit can make me get overstimulated- your GM, Zu'daba knew I was autistic to start, as did you as I mentioned that in voice chat. Iām glad you apologized in your Twitlonger, but Iām gonna give the story here for the sake of the transparency YOU forgot.
Onto the Zu'daba and Kyr'gal shit. The screens are correct, but thereās a misrepresentation of fact. Zujiaās advice in that screenshot was over my general concern over Kyr'gal- not over the incident that made me leave. For that, Tezuli advised me as shown here:Ā https://imgur.com/a/mO6UI3G
Zu'daba did use Tezuliās advice and guiding to me to admonish me. Blame was initially put onto me from this, Bazu- your screenshots and personal statement even support my argument.Ā
So, what about Di being shamed? Bazu claims I was eager for it, and liked that! Itād sure be a shame if I had screenshots that show that my consent to this was dubious at best to an outsider looking in. Oops!:Ā https://imgur.com/a/tmx1nfU Turns out, I have receipts of me talking to one of your core where I very clearly wasĀ Not Okay With That.Ā
The Gay Baby Jail incident WAS addressed- that still doesnāt excuse that your officer was wrongly calling me homophobic in private when I myself am very openly LGBTQā¦including being Bi- including my constant advocacy for LGBTQ rights. Including my huge fucking track record of improving when I even do something slightly to offend.
What about me with Zea'lani? The source of that tension was me using a transphobic word in an ERP context without the realization that it was transphobic over 4-5 months ago at this point. When I realized what I said was wrong, I immediately addressed it publicly on Twitter, and left that community. Iād later return to it to ensure that message was deleted, and left again because that wasnāt something I wanted in the world. While I am trans myself, that doesnāt excuse my slipup. However, when your officer actively supports transphobic game devs and tries to 'expose meā for something I handled way before she even saw that, Iām gonna take issue. Especially when she tries to expose me when I am opening up about someone being transphobic and objectifying to me- alongside being racist to black people. Your attempt to get me to fucking repeat the big ass mistake I made to be 'transparentā Bazu, is noted.
Onto the stalking claims. The person who stalked me literally confessed to it Bazu. When you confess to something, you take fucking ownership of that. Which Eztli did:Ā https://imgur.com/a/3A7rKH3 as shown here. Iāve called Eztli my friend for ages before this drama, Bazu. Your attempt to claim I fish for sympathy when I actually am just being consistent on how I saw someone. Perhaps projecting onto me is a bad idea.
To tie that up, yes. Your recountĀ of the events addressing Laniās behavior is right. You saw blatant harassment, agreed that it wasnāt okay, and excused it anyhow. I only posted when you were done talking- and for good reason. When you get someoneās friend to backstab someone, and make a bunch of lies and having people stalk them- that personās gonna go public. I urge you to cope, Bazu.
So, cultural appropriation. I think this is my biggest issue here. He gives the impression that no one came to him about him appropriating Black Culture and African Religion. Lemme fix that:Ā https://imgur.com/a/uPhAzGq
The video I link refers to Hatian Zombies, Bokors and the history of Voodoo/Vodou- with heavy input made from practitioners of Voodoo and Vodou, as well as even having a Bokor speak on the issue and sacred nature of their title. As you can see, he acknowledges seeing this.Ā
However, lemme point out the racism here: āIf any member of the various animistic faiths that inspire Blizzardās depiction of āVoodooā would like to ask me to stop or offer direction in how to portray these practices more respectfully, I would be open to that. If my limited amateur research on the acceptable uses of the title of āBokorā have misled me, Iām happy to apologize and to strike it from our record.ā
You were given a certifiable and primary source as to why your behavior is wrong. A basic fucking google search tells you why you are wrong. But you demand that Black people of this faith, who has suffered countless times at the hands of White Supremacy, baby your ass on this. Itās not cute. Itās not funny. Itās incredibly fucking racist, and shows you have no desire to fix your appropriation.
The art theft stuff is true. Now, what about harassment, racism, all that?Ā
Another misrepresented point. If we look at my Twitlonger, I mentioned that theyāve had a past of it. This isnāt hidden fact, Shadowtusk on this blog alone has been exposed countless times for homophobia, racism, pedophilia- the list goes on. As it is misrepresented, Iām not addressing that further. Itās a joke. What I will say is that for OOC racism not being tolerated, Bazu, you sure are hella eager to appropriate and steal from Black Culture more than even Blizzard does for the sake of your own immersion- even when you are given more than enough of means to educate yourself.Ā
Thatās my final rebuttal. If you want all the screens that show every instance of bullshittery I had with STC: Here ya go.Ā
And Bazu? I understand you are a spineless fucking coward, and you have Indicinis backing you on your lies regardless of the truth. The Troll RP community deserves more and better than your filth. Iād pray for you to grow as a person but given the sheer amount of your delusion? You arenāt worth that. And PPS? Me including the creation of my guild for the sake of giving an accurate portrayal of chronological events and explaining my reasoning for it, isnāt a plug. Keep that insecurity to yourself.
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