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Well we’re back here.

Things were good for awhile at least🫠

#mentally exhausted #mentally fucked #depressing memes #i wanna die lol #depressed #anxiety

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The fact that Jules still has a drink in his hand after the car fucking crashes

going through the absolute worst breakup so I’ve been binging Columbine documentaries and Logan Marshall-Green movies

god help me

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Okay, Stem, what are we doing, man? Just relax.

— UPGRADE (2018)

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this movie upped my will to live

if anyone wants a life update here we go,

he broke up with me on my birthday 🥴

either hitting the gym or killing myself, i haven’t decided which

when i thought I was happy

I was being played with

he hasn’t changed

nothing has changed

#i wanna die lol #mentally exhausted #mentally fucked #depressed #depressing memes #mental health #kill me #sad aesthetic #sol pais #tw depression #depressing shit #lonely #mental illness #memes #quotes

having anxiety is so draining

I’ll just be chilling, maybe even having a decent time, and out of nowhere, that voice in the back of my head is like:

“bro...bro...bro, look at all these people. you see them? they all fucking hate you. have a good day you piece of shit lol.”

#i wanna die lol #mentally exhausted #mentally fucked #depressed #depressing memes #mental health #kill me #sad aesthetic #sol pais #tw depression #depressing shit #lonely #mental illness #anxiety memes #anxiety

if 14 year old me could see me now, she’d be so fucking disappointed.

#i wanna die lol #mentally exhausted #mentally fucked #depressed #depressing memes #mental health #kill me #sad aesthetic #sol pais #tw depression #depressing shit #lonely #mental illness #anxiety #i just want to form human connection and i’m incapable #anxiety memes #angst

not in the trenchcoat mafia I swear

#i wanna die lol #mentally exhausted #mentally fucked #depressed #depressing memes #mental health #kill me #sad aesthetic #sol pais #tw depression #depressing shit #lonely #mental illness #nick drake #tcc #true crime #crime

Nothing like feeling completely numb for a few weeks and then having one night where I sob uncontrollably. Love the consistency.

#i wanna die lol #mentally exhausted #mentally fucked #depressed #depressing memes #mental health #kill me #sad aesthetic #sol pais #tw depression #depressing shit #lonely #memes #mental illness #quotes #tcc #toxic parents #toxic mother

I cannot believe I caught feelings. fuck. that. shit.

#i wanna die lol #mentally exhausted #mentally fucked #depressed #depressing memes #mental health #kill me #sad aesthetic #sol pais #tw depression #depressing shit #lonely #memes #mental illness #quotes

are you still here?

I am indeed

The world and the people around me continue to develop and progress, yet I always remain stagnant. The world turns so rapidly, it’s movement seemingly taunting me, and the sounds of that movement are deafening. I can hardly bear it. I feel immense pleasure at others failures, and I despise myself for that. It’s as if I throughly enjoy seeing them dragged down to my level of pathetic irrelevance. I suppose how I view others says plenty about how I view myself. A fucking nobody.