//I think Iâm finally okay with my lack of Izuru muse.Â
The only reason I made him (and got into RP at all, actually) was as a favor to a friend who needed a baby birb to interact with. That person is long-gone from my life for shitty reasons. Iâve always loved Izuru and heâs one of my favorite characters, but I feel like Iâve tried to force myself to get excited about him for a long time.Â
Heâs not going away, but Iâm just coming to terms with my lack of activity. Of late Iâve been on my Shinji blog ( @syncopxte ) and having a really great time because Iâve loved Shinji for longer and even more, but felt this sense of loyalty to playing Izuru that I think might stem from an unhealthy place. Heâs a wonderful birb who I identify with, and heâs a good outlet for me but heâs just fading away.
Maybe Iâm too happy and stable, ha. Maybe Iâm dealing with my problems in a healthy way now and just canât tap into Izuruâs failures in that respect.
Anyway. Heâll be here if you need him. Feel free to send asks and maybe Iâll even RB some memes now and again but I just donât want people to keep waiting on replies from me that wonât ever come.
Heâs my main account so Iâll still be doing all my following/liking from here. My other sideblog is Cang Du ( @jiiaian ), and heâll be around as well.Â












