( maude apatow, 30, cis woman, she/her/hers )ย โ all the way fromย LOS ANGELES, CALIFORNIA, supernova records is excited to welcomeย ISABEL โIZZYโ AARONS! as our residentย CALIFORNIA, you remind us ofย watching youtube at double speed, driving with no real destination, still using wired earbuds, always having your foot out the door but knowing youโll never leave, biting pencils and pens. youโre also expected to beย IMAGINATIVEย andย INTROSPECTIVEย at all times. we know you tend to beย MELANCHOLICย andย APPREHENSIVEย as well, but letโs do our best to keep that under wraps, okay? we look forward to ensuring you shine under our guidance!
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izzy was born in a suburb of los angeles and always felt like her hometown had nothing to offer her, she was always dreaming of getting out but never actually doing much to make that dream come true
izzy and arden were two peas in a pod from the moment that the aarons decided to foster and eventually they adopted arden into their family because they couldn't bear to separate the two
izzy would tell you that her childhood was fine. uneventful. which is good. no trauma or anything like that but that's all it was, fine. it was boring and sometimes lonely.
izzy had been surrounded by music her entire life but she mostly did it as a hobby. up until arden's band was down a guitarist and needed her to fill in which she did with a lot of convincing and coaxing from arden and ruby. she ended up being the main guitarist of mulholland drive.
she had always been incredibly determined to make it in the music industry after joining the band. especially after her parents told her that she shouldnโt do it, that she should stay on track to become a social worker. she thought, you think itโs a mistake? let me prove you wrong on every front.
but now that sheโsย here,ย that sheโs gotten everything she said she wanted, maybe itโs not all that itโs cracked up to be. because why does she constantly feel homesick for the place that she wanted to escape for her entire life? why does she feel like she got what she wanted and now she still feels empty?
she has one foot out the door but is keeping the feeling as quiet as she can because she doesnโt want to let her bandmates down. because they all built this band from nothing together. but she canโt fight this feeling that this isnโt what she wants anymore.
personality wise, she is more on the introverted side and the kind of person who is never satisfied where she is, because sheโs always longing for another place to be. but as soon as she gets to that place? she wants to leave eventually. itโs like sheโs trying to escapeย herselfย but she canโt.
โ americano โ whatโs their brutally honest opinion about something that can go for hours?
i feel like the thing izzy would go on a rant about would either by film, i am not exactly sure what the opinion would be exactly but she would definitely have them! she's been on film twitter for so long that it feels like she has definitely gained a lot of knowledge and references from her oomfs (including her fav mutual<3) that she would have strong thoughts.
โ espresso shot โ what gives them sudden bursts of energy or motivation?
lately, nothing. but in general being told she couldn't do something used to motivate her. when her parents thought she couldn't make it in the industry, it just spurred her to channel all of her diligence into being the best musician. she is normally very diligent but because she feels kind of stagnant right now, despite the success, she feels a little unmotivated in general.
izzy thinks she's homesick for her childhood home and finds herself thinking about that home too often. her parents moved out of it once the band started to blow up because it was too big of a house for just them. when she's in the area, she drives past is wistfully. but she also remembers how she felt there and how she was always itching to leave. when izzy goes to her actual home that she owns, she doesn't feel at home and she longs for her childhood home that she ironically also never felt at home in.
send ๐ก for an anger headcanon
it can usually take a lot for izzy to get angry. but when she does, it all comes out at once. because she represses it for so long. a lot of her biggest fights with friends, romantic partners, and family members have been explosive because they're usually so rare. izzy knows it's wrong but she keeps everything bottled up and then uses all of the other times they've made her angry and she's said nothing and often throws it in their faces.
Send ๐ญ for something my muse wants to say to yours, but won't.
"i think the reason we kind of don't get along and get off on the wrong foot is more than just like...me being me. maybe it's both of us? i'm not sure. i feel weird around you sometimes though. i don't know what it is."
๐ฐ โ does your muse prefer mornings or nights?
izzy prefers nights, although she doesn't really enjoy them because there's always stuff in the back of her mind that keeps her up at night. she finds mornings dreadful but she also doesn't look forward to getting into bed and being completely alone with her thoughts and no distractions.
๐ป โ what kind of music does your muse secretly enjoy?
when izzy was in high school and everyone was obsessing over one direction, she kind of fell into the whole fifth harmony thing because she was also discovering her sexuality around that time. so while everyone was talking about which one direction member was their favorite, she was thinking about the fifth harmony girls. (her favorite was lauren obviously). and while the music was never the real reason she was into the band, she still finds nostalgia in the music.