Call Me J

My super power is that I’m bipolar 18| art | poetry | mental health •100% broken hearted always•

[rachelsgreen]

[kxte]

i’ve waited a whole year to finally reblog this

[don-t-let-them-catch-you]

Been in my queue for a year

[thegoodvybe]

[lady-patra]

Today my girlfriend said to me “I can’t wait to watch you succeed” with the biggest grin on her face and man if that isn’t just like the most loving, supportive thing anyone could ever say idk what is

[ddrvbiblgigb]

[garfield-baybee]

Reblog to have something good happen at 1:42 tomorrow

[imwritingpoems-deactivated20200]

After months of screaming as loudly as I could, months of shouting at the top of my lungs to get your attention, I am finally silent. Maybe this is what moving on feels like. Maybe moving on is the part when you’ve got nothing else left to say, maybe it’s that moment you think to yourself, “Oh, I’d better go. There’s nothing here for me anymore.” Maybe moving on is the silence.

January 11th, 2016 (via imwritingpoems)

[deadwatered]

You know, I get drunk when it hurts and sometimes it’s a blade to the skin. When I’m angry I kick and scream, I break things just for the hell of it, just to see something as broken as I am. Someone touched me too soon, apparently blood isn’t thicker than water. I was left before I breathed my first breath of life, I never felt as though I was somebody’s daughter. I only feel useful when I’m being used and I crave to be hurt again, sick right? I stay up late at night contemplating taking my life, I count backwards, then I find myself at zero again with the same dreadful feeling lingering over my head. I don’t eat enough or I eat too much, either way I turn away from the mirror. I push those closest to me away, intimacy issues crawling out of my chest. I will turn you into me, I will make you ugly, run while you can still leave.

I promise you don’t want to ‘get to know’ me. (via deadwatered)

[tullipsink]

And when someone tries to hold you at night when you can’t seem to stop yourself from shaking because you’ve been crying again i hope to god you let them And when you’re walking side by side with the person who makes you smile more than you had in the past month and they reach over to grab your hand i hope you don’t flinch and try to pull away And when you’re laughing head tilted back and lips apart because they said something funny i hope you don’t try to cover your mouth And when you’re looking at them and you feel safe something you haven’t felt in awhile i hope you don’t push away because loving someone again terrifies you and you’re afraid but please, if someone is looking at you like you put the stars in their sky stay please stay

A.M.// it’s okay to love again (via tullipsink)

[whatisthenormal]

I thought I had it together…

And then I looked into your eyes and lost it.

E.G.

[remanence-of-love]

[ugly]

“Let’s get drunk at midnight, listen to our favorite songs and kiss so much that our lips burn”

— (via herztumor)

[hopeless-counting-scars]

“I remember crying over you and I don’t mean a couple of tears and I’m blue. I’m talking about collapsing and screaming at the moon.”

—

The Avett Brothers,

Tear Down the House

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hplyrikz

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Clear your mind here

(via hplyrikz)

[mygoldenwolf]

You’ve heard of “thanks, I hate it,” but allow me to introduce to you:

[remanence-of-love]

[remanence-of-love]

[gosh]

“The sad truth is the truth is sad.”

— Lemony Snicket, The Hostile Hospital (via flame)

[whoarei]

she guessed my favorite color first try..

but between me and u……. i didnt even have a favorite color until she yelled out yellow!! she was hella excited n smiling like a little kid. so i told her she was right and i havent seen yellow the same since, its in everything. i could probably live in it now. 

[faythinthemusic]

I want to be really clear about something: Planned Parenthood has done more to prevent abortion than the pro-life movement ever has.

[savordance-lifesupport]

Yup, preventing abortion by giving abortions. Makes sense!

[apoeticmindset]

No you fucking crusty nutsack giving people the education and the tools to not become pregnant in the first fucking place

[ghoulvalentines-archive]

One of my Christian friends made a Facebook post about how PP gave her tons of resources when she was trying to get pregnant and people were actually genuinely shocked that they provided such resources; they had fully bought into the idea that PP is just an “abortion factory”. The misinformation that’s been spread about PP is unreal.

[osheamobile]

gosh it’s almost like Planned Parenthood will help you plan for parenthood