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21 | they/them | queer | writer & poet hatchetfield’s finest | will herondale lover ao3 (link) | goodreads (link)

[jambam03]

intro <3

hi! my name is jam, i'm 21 (mdni), and i use they/them pronouns :)

i write! a lot! follow me on ao3 (jambam3)

please send fic requests in my asks/inbox! i love receiving them <3 questions and ideas are welcome in my asks as well :) if u ask me about my thesis or what i'm currently reading, i will kiss u on the mouth

i write mostly about michie and steph/ruth (starkid NPMD) and herongraystairs and lightstairs (shadowhunters tid).

i <3 fnaf, hatchetfield, tlou, the shadowhunters chronicles, resident evil, rtvs...

i listen to a lot of car seat headrest, kendrick, pavement, phoebe bridgers/boygenius, weatherday, khruangbin…..z…

i'm writing my thesis on fiction, scholarship, adaptation, and gender in the middle ages (specifically chaucer's "the pardoner's tale")

tags: thinker, ask jam, ao3

[jambam03]

what if max followed richie home and richie fell and scraped his knees up bad trying to run from max and max carried him home and bandaged him up but absolutely laid into him abt how he shouldnt run with his shoelaces untied and how stupid he is for thinking he could run from him to begin with IS THIS CRAZY

[jambam03]

like i’m ill

[jambam03]

very high w my housemates and regressed so hard i asked if we could watch slime videos

[lakesbian]

DNI lists on this website are fucking insane

[lakesbian]

can we explain to early-twenties autistic lgbt people that they . cant be saying these things. you cant be calling people 'degens' in your dni you cant do that. you cant do that man. can we do a history lesson. you cant do that

[lakesbian]

YOU CANT DO THAT MAN

[lakesbian]

"in defense of using the term degen, it's generally applied to pedophiles" - conservative man who might actually shoot a trans woman if he saw one within 50 meters of his child, and also LGBT tumblr users who do not know things they should know

[dreadedloreenkid]

"Degeneracy" is a fascist concept. There is no defending that word, just stop using it

[nothorses]

to be extra clear. the reason it is fascist is because it implies a) an ideal past that society has fallen from, and b) people who are responsible for society's fall from that ideal past.

a "degenerate" is someone who caused/causes society to fall from that ideal past.

even applying the term "degenerate" to people who have actually sexually abused children, specifically, is still implying that there was once a world in which CSA did not exist, which society must return to, and which Certain Types Of People have caused society to stray from in the first place.

these problems are systemic. that's like the whole idea behind all progressive and leftist ideology. come on.

[basalamander-corner]

Stop using Nazi rhetoric in regards to fandom discourse. It just makes you sound... like a Nazi.

[vikingfunerals]

the commodification of friendship is the most annoying thing to come out of the internet in ages. like actually i love to break this to you but you're supposed to help your friends move even if it's hard work. or stay up with them when they're sad even if you're gonna lose sleep. you're supposed to listen to their fears and sorrows even if it means your own mind takes on a little bit of that weight. that's how you know that you care. they will drive you to the airport and then you will make them soup when they're sick. you're supposed to make small sacrifices for them and they are supposed to do that for you. and there's actually gonna be rough patches for both of you where the balance will be uneven and you will still be friends and it will not be unhealthy and they will not be abusive. life is not meant to be an endless prioritization of our own comfort if it was we would literally never get anywhere ever. jesus.

[whitealbum]

guys we’ve gotta get back into collaging

[whitealbum]

everyone collage with me

[whitealbum]

cuts you up and glues you to a piece of paper

[jambam03]

how to become polyamorous tutorial easy quick

[jambam03]

all i’ve ever wanted is for men to finger other men

[jambam03]

i roleplayed over text 24/7 for five to six years over text with my toxic best friend and it was horribly detrimental to my mental health but i do miss it like a bitch sometimes

the escapism of wandering off into a fantasy world with your bestie (even if they’re evil to you) was unmatched and sometimes i think i would die to live it again

still seeking the euphoria this type of storytelling brought me

[jambam03]

also just rediscovered all the notes we used to pass back and forth to each other. i saved all of them because i have my grandfather’s hoarder dna (okayyyy devereaux). they hide in a box under my bed and haunt my dreams

[jambam03]

take me back omgggggggg let me roleplay againnnnn

[accidentalcshquotes]

mod: ive known people that hate on the scholars so much but if you're a real CAR SEAT HEADREST fan like me it's really the final magnum opus of will's style, vocal style, guitar riffs, lyrics.. it's like teens of denial, three, madlo, and how to leave town smushed into a big ball rolled in egg and sprinkled with plot and breadcrumbs and then deep fried

[itseyesstillglisten]

blue techum themed richie lipschitz moodboard!

i take requests!

rq'ed by anon!

x x x | x x x | x x x

[jambam03]

playing dnd with my boyfriend and his friends and everyone just freaking bullies me the whole time as if its not just a freaking game with no real world consequences!!! making me feel bad and actually making me want to cry while my bf sits there and says nothing. like why am i even here i should be at home in bed

[jambam03]

recently thinking about space boyfriend a lot

[jambam03]

seeing this in queens reminded me

[byjove]

I hope our next BL obsession focuses on two Romantic-era poets who are trapped in a chateau together and doing opium and hallucinating insane sex acts and dying of consumption. And not like. Hockey.

[byjove]

I hope the next hot gay pop culture couple consists of two absolutely insane knights with religious trauma who like to be walked on leashes and lick blood off each other’s cuts. And not like. Whatever the plot of Red, White & Royal Blue is.

[byjove]

They should be coal miners in 1920s West Virginia dealing with an ancient cosmic horror beyond their worst nightmares. And they have such a sweet romance and are domestic life partners but the mines are trying to eat them and they’ve resigned themselves to that eventual fate. Alice of life as they wait for the other shoe to drop.

[angrythyme]

The US is bombing my home country Venezuela.

Venezuela has been in a dictatorship as long as I have been alive. Since 1998. My parents are happy about a coup and hope Maduro dies or gets arrested, which yes. Fuck Maduro, fuck Chavismo. But I've read way too much about the history of US dipping their hands into South America, installing puppet states, fucking everything up and this is not a win. Even if Maduro dies or gets arrested, the US just wants the country's resources, they are not magically going to fix everything, there is a corrupt reason for this to be happening that is yet to unfold and I'm so tired. Fuck Trump.

I wish I could find better words to explain this to non-venezuelans, or Venezuelans of an older generation who are just tired of failed "socialism" and beelined straight to far right borderline extremism as if that was better. For now my family back home is safe and I wish every person in Caracas the same.

[princeash]

jocelyn "i should have killed sebastian when he was a baby" fairchild, with all her guilt, all her grief, all her pain, looking at her grandson from a distance, watching as he smiles and laughs, as he stares with so much love at the girl beside him, watching as he fights and endures and defends those he loves, green eyes bright and defiant, watching as he cries and breaks downs when he holds the body of the man who was more a father to him than his own true father ever was, watching as he and Nene embrace, mother and son reunited, tears and laughter on both their faces. She watches, and watches and watches. Always from afar. Never close enough to touch or speak. And she doesn't think it fixes anything. It doesn't lessen the pain and destruction Sebastian wrecked in the world, it doesn't assuage her guilt. But. But. There would be no Ash without Jonathan, without Sebastian. And as she gazes at her grandson, she can't bring herself to regret his existence, the softness of his smile when he looks at Dru or Nene, the warmth in his eyes which is (he is, really) nothing short of a miracle.

[jambam03]

recently thinking about space boyfriend a lot