just want to be worth it

| block don't report | jax | 24 | he/him | this is a side blog | mdni please I'm begging |

[jaxtheghostking]

hi I'm Jax I'm 24 and this is my mentally ill tumblr blog

mostly vents and body negativity

TRIGGER WARNING

do not send me fat shaming (even as "motivation") it will get you blocked

I follow back from my main blog @ixvessel

[cutecipher]

fuuuuck i forgot to give a shit about stupid bullshit that doesnt matter 🤦‍♀️

[dailycatsblog]

[fairycosmos]

when the consequences of the improved habits you worked tirelessly to achieve are fleeting and small. when the consequences of the temporary setback are severe and life ruining

[fairycosmos]

i hate my body and i want to be a better person and you can’t bring dead people back and i can’t do anything about any of those things because i need to get to tomorrow

[maxz-b]

the dread in me #MyDread

[sofyasemyonovna]

my toxic trait is i will kill myself

[h-isforhome]

they don't tell you this but if ur really lonely for a long time, a hole starts forming in ur heart and the longer u feel lonely the bigger the hole gets and it doesn't matter if u feel less lonely when ur older bc the hole stays forever and ur life just grows around it. But the hole is always there.

[violetbite]

my biggest fear is realizing that i was being strong for nothing

[ceruleanheaven]

[looking at people younger than me] you have your whole life ahead of you [looking at people older than me] you have your whole life ahead of you [looking at myself] its over

[vixvigil]

turns out i simply cannot handle things or situations

[my-dailydreams]

[local-lesbian-tree-demon]

they should invent a body that feels normal to be inside of

[64mpg]

old people are always like “you guys want everything to be easy” yessss queen exactly……

[64mpg]

ok my fault. let’s all suffer needlessly together instead of wanting better for each other ❤️ yayyy 🥰

[imdrinkingmiso]

I am doing whatever the opposite of locked in is .

[h4nifah]

anyway I’m gonna go into my daydream world where I’m loved and safe

[capacity2]

It’s actually crazy how bad feeling bad feels