“i am half agony, and half hope.”

-Jane Austen ⋆˚꩜｡ he/she | minor ⋆‧°𓏲ּ𝄢

[jayfawn]

hiya! my names jay or fawn, welcome to my personal blog .✦ ݁˖

𝜗𝜚⋆₊˚ i’m a chronically ill high schooler whose not exactly chronically online- but i’m pretty darn close to it!

anyone can interact with me and my blog ᭝ ᨳଓ ՟ i block freely :3

i support everyone and anyone in their identity and journey, i pinky promise you’re safe here! ‧₊ ♪˚⊹

some stuff about me!

۶ৎ i’m in high school, planning on being an art major and minoring in business/marketing in college! (and planning to go to law school afterwards, if you have any book recs my ears are always open!)

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۶ৎ i really like dc, marvel, the last of us, spider-man, the batman arkham games, reading, and my little pony!

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۶ৎ i’m a deer therian/alterhuman!

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۶ৎ i draw allllll the time! requests are almost always open for doodles :)

[ceruleanheaven]

[looking at people younger than me] you have your whole life ahead of you [looking at people older than me] you have your whole life ahead of you [looking at myself] its over

[ghirahimbo]

"Idiots," I say, referring to the characters I have spent hundreds of my real life hours contemplating.

[importantcatpics]

[rickybabyboy]

secret methods

secret reasons

[red-eye-radio]

So I thought y'all would like this too This great white comes to the jersey shore every year and this year they named her and have been tracking her hella so this is Mary Lee and she decided to show herself under this rainbow for pride month A true gay icon

[victoryyodel]

#This is the representation I’ve been looking for

[kosmogrl]

[eclipse-ofthe-sun]

[bluef00t]

Tobey Maguire Spider-Man "it's a hard knock life" fancam hours

[boastmalone]

How does it feel to have conceptualized the perfect Spider-Man trailer op

[oracleocelot]

[natalieironside]

I don't rly understand the whole 6 7 thing but I must say I'm glad to know they're still releasing new funny numbers. 420 and 69 had been shouldering a lot of weight for a long time.

[jayfawn]

i just bought tomodatchi life, prepare for me to be the most annoying person to ever exist

[monster1994]

happy june everybody i hope you get fucked and/or sucked this month

[kazokuhouou]

what if we don't wanna be?

[monster1994]

then i hope for peace

[jayfawn]

i got a new tank top today!! super pretty colors, and it’s from victoria’s secret but i got it on sale!!!! so sick im so excited to wear it tmrw!

[jayfawn]

my pretty girl and i

(as well as my dirty mirror 🥴)

[jjam-sandwich]

If they knew I think they would fear me

[cheaphalloweencostume]

also we have GOT to collectively come to terms with the fact that me or any other stranger online disliking or even making fun of something you like is not saying “no fun allowed” “no one can ever enjoy this” you have simply got to grow a spine and be able to like the shit you like. you don’t even have to defend it! like 90% of the media i really enjoy is divisive and half my friends actively hate it. i really don’t give a fuck though because i like it. you can write whatever you want! you’re allowed! even if it’s MY least favorite genre or style of writing and i have active distaste for it!

[wifegideonnav]

“bits to use in everyday conversations”

[irishshauna]

[marmotini-of-the-world-unite]

Learning this was an intentional genocide changed me.

[fighterkimburgess]

I know most of those following me know this, but just to make it super clear. An Gorta Mór (The Great Hunger/the Great Famine) was a deliberate genocide of the Irish people. There was enough food grown in Ireland to make sure everyone was alive and healthy and survived. Instead it was exported, sent to England and elsewhere for profit while men, women, and children starved in the streets. While the English landlords fucked off and evicted starving families who couldn’t afford rent. While babies were too weak to cry and died at the side of the road.

They tried to kill us, but they did not succeed. And we owe so much thanks to the other oppressed peoples, in particular the Choctaw Nation and the Masai, who sent money and grain to us.

Let me repeat that. The Choctaw Nation who had just gone through the Trail of Tears sent us money to try save Irish lives. It’s led to an understanding between Irish people and Native American tribes, most recently when we donated to the Navajo and Hopi fundraisers for COVID-19 relief, because while it may be a different tribe, Irish people will never forget those who helped us and we’ll help back.

The entire population of the island is less than seven million people. We’re still a million less on this island than pre famine. And it’s not that long ago. My grandmother’s grandparents lived through it. We’ve told the stories, it literally changed the DNA of the country. We have a national fear of renting, because so many people were evicted. People joke about Irish people always offering loads of food, but it’s because there’s that cultural memory of not being able to.

They tried to kill us, but they did not succeed. We will not let them take our lives, we will not let them take our language. We lost so much, but we will not lose it all.

[saltedweather]

This is why I get so angry when people say “it was the potato famine, it was because of monoculture/microbes.”

Nope. The potatoes were the only thing Irish people were allowed to fucking eat, because as pointed out, the rest of the crops they were growing were for their landlords to ship to England. So when the one “worthless” crop they were allowed to eat rotted in the field, the English crown, empire, landlords, all shrugged and carried on. People starved to death lying next to productive fields.

[milescrypt]

me and the actor who's older than my father against the world