I keep waiting for this all to be a dream. But it’s not. I can’t even begin to tell you how sad I truly am over Liam. I am a grown woman. I have adult children and I cry every time I see something about Liam. Every. Single. Time.
What he and One Direction did for me I can’t put into words. There aren’t words that are special enough to even describe it. But I can say they saved me. They got me back into a place that wasn’t shrouded in darkness. Where I could breathe and look for the light again. Where I could be an amazing mother and an awesome wife. And I did that. If I hadn’t found them … honestly if they hadn’t found me when they did I don’t know exactly where I’d be right now.
Maybe it’s cliche and maybe some of you will think I’m stupid but I am so grateful for them.
My daughter got the same tattoo I have, a week later to honor Liam. She has been my rock and cries right along with me.

















