welcum to my twisted tea

| 25 | (they/it) | TME | this is my personal blog for whatever, including but not limited to: political stuff, personal rambling, freak shit, and sillies.

[avoidant-gf]

do u ever just regret everything

[sleeping-jo]

I can’t sleep, I have to torture myself psychologically

[jesterfag420]

it all started when i was borned

[jesterfag420]

whatever is wrong with my brain that makes me scroll the blogs of blocked former mutuals… i dont think it’s fixable.

[dogpuppy]

[badmiiversepost]

“cigarets are like hamsters: they are fine, until you put it in your mouth and light it on fire. True”

[velvetsart]

see and be seen

[oneheadtoanother]

[jesterfag420]

twisted

i look

longingly

into your eyes

and you into mine

but when the knife in your back

is twisted, your gaze blackens with

the suffocating smog of betrayal.

[jesterfag420]

friends

i could have loved you. i might still. let’s be friends?

ive heard that before

yes but that was certainly different! i respect you too much, i care about you. show me where the line is and i’ll refuse to cross it. as long as you think it’s possible im willing to try!

i dont think it’s possible. ive heard all this before. i dont want to do it again.

okay. i understand. im sorry. i could have loved you.

[papayajuan2019]

i like to think i'm the dead horse that everyone keeps beating

[fivetrench]

Shit just happens to you when you're a tuna crab

[jesterfag420]

we’re not strangers

I saw your face

in a stranger’s today

my breath caught and I looked

away, as every muscle tensed, heart

beating out of my chest

I felt the hot tears well

I tried my best to subdue them

I took another look,

a peek out of the corner of my eye

“it’s you, it’s definitely you.

what are you even doing here?

how did we end up in the same place

so far from our homes?

this feels like some kind of joke the universe

is playing on me. I can’t handle this.

I don’t know what to do,”

and then the lights came up

and I looked again, and sighed.

with relief? or a certain type of disappointment?

I saw your face in a stranger’s

because that’s what you are to me now

[jesterfag420]

Delete

i break my own heart—

to save you the trouble—

every time i type a text that i dont send.

[jesterfag420]

hey im gonna post some poetry i think. first some old stuff. probably some new stuff too idk.

[bloodied-wolf]

[toskarinfr]

my ability to take this 🫢 emoji seriously has been obliterated by that one image

[toskarinfr]

getting this image beamed into my head psionically whenever i see it used in any context