grégoire

{"introject/fictive side blog"} {he/they}

[jiraigiyuu]

Introduction Post

(main acc; @hammerhead-bridge-arbiter) (I try not to follow back jirais with this account, so if an alter like @let-you-down is following you then that includes me)

(in-sys friends; @warding-fox, @love-love-super-dimension-mix, @let-you-down, @mistociation, @purgatorial-guide)

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I'm called Gregory or Grégoire, often shortened to "Greg". I'm a Giyuu introject/fictive from a mixed origins OSDD system. I find comfort in identifying as a jirai-danshi and a hikikomori. I'm mostly shut in and isolated despite going out occasionally with a few friends, otherwise my system is socially inhibited.

(!!: Bodily 20, self diagnosed with C-PTSD + AuDHD + OSDD.)

I'll just post thoughts, daydreams and my mood on here. If you want to interact, you can treat me like my source, it might be a bastardized "ask [character]" experience though.

And sourcemates of any type would be nice.

No strict DNI, just know I don't like radqueers and I also don't appreciate darkship content. I don't try to touch syscourse often, but I'm definitely pro endogenic/willogenic.

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If you're looking for any responses to asks, I tag them with; #☆.jiraigiyuu response for simplicity.

[jiraigiyuu]

I think our boyfriend read our mind, it's a beautiful day, I wanted to go out, he offered a walk this afternoon. Nice.

[triangleguy]

pros of having a favorite character youve liked for over a decade: character brings you joy and excitement

cons of having a favorite character youve liked for over a decade: they have become a permanent part of your internal monologue and you cant get them to go away

[sortai]

@funnier-as-a-system

[jiraigiyuu]

Started fronting, realized there's a Lain fragment because of the secondary main identity watching SEL for the first time and seeing themself in the character. So many weird fragments and shards of fictives in our system, there's not many who get time to develop...

[jiraigiyuu]

I'm underdeveloped as an identity too, you see how much I post and front? I don't know what to post.

[jiraigiyuu]

Time to snap the system out of it and eat barebones chicken tender wraps for lunch.

[jiraigiyuu]

Started fronting, realized there's a Lain fragment because of the secondary main identity watching SEL for the first time and seeing themself in the character. So many weird fragments and shards of fictives in our system, there's not many who get time to develop...

[let-you-down]

*Politely walks away and doesn't interact*

[jiraigiyuu]

I was soft-spoken and limited with sad or happy emotions when I first formed, now I can't figure out why it's so easy for me to simmer with rage. Character development.

[equalperson]

at this point I don't even relate to the stereotypical narrative of "people self-harm because they feel like they deserve it/are just trying to feel something :(" I self-harm because I get enraged and aggressive but know I can't act on it without consequences so I just hurt Myself instead.

[jiraigiyuu]

Same character theme, different aesthetic/look to the theme

[purgatorial-guide]

I wanted to walk around last night at midnight, but it was so chilly and once the lamp lights turn off it's harder to see where I'm going. Thought the moon would be bright enough to illuminate my surroundings that night, but it kept getting obscured by clouds. Holding my phone out with the flashlight without gloves freezes up my hands fast too. I did see the moon and some stars briefly, they're pretty as usual.

[rejirai-deactivated20260329]

newsflash !!! everyone hates me after i intentionally avoided them !!!! who woulda guessed ???!!!!

[jiraigiyuu]

Forgot to mention that I finally did the dishes with Sandro awhile ago. We didn't do it with zero enthusiasm, we did it with a determined rage.

[jiraigiyuu]

Btw i will need to do some dishes soon, I saw them piled up on the counter, give me at maximum 24hrs and the stack will be cleaned. (even if no one will see this post, the fact I'll have this posted publicly on my blog will pressure me to clean so I'll live up to expectations)

[jiraigiyuu]

I can't complain about nobody around the house pitching in to do dishes when I'm not capable of cleaning them everyday either, but I'm not the guy who's leaving an empty Nutella jar on the counter unlike a certain someone in this house.

Don't do that, that was so disappointing...

[mental-malware]

i wish i was more broken of a person i feel a little too much like an unoffending person to deserve attention or to be interesting. atp i should gaslight myself into being more concerning maybe then people would like me more.

[jiraigiyuu]

Giyuu mentioned????

Yuuup, that's me hiii, also thanks for following but I might not post very frequently