I’m honestly still a little fucked up about this dream, and I know nobody wants to hear about my dreams.
But it was so strange and so vivid! So, I’m going to tell you anyway.
I was at a large banquet- everyone was dressed up and there were a lot of flowers.
I was seated at a table with friends. I don’t recall who I was with - but the song Ironic by Alanis Morrissette came on and I got up and ran out of the room, having a panic attack like I almost always do when I hear that song. (It was playing during a horrible car accident I was in when I was 16, I was thrown from the vehicle going 75mph on the highway...)
I had fought my way through a room full of people with trays- and I was kneeling outside the door with my head in my hands, trying to catch my breath. I had been here for a few beats when who I initially thought was a friend of mine from high school came outside, and had his hands on my head, trying to calm me down. When I finally turned to look at him, it was my friend Mike, who died in January.
But I didn’t know it was him until I turned around - and instead of being shocked to see him, it was just normal. he said “I’m really sorry to do this to you, but your phone wouldn’t stop going off.”
I said, “Did you answer it?”
I said, “And what was it?”
He replied, “I think you better talk to them.”
And he reached out his hand to me to pull me up off the ground, and lead me inside - but that’s when I woke up. He wanted whoever had called on my phone while I was having the panic attack to tell me. I got the feeling that he didn’t want to, or couldn’t tell me.
I’m shook. Why couldn’t he tell me who it was? Why didn’t he bring the phone with him outside instead of bringing me back inside the gala?
Mike was always the king of making a dramatic gesture, like the time he sprinted down the street to find those books for Alyson & me. He just ran out the front door yelling “FOLLOW ME, NOW!” But we were the only two FOH employees in the restaurant- I couldn’t follow him, we had guests! 🤣
It was just so strange. I heard his voice and everything. Woof. Okay, I had to get that out.
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